The best thing to be a guy is whenever you are out,your parents won't be worrying about you and they won't be sitting at the living room waiting for you to come back since they knew that you will be fine.Ahaha...By saying that,which means i was out again with my friends and we were enjoyed talking about all kind of craps when we were in secondary school and even primary school.Well,i feel really nice when chating with them.Went to a Japanese restaurant to have some sushi for supper and then we drove all the way to Old Town Cafe for a drink and chit-chating there.Our topics were really wide and included fart,scary thingy and so on.Lolz...When we were talking about the fart thingy,someone nearby really farted and the smell was so awful.Ewwwwww...Then,our topic was on those supernatural things.Haha...My friend who is a guy was so scared when i told them a scary story while the girls just kept looking at him and asked him whether is he a guy?LMAO!!!See?Sometimes girls could be braver than a guy.Lolz...Alright then,going to have a war with my friends before i go to sleep.Ciaoz.... HOW TO SAVE A LIFE BY THE FRAY
After so many years she visited again her hometown. She’s excited yet nervous. She don’t know what she should do and she’s really shy because of her figure now. Finally, she saw again her grandparents and relatives, also her childhood friends. One day she saw her one childhood friend in a store, that friend was courted her before. She don’t know if she will gonna greet him but she’s too shy that time so she chosen not to greet him and the guy didn’t greet him too. They always accidentally see each other in a store yet they didn’t greet each other. Until one morning the girl got a message from unfamiliar number. So, she replied asking that number “who r u”. She was little bit shocked cause that unfamiliar number was him. Her childhood guy friend that courted her before. At first she’s not comfortable texting him. The girl confronted her one friend for giving her number to that guy. Even if they are all friends she’s still not comfortable cause they are not really close even before... One week of staying in her hometown ended. She returned to the City but their communication continue also to her other friends. The guy showed his feelings for her through texting. The girl tried to ignore him and try not to believe him and she also tried not to think about it because she’s having a problem with her boyfriend . She shared it to that guy, and their good communication starts. The guy is really sweet telling about his feelings. And as time goes by the girl slowly can’t get him out of her mind. She’s starting to miss his text messages and wanting to talk to him always. They both being very vocal about their feelings. Until one day demanded to the girl to fix everything between her and her boyfriend. The girl already have a decision before she went to her hometown and now she will gonna do it. She broke up with her boyfriend and they remain good friends. The guy really happy when he heard the good news the girl too. Finally the girl admitted to herself that she loves the guy yet she’s afraid cause they are having a “Long Distance Relationship”. She’s afraid if its really ok to the guy. The following day after that talked the girl needed to back to her hometown. They are both happy cause finally they gonna see each other. The girl day dream that she’s gonna introduce her boyfriend to her relatives their. But it’s not come true. The girl stayed their for about three weeks yet she rarely see her boyfriend. The sweet moments that she imagined before never happened. Her relatives don’t like the guy not really don’t like it’s just a joke yet the girl really believe it. Her aunt don’t want to see that she’s gonna talk to the guy or even they are together. The girls heart turned into peices that time. Even the guy wanted to greet the girl he can’t even do that cause he knows that the girl’s aunt don’t like him. One day the girl make a joke to her aunt that the guy will gonna visit her. She’s expecting that her aunt will be mad at her yet it’s not happen. Her aunt said “ok” and she’s really happy that time. She send a message to her boyfriend inviting him to go to her aunt house and in the end she only got disappointed cause there’s no reply from the guy. The girl tried to explain everything to the guy but the guy didn’t listen. The guy changed he started to take her for granted. The girl always call him yet his not answering her call. He replied to her text messages only once in a blue moon. The girl kept all the pain in her heart. She’s trying to understand why the guy changed. The three weeks of staying there ended, and she returned to the city again. The girl asking herself why the guy changed, yet she’s hoping that the sweet guy she knew before will be back one day. There are times that the girl wanted to give up cause of the pain. But she chosen to hold on and make excuses for the guy just to lessen the pain inside. One day the guy texted her inviting her to his birthday celebration. He will gonna celebrate his birthday in his aunt house for about 2 days. The girl grab the opportunity to be with him even for about two days. And in that two days the girl felt that the guy really love her yet his not really showy at all. Although she got little bit disappointment but she ignored it. she knew something about him as well as the guy. Although the girl don’t know what she should act infront of the guy she tried to be herself infront of him. They are both happy being together. That two days ended and the girl was really happy. After few days of that beautiful day. The girl shared a problem to her boyfriend and the misunderstanding started. The girl got hurt in one of his message and she said bad words to the guy and it’s too late for her to realized that. The damage was totally done. The girl apologized to the guy but the guy didn’t accept it. he said the girl needs to change her childishness and act according to her age and he also needed time. The girls heart turn into pieces but she can’t do nothing. The misunderstanding last upto three weeks and every day the pain increasing to the girls heart. In the last day of that three weeks the guy send a message to the girl. The girl is really happy because finally the guy texted her but when she replied she don’t get any reply from a guy. She got confused she waited for a weeks yet the guy didn’t send any messages after that day. The girl is really sad and she can’t bear the pain anymore. One day she tried to call the guy. She called him many times yet he didn’t answering her calls. The girl call him all over again and finally the guy texted him. She got hurt and disappointed. The guy was telling her to stop calling him. The girl replied and she didn’t control her emotions she tell to the guy what she really wanna tell him. She wanted to cry that time yet the tears don’t want to fall. Her heart is really paining cause of him. They talk through texting, and in the end of the talk through texting their relationship ended. The guy break up with her. The girl get sad yet little bit happy. She didn’t cry maybe because she really accepted the fact that it will gonna happen. She really love the guy even though she got more pain than happiness. But it’s fine to her. The girl is not mad to guy. she’s just wishing that it will never happen again. ~By J@zz LOVE SEX MAGIC BY CIARA Feat. JUSTIN TIMBERLAKE
Since I was 17 and I wouldn't know how to explain to my mom there were stains of blood in my sheets and blankets, I changed my bed completly and hide the stained blankets and sheets under my bed! [Hey! I was 17 and in a hurry, dont roll your eyes!] My mother knew I was having sex, she didn't need to know how exactly was.
