The Ugly Truth!

Well,you had got everything you want from me and i am now useless for you right?I can't believe that you are such kind of bitch and thanks to you,i've learnt my lesson.When people is no longer useful to you,all you did was dumped them just like rubbish.Haha...Thank GOD i have friends that are willing to reveal the true side of yours.At least i know that you are good in one thing,ACTING!You bitch!!!Throw after used.Men are so cheap for you huh?Just like the menstruation pad,throw after used!Fuck it!I was so mad with you at the first place but i am now kinda happy since i am not really into you yet.That was close though.Just right before i am trapped under your tricks you cheater!!!It's obvious that you are using all men around you.You just go for those who you think they are gonna bring benefits for you.After that,dump the rubbish.Haha...You are such a jerk!I thought that you are kind-hearted but its now a were for that!!!I can't believe that i am so stupid.I once thought that you might be the right one.How silly i was!You don't deserve a single thing from me!!!You think that its funny to fool my feeling around?Haha...It's over now!No more for you!Go for those beggars!They are the kind that suit you the most i supposed.=D I'd rather give all my concern to a dog than giving you.At least i still gain loyalty from the dog.That's why dogs are the best friend to men.They just ain't like you,they are loyal!!!Anyways,thanks for that valuable lesson.I really appreciate it.You have taught me how to know a fella better.Alright,i am out of here you bastard!I won't CLUB with you anymore!!!!

TAINTED LOVE BY MARILYN MANSON

Now i am running away from YOU!

A song of love~

Have been working on my song throughout the whole day and i've partly finished with the melody.Now the major problem will be the lyrics.I need some ideas,suggestions and so on.Today,i got a old old song from the internet.Its I'll Find You by Air Supply.Too bad since i couldn't even get the complete part from youtube.There's only one video of that song and its live performance version.I need the real album version!!!I am willing to pay for that song!!!It's awesome.The lyrics are meaningful.Hopefully i will be able to fill in my song with the awesome lyrics just like this song.By the way,i just noticed that my blog has been viewed for more than 40000 times and i only have 9 more posts to go till i hit my 700th post.Ain't that cool?Blogging is the longest promise that i ever hold to.Day by day,post by post~Lots of craps posts but there are quite a number of good inspiring posts as well.May be someday when i am bored,i will read it back one by one and see how funny my life was.=) Here's the lyrics of the song.I mean the song from Air Supply but not my song since its still under 'construction'.Hehe~ Enjoy!

We give, we take, we bend until we break
We touch and feel, to hurt or heal
And in the end

We run so far from who we really are
And we starve and thirst, we praise and curse
And I don't care

How near or far, I'll find you, wherever you are
You know I'll find you, wherever you go

We shout and scream, but it's just a silly dream
And we hold it inside like its live or die
Till in the end we learn to wait
And we squeeze the hands of fate
And we twist and turn
We freeze and burn, but I don't care

How near or far, I'll find you, wherever you are
You know I'll find you, wherever you go
Through the time and space
I'll always see your face
And if I must count every star

How near or far, I'll find you, wherever you are
You know I'll find you, wherever you go ~Hurt Fingers~

