Emoing,shout it out,shout it loud!!!

I still can't put down something,there is no way for me to continue with my revision even though tomorrow is my Chemistry practical exam.I have tried many times to forget it and it seems like i failed to do so.Please,please let me concentrate on my studies.I keep thinking something which i can't really help with it and it did affected me.Why am i doing this for other people?Keep listening to the song,i keep thinking other things.Although i always looking at my notes but non of the knowledge can enter my brain.There is only the lyrics of the song that i keep listening can enter my brain easily and it had affected me to do something really stupid.The rhythms,the lyrics,meaningful and is telling my feeling.Erm...Just wish you guys have a good day.Bye!I am not only addicted to coffee and midnight basketball,now i even addicted to you.It is so sick,just like what you wrote in your previous post,my hand will automatically type in you blog address first whenever i open my I.E.Erm...As what i wrote,i saw your blog and accidentally saw some messages which i think should be only read by you.That guy wrote a nice stuff for you and i think it is something like poem and it is quite good and meaningful.Hope that he won't hurt you and may god bless you both forever.I think i should cancel all the stuff that i have reserved for your special day because i think you will be more happy to celebrate such special day with him more than with a stranger.Actually my heart really not feeling that good when i am typing out all of these but at least i know what you have chose and i respect your decision as long as he won't make you get hurt again.Dreams are always the best yet it is still a dreams and it can't really happen in reality.I like to listen song just like i like you,i can continuously listening to a song day and night if i truly like the song just like i truly like you.I am telling you that i seriously like you and it won't happen to other girls again forever and ever.My heart is dead and whether it can turn alive again or not,it's all depends on you...The ring that i wore on my left hand,is to remind me about you.I don't want to forget you.Hmm...Just want to let out all these stuff and i bet that you know the feeling for keeping it inside.Right?My leg get twisted just now while playing basketball and i don't really feel the pain of it because the pain in my heart is thousand times more painful than that.

(Please stop persuading me to give up...)

Even if i smile at something,i don't really feel happy with it.It's just i don't want you guys to worry about me.No one knows what my feeling is...=')

吻得太逼真 张敬轩

I knew from the start that you'd break my heart,
but i kept on loving you.
i knew from the start that you're not mine,
but i kept on loving you.
what must i do to stop this heart from beating for you?

W.C.LIM
As i am sitting in front of my laptop
As my favourite music keep playing on
I got nothing deep inside my heart
Because someone just took it away
It is so soft
Even a soft poke will make it burst
The place where i used to store her sweet face and sweet smile
Is no longer available for me to put in anything anymore
The door had locked
The key is with you
From now on
I will stand in front of the door
Wait till a day
Where you want to open the door again
And put back all the stuff that you took away for long
I will be waiting
I know the day will arrive
I just need time
At that moment
You will never lock the door up again

Question:Music ease the pain or putting salt on the wound?

Migraine...

Headache is killing me...Painful and can't really think of anything.This is the result of didn't get a well rest for the past few days.Recently i am not only addicted to coffee,now i am addicted for midnight basketball as well.It is good to forget all the unhappy stuff by tiring yourself and playing basketball is my way to forget all those stuff,no exam and no unhappy things.While i was on my way back to my room after midnight basketball,i saw some of my M.A.G. club committees were all sitting down at N block common area after finished hanging all those KM stuff.I made my way to join them up and it seems like they were talking some ghost stories.Huu...It was really nice to listen such stories at midnight time and most of the stories were Inti campus stories like academic block,multi purpose hall and the pathway in between of the swimming pool and basketball court.All of us dismissed around 3am like that and i went back to my room,took a shower and have some rest.For now,i am thinking to go and play midnight basketball once again.So,good night ya everyone and have a nice day.By the way,there will be a lot of events coming up at this month such as KM(18/5),movie night and street party(21/5).Have fun!!!

Well,i was quite happy to see you again this morning.There was somebody actually sent a message to me when you entered Intima office.I was thinking to enter at that moment i order to see you for a longer time but after that i forgot about it because i felt like it wasn't that nice to do so.For the person who sent me the message,thank you for doing it.Erm...I am not a stalker or anything,i am just a normal guy who understand what is the true meaning of love.Therefore,i will feel happy if she is smiling and i don't really care whether she will be with me or not.Erhem...Sounds stupid huh?If you think so,i am just telling you that you are still a childish person who only looking for a toy to play with and you won't take this relationship seriously and you will definitely dump your partner while someone better is trying to approach you.Try to take a relationship seriously,you will enjoy the joy of love forever.Hope that every couple will cherish one another and as the time passes by,their love for each other will increase day by day.Appreciate what you have now because when it's gone,you will never get back what you have lost.I am waiting for a chance to bond us together forever and it seems like the chance is getting smaller and smaller.Something that you don't understand.Thank you for reading my post patiently,you have high EQ...Haha...Night night!!!
Someone intro this song to me and i found it is quite nice to listen...ENJOY!

I LIVE MY LIFE FOR YOU BY FIREHOUSE

He wrote her name
in the highest heaven
Along came the wind
and blew it away

He wrote it
at the beaches of love
Along came the waves
and washed it away

He prayed for
the power to forget
The Angeles whispered
Why did he pray?

He asked wisdom
for her wisdom
But realized that
wisdom had nothing to say

He uttered her love
in his erotic dreams
To wake up and find her
a star in a play

He tried to erase her picture
from his memory
He found it molded
in his mind like clay

He wrote her love a poem
deep in his heart
And forever her love
in his heart will stay.

Finally...

