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Sunday, January 31, 2010

My Man

You got you feel my men baby i want you love
너 내게와 oh yhea
I got you not a friend gonna be you be cry
갖고 싶은 너 My love

나 왠지 맞지 않을 것만 같아서
정말로 매너없다 생각했었어
뭐 그리 잘났는지 너무 튕기는데
I Don’t know I Don’t know

작지만 궁금해져 궁금해져 나
어디서 나온 그런 자신감인지 아무리 생각해도
이해가 안돼지만 나도 몰래 집착을해

You got you feel my men baby i want you love
너 내게와 oh yhea
I got you not a friend gonna be you be cry
갖고 싶은 너 My love

이상해 내가 너무 이상해졌어
시계추처럼 맘이 왔다갔다해
관심을 줘햐할까 멋대로 튕겨볼까
올때까지 기다릴까

You got you feel my men baby i want you love
너 내게와 oh yhea
I got you not a friend gonna be you be cry
갖고 싶은 너 My love

사랑해도 되겠니 ? 가져도 되겠니 ?

Oh Oh love is funny oh I get’s i’m funny
Oh Oh love is funny oh like you honey
사랑을 쉽게 쉽게 하기싫지만
자꾸만 깊게 깊게 들어오는 너
내맘에 쏙들어와 나가려하지않아
이제나를 어떻게해

You got you feel my men baby i want you love
너 내게와 oh yhea
I got you not a friend gonna be you be cry
갖고 싶은 너 My love

You got you feel my men baby i want you love
너 내게와 oh yhea
I got you not a friend gonna be you be cry
갖고 싶은 너 My love

MY MAN 다비치
SNSD in hello baby is niceeeeee~

Saturday, January 30, 2010

사랑이그렇게쉬워

내가.. 내가 마지막으로 부탁하는데
다시.. 다시 돌아와 주면 안되겠니? 제발…

I believe 내 소원 내 소망 그대가 날 찾을때까지 now..

사랑따위는 필요없다고 우리 이제 그만 하자고
매일 밤마다 나눈 우리 사랑도 정말 지긋 지긋하다고

이쁜 그 입에서 나온 말이겠어? 귀를 의심했어
아닐거라 나는 생각했어
만약 그게 너의 진심이라면 그게 너의 너의 진짜 마음이라면

(이제 떠나가도 돼) 기다린다 내가 널 정말 나는 널
다시 등을 돌려 내게 와줄거라 나는 믿었어
떠나가란 말은 자존심의 거짓이었어

(나는 그런 말 못해 안돼) uh! 내가 사랑했던 널 그렇게 쉽게 쉽게
잊고살아갈 자신있다면 제발 내가 내가 그럴 수만 있다면…

제발 가지마라 붙잡아도 꿈쩍않나봐 (이렇게라도 내가)
어떻게 사랑한다 말해봐도 소용없나봐 (이제는 소용없나봐)

아마도 내가 싫고 진저리나 떠나가나봐 (차라리 떠나가 그래)
다시는 안돼는걸 알면서도 기다리나봐 난…(내가 정말 바보같은 내가)

새벽 이슬 이슬 비가 내리고 아슬 아슬 눈물이 나려고
니 앞에서 아니척 애써 난 웃어보려고 잘 참아보려고

노력해봐도 안되는게 있잖아 더욱 니 앞에선 그게 안되잖아
운다 어쩔 수 없이 너의 뒤에서 운다 남자라서 소리없이 운다

(울다가) 이젠 니 앞에서 울지않을게
(울다가) 절대 눈물따윈 흘리지않을게
(그대가) 니가 어디살던 찾지않을게
(떠나가) 오늘만은 너를 잡고있을게

다른 사람 만나서 그렇게 행복할거 같니?
세상 남자들이 나만큼을 하니?

몰라 너는 정말 몰라
사랑이 너는 그렇게 쉬운건줄 아니?

제발 가지마라 붙잡아도 꿈쩍않나봐 (이렇게라도 내가)
어떻게 사랑한다 말해봐도 소용없나봐 (이제는 소용없나봐)

아마도 내가 싫고 진저리나 떠나가나봐 (차라리 떠나가 그래)
다시는 안돼는걸 알면서도 기다리나봐 난…(내가 정말 바보같은 내가)

가끔 생각이나 내가 줬던 그만큼
내 전부를 잃고 감당하기엔 큰
이별 이별인가봐 아니 미련 미련 미련인가봐

차라기 처음부터 만나지말걸 어느새 빠져버렸어 my girl

벗어나려고 해봐도 내가 내가 너무 잘알아 그게 안된다는걸

내가 기다려봐도 내가 애원해봐도
내가 흐느껴봐도 모를까?