~Processed Lyrics~~BFF~

I'LL FIND YOU BY AIR SUPPLY

I never regret of loving you~<3

The Feeling of mine~

I'm looking at my keyboard and thinking how to express my feeling by using the most suitable words.Well,i would like to know how you guys think of my personality.Am i good or bad?There's one thing that is true about guys.They can't hide themselves if they are in love.Through the brain,it will send out some kind of signal to show that a person is in love or not.I don't know how.It's human nature and we couldn't help much on it.After spending days and days of interacting with her,i find myself can't stop loving her now.Well,i did doubt my decision at the very first place but no more for now.I just don't know why.I find that i just don't see any bad side of her.Even when she is angry,i don't feel any anger but i feel the cuteness of her in working out her works seriously.I guess i won't regret for this time.Now,i am just worrying about one thing which is i am not her cup of tea.Science is able to create anything but love.It's kinda weird.I never had this kind of feeling before.The will power of mine of wanting her so badly in my life.I guess i would just do anything in order to spend a minute with her.It's warm and comfortable when i am with her.I just don't feel easy when she is talking with other guys.No wonder people said that love is where you learn on how to be greedy.I so wanna have her smiles with me,i wanna wipe her every tear,i wanna share her story,i wanna protect her,i simply just can't live properly without her.I did dream about dancing with her just like how the prince and princess did in every fairy tale.Confessing my love to her is the biggest challenge in my life.From that day onwards,i am so sure about my feeling.It's right!I am gonna sacrifice anything in order to make our love works.I want to maintain it till the last day of my life.My eyes were once only full with money and career until i met you.You came into my life.Now,i just don't want to let you go away.I want you to be in my life for the rest of my life.I want to keep the sweetest smile on earth just for myself without sharing with anyone.May be its true that i am selfish,but it happens only on you.I can give and share anything but you.I don't know if i should call myself stupid.May be i will need someone to explain to me since i just failed to explain it on my own.Worrying about you can really drain my life away.A question in mind since the day i first met you,CAN YOU TAKE THIS IDIOT WITH YOU FOR THE REST OF YOUR LIFE?Think about it.I am recalling the sweet memories that we once spent together.Time just won't stop for us.Somehow,my feeling for you will just increase day by day,little by little.In my bitter life,you happened to be the sweetness of my life.I cherish it because it's much more precious than anything.Thank you for coming into my life.
暖色系 盧學叡

Life captures sweet memories~<3

Ballerino

Love always ends with tears
but lingers in your heart
It blocks your path
so you can never run away
Don’t forget the memories of our love
I’ll only be happy if you
keep it in your heart forever

Sing a song for me
So I can send it to her
Love (yeah) Affection (yeah)
I want her to take it away
Yell loudly for me
And send it to her
Today (yeah) tomorrow (yeah)
Tell her not to look for me

Everything was awkward
During our first meal
I was worried I’d get rice on my lips
Every time I took a spoonful.
When walking together, so many questions
Should I match your stride?
Should I put my arms ’round your shoulders?
Where should we go?
I’ve known women but I never knew love.
You followed me saying that you liked me
So I walked a little slower for you,
And this is how love began.
We had no romance, but like a sock with a hole
We worked it out, and so we lived.
In the vast ocean that was my life,
It was like seeing an island.
I was so happy I spent the day smiling

Love always ends with tears
but lingers in your heart
It blocks your path
so you can never run away
Let’s live together in the
beautiful memories of our love
I’ll dance with you in our memories

Em em em em em
Is my life without you a dream or not a dream?
Em em em em em
Where am I headed?
Em em em em em
Is this somewhere close to you or far away?
Em em em em em
Why does my heart hurt so much?

Sing a song for me
So I can send it to her
Love (yeah) Affection (yeah)
I want her to take it away
Yell loudly for me
And send it to her
Today (yeah) tomorrow (yeah)
Tell her not to look for me

The idea of having to protect something
Even though it wears you out,
even though you go crazy,
Doing that for you, I went crazy.
I was a ballerino that danced for you
at your beck and call.
Your face turned red as you laughed at me,
All darkness turned to light.
Even though the world turns
we said that we wouldn’t,
That we would always stay together.
We promised we would follow
one path together
But I’m alone
Still I reluctantly dance to the lingering music
Like a carousel in a darkened carnival
I’ll keep on smiling till death
Believing you will come back

Sing a song for me
So I can send it to her
Love (yeah) Affection (yeah)
I want her to take it away
Yell loudly for me
And send it to her
Today (yeah) tomorrow (yeah)
Tell her not to look for me

사랑은 언제나 눈물이 돼 가슴에 남아
떠나지도 못한채 또 길을 멈추네
우리 사랑했던 그 추억만은 잊지 말아요
내 맘에 영원히 남아 날 기쁘게 해줘요

나를 위해 노래를 불러줘 그녀에게 들리게
사랑도 에헤 미련도 에헤
다 가져가라고
나를 위해 소리를 질러줘 그녀에게 전해줘
오늘도 에헤 내일도 에헤
날 찾지 말라고