It's all over for the revision week.Our AS exam will officially launch by this coming Thursday and the first test will be the Chemistry practical or is known as lab.Surprisingly i managed to wake up at this morning and attended our Chemistry revision class for the last time.Pretty funny,my class started the revision week with Chemistry class and now it was ended by Chemistry class as well.Nice arrangement huh?Erm,i am just worrying about my Chemistry because i seriously not that good in Chemistry or in another way to say,i am totally a Chemistry noob.Right at this moment i just hope that the tips that given by my lecturers will work on that day.Received a bad news just now.One of our lecturer will be leaving after she is done with our AS exam because she is being hired by a better University and she left her contact number to us so that we can get an emergency Chemistry consultant in any time.Lolx...Thanks ya Miss Gladys for teaching us Chemistry and take care.Exhibition week just started today and a lot of new students were giving chance to join any societies or clubs that they like.Intians,join all the clubs you like and enjoy the college life! While i was taking care of my booth just now,i spot that she was registering herself at the Impac booth there with her friend along.Erm...Actually i was quite happy today because i finally saw her face again.What a charming smile she got on her face.For the first time,i smiled at her and i no longer hiding away from her or pretending like i don't know her.Don't know how to express the feeling of seeing her back.It was so amazing and i really hope that i can see her face everyday.Even though without talking to her in personal,when i saw her smile,everything will be fine.Her smile worth thousand trillion times more than any treasures in this world.It's so impressive and unforgettable.Miss you?Erm...I think is more than that.There's something which bugging me for this past few days.Should i carry on with my plan?Will she attend if i did it?I have no idea at all but i just believe that if i never try,i will never know.I only can assure that i won't make your tears drop again if...

LEAVIN'BY JESSE McCARTNEY



I Heart U
I wake to think of you.
I sleep to dream of you.
I see you in all that I do in every single second of the day.
I want to be with you with every single passing day.

I'm lost without you.
But what can I do?
I do love you, and only wished that you would care and love me too...

Get used to it...

Once again,the chef of Facebook Cafe impressed us with the delicious food.This is the restaurant which i will strongly recommend to my friends.Relaxing area with tasty food.After finished our meal,we guys just chit-chating there and i really learnt a lot from YY and SH.Thanks a lot for the valuable suggestions and ideas.I will consider it before i do something.Well,is a day nearer to the AS exam and a special day.What feeling should i have now?Nervous?Happy?Worry?Wei Chun,just take it easy and since you can't finish the revision,don't put so much hope on it.Hmm...Quite boring in my room and lots of notes in front of me.Chemistry equation,periodic table and so on.Almost get fed up with all of this equation stuff and i seriously need someone to make me calm down.Just a word,from anyone of you who read this post.For the first time i felt like i can't cope with that.Msn?Sms?Personally?Anything as long as you can give me some support.Sleepy,nitezzzzz...

I have no idea with all my friends today.Keep talking about you and it makes me really miss you.While i was doing my revision just now,i was just trying to figure out all the letters that consisted in your name.I think you will be pretty afraid if you saw this but i just want to tell you that i really really miss you.There is nothing wrong about that right since i am not that close with you as your friends.It seems like you will have a lot of entertainment on the special day and i am wondering whether i should keep going on with my plan or not.Is really hard to understand a girl and my friends told me that the girls nowadays all like those bad boy type and my friends keep asking me to become one of them if i seriously like you.For that,i keep telling them that i would rather give it up because i will definitely won't become a bad boy for the rest of my life.What's wrong with a man that likes to care for his family,love his wife truly with his heart?Is there any problem?I might not be cool,handsome and clever but at least i still can love someone sincerely with my heart right.No betray and no cheating.I obey this kind of lifestyle.(Just my feelings and something that i will hold for the rest of my life.)End of crap...
STUCK BY STACIE ORRICO

I can't look you in the eyes I'm afraid that you will see.
The yearning I feel inside for what I know could never
be.

I try to fight the feelings and what I long to say.
But every time it gets harder to just let you walk away.

If only you knew the truth hidden beneath the lies.
If only you could hear every time that my heart cries.

How can something that feels so right ever be so wrong.
When will the wanting stop it seems I've wanted you for
so long.

God, but your beautiful and oh how I yearn for just your touch.
Never could there ever be someone who longs for you so much.

But what I feel for you must stay hidden deep within.
For I could never fight for a love I know I cannot win.

So I'll silently keep wishing for what I know could never
be.
And yearning for you but yet hoping you won't see.

Happy Mother's Day!!!

Is Mother's Day for year 2008 after 12 o'clock!Mum and mummy,Happy Mother's Day ya and may both of you have a nice day.Well,it's quite sad for me because i can't celebrate it with my family and i am sure that they sure had have a lot of fun there.(They usually celebrate one day earlier)Just made a call back to home and knew that my mum had caught a cold.Mum,rest more and take care of yourself since i wasn't by your side and sister is going to Penang soon.For mummy,i am also sorry for can't celebrate with you since you are at USA,but is okay since you are coming back and i will celebrate Mother's Day together with your birthday.Alright?=)I will buy the birthday card,cake and present as soon as possible...A special day is coming right?No worries,i had prepared something for you on that day and i will inform you very soon.Hope that it will go on smoothly and may you have fun with your friends.Hmm...Don't know whether you like it or not but i will never know until i give it a try.I am just simply missing you.You know what i am saying and you know what i mean.I feel like such a fool and there is nothing i can do.I am such a fool for you which i can't help it.That's the only thing that come to my mind which i think i can do it for you.As what i have said in the earlier posts,i just want you to be happy right?So now i am trying to make you happy for the first time.

A nice song to listen...

WITHOUT LOVE BY STACIE ORRICO


Just a wish
I walk past you
Every day
But not one word
Escapes my mouth

Every night
As I lie awake
Staring at the roof
I think of you

Of how
I want to be with you
To be able
To hold your hand

To feel you next to me
While walking down the street
And not having a care in the world
Nothing matters but you and me