사랑했다는 그말 니가 전부라는 말
다시는 그 말할 수 없겠죠 난…

제발 가지마라 붙잡아도 꿈쩍않나봐 (이렇게라도 내가)
어떻게 사랑한다 말해봐도 소용없나봐 (이제는 소용없나봐)

아마도 내가 싫고 진저리나 떠나가나봐 (차라리 떠나가 그래)
다시는 안돼는걸 알면서도 기다리나봐 난…(내가 정말 바보같은 내가)

떠나.. 떠나.. 사랑이 바람에.. 날린다..





사랑이그렇게쉬워 나몰라패밀리

=)

Friday, January 29, 2010

Baby

You know you love me
I know you care
And I would never, not be there
You are my love
You are my heart
And we would never, ever, ever be apart

Are we an item?
Girl quit playin'
We're just friends,
What are you sayin'
Take another look right in my eyes
My first love, touch my heart for the first time

And now I'm like
Baby, baby, baby noo
I'm like
Baby, baby, baby noo
I'm like
Baby, baby, baby noo
I thought you'd always be mine (mine)
Baby, baby, baby noo
I'm like
Baby, baby, baby noo
I'm like
Baby, baby, baby noo
I thought you'd always be mine

For you, I would have done whatever
And ya stick it with me when we're together
And I'm gonn' play it cool
While I'm losin you
I'll buy you anything
I'll buy you any ring
Cause I'm in pieces
Baby fix me
Come see if you wake me from this bad dream*
I'm goin down, down, down

Baby, baby, baby noo
I'm like
Baby, baby, baby noo
I'm like
Baby, baby, baby noo
I thought you'd always be mine (mine)
Baby, baby, baby noo
I'm like
Baby, baby, baby noo
I'm like
Baby, baby, baby ohh
I thought you'd always be mine

You can give me all of your love
Once a time it wont be enough
Nobody told me this day would come
Now I'm all gone
You can give me all of your love
Once a time it wont be enough
Nobody told me this day would come

I wa- I was like
Baby, baby, baby noo
I'm like
Baby, baby, baby noo
I'm like
Baby, baby, baby noo
I thought you'd always be mine (mine)

Yeahh, yeah, yeah
Yeahh, yeah, yeah
Yeahh, yeah, yeah
Yeahh, yeah, yeah
Yeahh, yeah, yeah
Now I'm all gone, gone, gone, gone
I'm gonee

BABY BY JUSTIN BIEBER Feat. LUDACRIS
Baby baby baby~~~

Thursday, January 28, 2010

Day Off~

Will be having 4 days break start from tomorrow!!!Yeah~!What should i do?Where should i go?Who should i invite?Haha...Kinda crazy now because Chinese New Year is coming and i am shifting to a new nice environment soon.Woohoo~Now,i am praying that i can make it for my reunion dinner on Chinese New Year Eve since my flight is on Chinese New Year Eve that night.Grrr!I guess i will reach home by 11pm.I'm so sorry Mom~!T.T I was so stupid when i bought my flight tickets because my flight to come back to KL is actually a night flight as well and i will reach KL by 1030pm.Hopefully i can make it to take the lrt back to my place.Or else,i will have to stay at KL Sentral for a night.Why am i so stupid.Jeez~By the way,there's a good news for you all.WEICHUN is now building his body!!!Dumbbells,protein drink and etc are all on the run!!!Hehe...Hopefully i will get myself a muscular look.LOL!Well,i guess its time for me to go for my dinner.Anyeong~!
OH BY SNSD

I am so obsessed with Girls' Generation~ =D

Wednesday, January 27, 2010

All out of love

I'm lying alone with my head on the phone
Thinking of you till it hurts
I know you hurt too but what else can we do
Tormented and torn apart
I wish I could carry your smile and my heart
For times when my life feels so low
It would make me believe what tomorrow could bring
When today doesn't really know, doesn't really know

I 'm all out of love, I'm so lost without you
I know you were right believing for so long
I 'm all out of love, what am I without you
I can't be too late to say that I was so wrong

I want you to come back and carry me home
Away from this long lonely nights
I'm reaching for you, are you feeling it too
Does the feeling seem oh so right
And what would you say if I called on you now
And said that I can't hold on
There's no easy way, it gets harder each day
Please love me or I'll be gone, I'll be gone

Oh, what are you thinking of?
What are you thinking of?
Oh, what are you thinking of?
What are you thinking of?