모든게 어색했어 너와 처음 밥을 먹을땐
밥풀이 입가에 묻을까 수저를 입에 넣을땐
신경이 쓰이고 또 함께 걸을땐
발을 맞춰야 할지 어깨를 감싸야할지
어디로 가야할지
여자는 알았어도 사랑은 잘 몰랐기에
나의 뒤에 쫓아오듯 따라오는 너를 위해
조금 느리게 걸어주며 사랑은 시작됐지
낭만도 없고 구멍난 양말처럼
되는대로 살아와
망망대해 같던 나의 삶에
또 다른 세상을 보았어
난 너무 좋아서 온종일 웃고 다녔어

사랑은 언제나 눈물이 돼 가슴에 남아
떠나지도 못한채 또 길을 멈추네
우리 아름답던 그 추억 속에 함께 살아요
기억 속 그대와 함께 난 춤을 출 거예요


음 음 음 음 음
너 없는 지금 모든게
꿈인지 꿈이 아닌지
음 음 음 음 음 음
난 지금 어딜 향해
가고 있는 건지
음 음 음 음 음
지금 이 곳이 너의 품인지 품이 아닌지
음 음 음 음 음 음
아픈 가슴은 왜일까

나를 위해 노래를 불러줘 그녀에게 들리게
사랑도 에헤 미련도 에헤
다 가져가라고
나를 위해 소리를 질러줘 그녀에게 전해줘
오늘도 에헤 내일도 에헤
날 찾지 말라고

무언갈 지켜야 하는건
그것에 지쳐도 미쳐야 하는것
그래 난 너에게 미쳤었지
난 니가 원할땐 언제나 춤을 추던
발레리노
그 모습에 웃던
니 얼굴이 다 빨개지고
어둠도 환해지고
세상은 돌고 돌아도
우리는 그러지 않기로
서로의 곁에 오래 남기로
한 길로 같이 가기로
그렇게 약속했지
하지만 홀로 남아 슬픈 음악에
억지로나마 춤을 춰봐
불 꺼진 놀이동산에
웃고 있는 회전목마
그처럼 죽은듯 웃으며 니가 올까
미련을 가져본다

나를 위해 노래를 불러줘 그녀에게 들리게
사랑도 에헤 미련도 에헤
다 가져가라고
나를 위해 소리를 질러줘 그녀에게 전해줘
오늘도 에헤 내일도 에헤
날 찾지 말라고
BALLERINO BY LEESSANG Feat. ALI

Creepy video but awesome song!

MC Day!

Finally its over!!!After rehearsing for like GOD knows how many times,we finally put a fullstop to the Mass Call chapter.It means that my short holiday start from now onwards until the coming monday!Woohoo~Well,i was forced to get up early in the morning just now due to the MC thingy of that orientation.It was okay for the Admin Briefing section but problems were found when we were about to proceed with Mass Call thingy.It was all due to the stupidity of a VIP.He couldn't confirm his attendance until the very last minute.So,i was like kinda mad at that.Thanks for that VIP,i've lost my appetite to have my lunch just now.Everything was running smoothly and accordingly to what we have scheduled.Well,i admit that i did make some minor mistakes on that Mass Call ceremomy and i hereby apologize to all of the committees of that Mass Call Ceremony.I'm Sorry!Just as usual,we had took a lot of photos after that mass call thingy.Everyone was enjoyed being part of the Orientation/Mass Call committees and helpers.After everything is done,we with 11 people in a gang,went to jusco to have our dinner.We have chosen Nando's for our dinner and i am now having slight feeling of stomachache.A chit-chating session while having our nice and delicious dinner.Someone suggested to go for a movie right after the dinner while we were still on our chit-chating session and we all agreed with that suggestion.After paying the bill,we,the 11 people gang proceeded to One Utama to watch a movie.Old Dogs was the movie that we watched and guess what,we got the tickets at the first row from the screen.So,we guys were like trying so hard to make sure our face were facing up and looking at the screen and honestly,my neck is in real pain now.A quite nice movie indeed!And after that,i was being sent back to PV5 by my new made friends.Thank you guys for giving such a wonderful night!Well,i guess if she was around then i will be happier.=D Hope you guys enjoy viewing the photos and i am off to bed now!
HAVEN'T MET YOU YET BY MICHAEL BUBLE

Finally,i know that all i ever want is only YOU!