At school I couldn't help but have problems whenever I wanted to sit, I was a bit sore, and I couldn't focus on class, I couldn't help but having flashes of the awesome night I had just had.
"Claire? Are you alive?" Berly said.
"Here, what?"
"You seem idle" my friend looked at me in a weird way.
"I am, too many things on my mind" and I went back to the flashes, I dont even remember if I paid attention to Berly.
I had a big competition coming next, so when it was time to train, I was giving my 100%, but sometimes I had those idle moments full of flashes of him.
I wonder if that only happens to me, does it happen to more people too? He's been the only one in my life, so no clue about it. I even stopped fancy famous actors and stuff, Im completly his.
When I was technically done trainning, yet I kept hitting the ice some more, it was nice, for a moment I let myself live the moment of what I was doing, I love what I do.
Suddenly I had a gaze of him, he was there with a bouquet of red roses, he approached to the rink and waved to me, I waved back. Looking at him made me shiver, he was so gorgeous, those blue eyes were lighter, kinda greenish.
He made a sign to someone, I assumed it was to the guy that takes care of the music at the rink. Coz the songs that were being played stopped and instead that nice song of coldplay was bein played "Yellow".
I was skating fast, so I was reducing the speed when he yelled "I love you!". He finally had said those words, with that cool song being played and I wish I had done something or said something... other than... tripping and falling on the ice. Well, the ice is slippery but that doesnt happen to me often.
I got up as soon as I could, I didnt want to get cut or anything by other people skating there too. Then I went straight to him, I was gonna say something, I had opened my mouth but he said it all.
"Im falling in love with you, helpessly, Im afraid, I wanted to deny it all this time coz I didn't wanna need you, but I do, Im stupid for not realizing about it sooner, but you have become everything to me; you are my peace, you are the only thing good in my life, the light to my soul, and I find myself terrified of ever losing you, indeed, miss Roth, I should be mad at you for making me like this, vulnerable again. You stole my heart from the moment I saw you, I wanted to prevent that from happening, but I can't, I can't fight it anymore. I never thought this could be possible, NEVER, damnit! What have you done to me? You keep moving me, the way you are with me and everyone else, how could not anyone fall in love with you? I had given up on love and then you happened. You are not what I wanted, you are better than anything I ever wished for. I love you."
I didnt say anything, I was shocked, so he lifted me up in his arms from the ice and got me out of it, I hugged him. He took my cold right hand, took of my glove, and put my hand under his clothes on his chest, on his heart and staring at my eyes he said:
"Do you feel it? This is my heart beating for you now."
I was shaking, I was shocked, I didn't know what to say, he hugged me gently. With one hand he lifted my chin up and gently kissed me. I squeezed him. I couldn't help it I was nervous, I was not sure if I had woken up at all, if this was a dream it was perfect and LONG.
"What do you wanna do now?" -I managed to ask trying not to stutter or cry, stupid tears were fulling my eyes, I didn't wanna embarrass myself that way, so I tried to clean my eyes with his clothes by moving my head-.
"Everything" -I overheard him smile, like he had loved that question and squeezed me back-. Another song was being played at that tender important moment: "Everything" by Lifehouse.
Was out with my friends to cinema.We have watched a movie name Confessions of a Shopaholic and i think that it's pretty nice especially for girls.Lolz...All the songs inside the movie were nice and i am trying to get all of them as soon as possible.Hehe...A Music Freak i am...Well,kinda addicted to Korean Songs recently.Some songs for my blog readers:
Superman-Norazo
Nae do so-Norazo
Lies-Big Bang
Nobody-Wonder Girls
Sad Tango-Rain
All the songs are niceeeeeee...(Only if you are having the same taste in music as me)
Hahaz...
Someone gonna come to my house tomorrow/later in order to fix my internet cables.By saying so,i think i will have to stop here and make my move to my room.Wakakakaka...My comfortable bed is waiting for meeeeeeeeee...Lolz...SO,NITEZZZZzzz...
I TOLD YOU SO BY CARRIE UNDERWOOD AND RANDY TRAVIS
I am thinking about you whenever you receive a Goodnight message from me...
The best thing to be a guy is whenever you are out,your parents won't be worrying about you and they won't be sitting at the living room waiting for you to come back since they knew that you will be fine.Ahaha...By saying that,which means i was out again with my friends and we were enjoyed talking about all kind of craps when we were in secondary school and even primary school.Well,i feel really nice when chating with them.Went to a Japanese restaurant to have some sushi for supper and then we drove all the way to Old Town Cafe for a drink and chit-chating there.Our topics were really wide and included fart,scary thingy and so on.Lolz...When we were talking about the fart thingy,someone nearby really farted and the smell was so awful.Ewwwwww...Then,our topic was on those supernatural things.Haha...My friend who is a guy was so scared when i told them a scary story while the girls just kept looking at him and asked him whether is he a guy?LMAO!!!See?Sometimes girls could be braver than a guy.Lolz...Alright then,going to have a war with my friends before i go to sleep.Ciaoz....