ALL OUT OF LOVE BY AIR SUPPLY
Love love loveeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee~

Tuesday, January 26, 2010

Turntables

Ahh, yeah,
Didn't thin you'd expect
this one right ?
C Breezy
Excuse me Mr. DJ
you need to turn it up
This song is fire
i'm about to burn it up
You ready, i'm ready
go right to the left
If you get tired
you fired
so stay on track
imma holla back

I'm too beautiful to be alone
Take me to a place
that only we know

Wats the deal bout
what ya lookin for
Know what ya need
baby come on

Be my DJ kinght
Won't ya come n save my life
You turn me on (on)
me on (on)
me on (on)
But ya need a raw record
With somethin unexpected
To keep me goin (goin)
Me goin (goin)
me goin (goin)

I want you to
turn the tables
turn the tables
turn the tables on me
turn the tables
turn the tables
turn the tables on me
turn the tables
turn the tables
turn the tables on me
turn the tables
turn the tables
turn the tables on me

(Rewind)
Runnin' back i put you in a trance
Spinnin' like i record
i'm in your hands
My selection makes you wanna dance yeah
Before ya leave i have one request

Be my DJ kinght
Won't ya come n save my life
You turn me on (on)
me on (on)
me on (on)
But ya need a raw record
With somethin unexpected
To keep me goin (goin)
Me goin (goin)
me goin (goin)

I want you to
turn the tables
turn the tables
turn the tables on me
turn the tables
turn the tables
turn the tables on me
turn the tables
turn the tables
turn the tables on me
turn the tables
turn the tables
turn the tables on me

Don't know why they tryin for
They can't keep me off the floor
Coz you keep me wantin more
Don't Stop what you're doin
Coz i dont know why they tryin for
They can't keep me off the floor
Coz you keep me wantin more
Don't stop what you're doin

Be my DJ kinght
Won't ya come n save my life
You turn me on (on)
me on (on)
me on (on)
But ya need a raw record
With somethin unexpected
To keep me goin (goin)
Me goin (goin)
me goin (goin)

I want you to
turn the tables
turn the tables
turn the tables on me
turn the tables
turn the tables
turn the tables on me
turn the tables
turn the tables
turn the tables on me
turn the tables
turn the tables
turn the tables on me

Ha, c'mon
Now turn 'em on me baby
Why don't cha turn em on me baby


Be my DJ kinght
Won't ya come n save my life
You turn me on (on)
me on (on)
me on (on)
But ya need a raw record
With somethin unexpected
To keep me goin (goin)
Me goin (goin)
me goin (goin)

I want you to
turn the tables
turn the tables
turn the tables on me
turn the tables
turn the tables
turn the tables on me
turn the tables
turn the tables
turn the tables on me
turn the tables
turn the tables
turn the tables on me


TURNTABLES BY CIARA Feat. CHRIS BROWN
Yeah!!!

Monday, January 25, 2010

搞笑

那一條牙膏 在對我傻笑 嘲笑我永遠用不掉
想睡就睡 想鬧就鬧 好快樂少了人嘮叨
藍色的碗盤 多買了一套
我忘了沒人陪我通宵
要多少替代的丑角 無辜的陪笑
才會讓我能真的忘了你的好

我在搞笑 借著熱鬧 掩蓋著心跳
邊哭邊笑 偏要說著 一個人真好
當人群散了 突然覺得我可以死掉 我受不了

還在搞笑 害怕回家 不知怎麼熬
這麼多年 早就喜歡 有你的撒嬌
我想我能熬 但是至少要讓我知道 你好不好

我們的小狗 食量變好小 眼神裡常常顯得無聊
它習慣睡覺的床尾 少了一雙腳
所以他常常看著門口睡不著

我在搞笑 借著熱鬧 掩蓋著心跳
邊哭邊笑 偏要說著 一個人真好
當人群散了 突然覺得我可以死掉 我受不了

我在搞笑 卻在最后 眼淚拼命掉
你的離開 失去多少 我計算不了
忙完了一天 突然覺得又何必辛勞 對誰炫耀

還在搞笑 是否擁有 麻痺的療效
唱一夜歌 卻避不開 催淚的曲調
我徹夜胡鬧 希望聽到有人會提到 你好不好

搞笑 羅志祥
=)

Sunday, January 24, 2010

700th!!!


It's my 700th post for this blog but i have not time to write anything because i am going out now to attend joey's birthday party~HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO KRYSTA JOEY IN ADVANCED!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU
Hopefully i won't miss my class on tomorrow~

Saturday, January 23, 2010

Kiss Kiss

Yo this is Nappy Boy radio live
With ya boy T-Pain
We love rap music
Listen, uh we got a caller on line one
Caller what's your problem:
Hello, I'm on the radio with T-Pain
(How's it going, yea)
It ain't going good
My girl ain't doing her things she used to do at all
I got just what you need
Brand new Chris Brown, T-Pain
You heard it hear first
(What them boys gon do for me) Nappy Boy Radio
We love you...

Hey...
She want that lovey dovey (lovey dovey)
That kiss kiss (kiss kiss)
In her mind she fantasize bout getting with me
They hating on me (hating on me)
They wanna diss diss (diss diss)
Because she mine, and so fine
And thick as can be

She want that lovey dovey (lovey dovey)
That kiss kiss (kiss kiss)
In her mind she fantasize bout getting with me
They hating on me (hating on me)
They wanna diss diss (diss diss)
Because she mine, and so fine
And thick as can be

I'm a country boy from Tappahannock (aaooo)
VA is where I reside
So shawty understand it (aaooo)
And I know I just turned 18
And I get a little mannish (aaooo)
And you see this bandanna hanging
That means I'm like a bandit
Like-like a bandit-bandit
(Aawwww, ruff)
I got paper girl (ruff)
The Lamborghini (ruff)
With the spider seats (ruff)
You neva seen it (aaooo)
So get it shawty
We parking lot pimping in my dome
And I know what you want

She want that lovey dovey (lovey dovey)
That kiss kiss (kiss kiss)
In her mind she fantasize bout getting with me
They hating on me (hating on me)
They wanna diss diss (diss diss)
Because she mine, and so fine
And thick as can be

She want that lovey dovey (lovey dovey)
That kiss kiss (kiss kiss)
In her mind she fantasize bout getting with me
They hating on me (hating on me)
They wanna diss diss (diss diss)
Because she mine, and so fine
And thick as can be

I'm the epitome of this demonstration
I got the remedy
Ya feeling me
So why is you hating on my anatomy
It's bird like (yeah)
You heard right
Girl I'm the king so that means I'm flyyy (awwww ruff)
If you wit it girl (ruff)
Get it poppin' (ruff)

Roll wit me (ruff)
Ain't no stopping (aaooo)
So get it shawty
We parking lot pimping in my dome
And I know what you want

She want that lovey dovey (lovey dovey)
That kiss kiss (kiss kiss)
In her mind she fantasize bout getting with me
They hating on me (hating on me)
They wanna diss diss (diss diss)
Because she mine, and so fine
And thick as can be

She want that lovey dovey (lovey dovey)
That kiss kiss (kiss kiss)
In her mind she fantasize bout getting with me
They hating on me (hating on me)
They wanna diss diss (diss diss)
Because she mine, and so fine
And thick as can be

Ah ah ah ah ah
Shawty lemme holla at you
You so hot hot hot hot
You think I'd be hollen if you not not not not
I'm king of the town you can take a look around
Teddy Penderassdown in the spot spot spot spot
(Yeaah) I got money on me
(Yeaah) baby girl no problem
(Yeaah) you rolling shawty
(Yeaah) let's hit McDonald's (ruff)

It's TP and CB
I'm'ma nappy boy (ah er er er ah er now yeah)

Oowweee

She want that lovey dovey (lovey dovey)
That kiss kiss (kiss kiss)
In her mind she fantasize bout getting with me
They hating on me (hating on me)
They wanna diss diss (diss diss)
Because she mine, and so fine
And thick as can be

She want that lovey dovey (lovey dovey)
That kiss kiss (kiss kiss)
In her mind she fantasize bout getting with me
They hating on me (hating on me)
They wanna diss diss (diss diss)
Because she mine, and so fine
And thick as can be

Yeaaaaaa

We are live back on nappy boy radio
This is your boy DJ pain
I gotta get outta hurr man
I just wanna leave with it
If you aint got it by now then your just aint getting it
Lets go

Nappy Boy (aaa) and Pretty Boy (aaa)
Nappy Boy (aaa) and Pretty Boy (aaa)
Boy I say
Nappy Boy and Pretty Boy
Nappy Nappy Nappy and Pretty Boy

5, 4, 3, 0 yeah

KISS KISS BY CHRIS BROWN Feat. T-PAIN
Faggot!

I can't stop loving you

I think about the day I met the perfect stranger, I think about us.
And I think about the day i got wrapped around your fingers, I think about us.
The sun was shinning on you
The lord was smiling on me
And love was calling us I had my mind made up.

And I can't stop loving you
I can't help myself
And I can't get over you
No matter what I tell myself baby.

Never thought I'd ever love any one else in my weakness, I think about us.
And I think about the day you left without speaking, I think about us.
I think about the love we had for our children, I think about us.
I think about the way we laughed without a reason, I think about us girl.
There will be no more lies
Somebody tell me why I feel like I'm dying.
Lord what's come over me
Ohh baby can't you see

That I can't stop loving you
I can't help myself
And I can't get over you
No matter what I tell myself baby
Yea Yea
I can't stop loving you (stop loving you girl)
No matter how hard I try
And I can't get over you baby
And I don't know why

I think about us

I CAN'T STOP LOVING YOU BY KEM
Hope you get what i mean~

Thursday, January 21, 2010

D.I.E.




I am so screwed now!!!Need to find a new unit as soon as possible because the owner is taking back this unit.The notice was placed,whole unit shall be cleared by end of February!WTF!!!How am i supposed to get a unit within this short period!!!Grrrrr!!!I am so eager to get a room now!!!Worse comes to worst,i will just move to Damansara.Thanks to my Sister-in-law for helping me so much in getting a room.At least i have a backup plan now.Damn that owner and damn my housemate...I'm currently homeless now~To do list:
1.Get a room
2.Apply for internet
3.Start living like a zombie
4.Die with honour
I guess thats all for my post today.Bye the cruel world!!!

NEVER GONNA LET YOU GO BY SERGIO MENDES
Song that i would like to dedicate to her...

Wednesday, January 20, 2010

Blood Blood Blood~

Finally!!!After 3 months of previous blood donation,i am able to donate blood again and i've donated once again on this morning.Haha...Hope that it will help to save people's life though.=) Was kinda tired after my first lecture which was at 8am and it's worse after my blood donation.LOL!Fortunately i didn't faint when i finished with my blood donation.Took several photos while having the tube transferring my blood into the bloody pack.Haha...Another 450ml of blood gone from my body!Woohoo~Have to wait for 3 months again until my next visit to blood donation.*Sigh* Alright,i am way too tired now and its bedtime~Night!
THANKS FOR THE MEMORIES BY FALL OUT BOY
All i wanna say is,I'M FUCKED!=.=

Tuesday, January 19, 2010

Right Where You Want Me

Girl,
There's something 'bout me that you ought to know.
I've never felt the need to lose control.
Always held on back and played it slow.
But not this time.
Baby, don't be gentle,
I can handle anything.

Baby,
Take me on a journey.
I've been thinking lately,
I could use a little time alone with you.
Crazy,
Let's do something, maybe.
Please don't take your time,
You got me,
Right where you want me.

Girl,
I'm gonna let you have your way with me.
But when you move like that,
Its hard to breathe.
I never thought that it could be like this,
But I was wrong.
Baby, don't be gentle,
I can handle anything.

Baby,
Take me on a journey.
I've been thinking lately,
I could use a little time alone with you.
Crazy,
Let's do something, maybe.
Please don't take your time,
You got me,
Right where you want me.

Can't explain it,
How you swept me off my feet, unexpectedly.
In slow motion,
My imagination's running, trying to keep my body still,
I can hardly stand the thrill.

Baby, don't be gentle,
I can handle anything.

Baby,
Take me on a journey.
I've been thinking lately,
I could use a little time alone with you.
Crazy,
Let's do something, maybe.
Please don't take your time,
You got me,
Right where you want me.

RIGHT WHERE YOU WANT ME BY JESSE MCCARTNEY
You got me right where you want me~!

Monday, January 18, 2010

Better not waste my time

It's like first things first
You'd probably think I'm a chap with good manners
Well, you're wrong I'm the scum of the earth
I'm the worst of the worst an' I ain't boastin' 'bout my verses
I'm speaking' 'bout the way I run around snatching purses

For every meaning there's a purpose
Just because I never went to school it don't mean that I can't be perfect
For screaming' out loud we's addicted to money like two fingers tapping
On wherever there's a vein

And believe me, yeah we proud 'cause life is getting sicker by the day
And therefore we'll always stick around
Tonight you see the size of me, you wouldn't think I'm any harm in it?
Think again, I'll take your *** nicely

Chat up your wife to be, middle class, daddy's girl
I think I need to get me one and your one looks just right for me
Isn't it funny, how money can make a lot of people change?
Freakin', my friend, but I telling you, you wait

You better not waste my time
I got better things on my mind
I need to leave jerks like you behind
'Cause all they ever do is just bring me down

So would you let me be or I'll make you disappear
When you hear the word money that's the only time you ever interfere
I thought that you was there, no, no
But I guess I'm wrong, why would you care?

I remember once upon a time when I was just thirteen
So innocent and giving, everyone would act like they love me
Then all the *** and rumors began, seemed like I didn't have any friends
So much hate, lies and deceit caused by all that jealousy

Now do you *** really think that I'm the same girl I used to be?
Do you really think I will back down from you ***
If you try to bring it to me?

I know you're hating 'cause your man keeps watching
But I don't even want him, so tell him stop clocking
The more you hate I get closer to my goal
You'll wake up as nothing at twenty years old

You better not waste my time
I got better things on my mind
I need to leave jerks like you behind
'Cause all they ever do is just bring me down

So would you let me be or I'll make you disappear
When you hear the word money that's the only time you ever interfere
I thought that you was there, no, no
But I guess I'm wrong, why would you care?

Yeah, I remember them days when I didn't have no rhymes
Practicing my verse in the class 'til it was home time
I never used to pay attention in school
Was playing penny up the wall or in detention with fools

That's why most the teachers used to doubt me
They used to say I wouldn't make in my music just to see me get rowdy
So I could switch in the classroom for an excuse to kick me out
I wonder why I'm bunking all my lessons in the bathroom

Now I'm starving hungry, working hard for this super stardom life
Been kinda hard for me to try and make it right
And it's hard to decide, whether I should leave behind
All my peeps in this life, to move forward and seek what I find

This life is lethal like a *** baby being born addicted to the ***
So much evil in people, Dappy said it first
So I guess that I'm the sequel
So just because I'm black it don't mean that I can't be equal

You better not waste my time
I got better things on my mind
I need to leave jerks like you behind
'Cause all they ever do is just bring me down

So would you let me be or I'll make you disappear
When you hear the word money that's the only time you ever interfere
I thought that you was there, no, no
But I guess I'm wrong, why would you care?

You better not waste my time
I got better things on my mind
I need to leave jerks like you behind
'Cause all they ever do is just bring me down

So would you let me be or I'll make you disappear
When you hear the word money that's the only time you ever interfere
I thought that you was there, no, no
But I guess I'm wrong, why would you care?


BETTER NOT WASTE MY TIME BY N-DUBZ

Best~!

Sunday, January 17, 2010

End Of Hols!

The last day of holiday!!!School starts on tomorrow!!!Well,i guess its not too bad since i was rotting inside my room all the time throughout the holiday.Haha...Finally i can have something for me to do.Yeah!!!Just got back from KLCC after having a movie combo with Mr.KL!Vampire's assistant was so so and Paranormal activity was sucks!!!Shouldn't have bought that in the first place.After movie,i got myself a new temporary watch from Swatch.It's kinda good though.=) I guess i should go and prepare myself for the class tomorrow.Byeeeeeeeeeeeeeee~!
YOUR LOVE IS MY DRUG BY KE$HA
Lalala~

Saturday, January 16, 2010

The Ugly Truth!

Well,you had got everything you want from me and i am now useless for you right?I can't believe that you are such kind of bitch and thanks to you,i've learnt my lesson.When people is no longer useful to you,all you did was dumped them just like rubbish.Haha...Thank GOD i have friends that are willing to reveal the true side of yours.At least i know that you are good in one thing,ACTING!You bitch!!!Throw after used.Men are so cheap for you huh?Just like the menstruation pad,throw after used!Fuck it!I was so mad with you at the first place but i am now kinda happy since i am not really into you yet.That was close though.Just right before i am trapped under your tricks you cheater!!!It's obvious that you are using all men around you.You just go for those who you think they are gonna bring benefits for you.After that,dump the rubbish.Haha...You are such a jerk!I thought that you are kind-hearted but its now a were for that!!!I can't believe that i am so stupid.I once thought that you might be the right one.How silly i was!You don't deserve a single thing from me!!!You think that its funny to fool my feeling around?Haha...It's over now!No more for you!Go for those beggars!They are the kind that suit you the most i supposed.=D I'd rather give all my concern to a dog than giving you.At least i still gain loyalty from the dog.That's why dogs are the best friend to men.They just ain't like you,they are loyal!!!Anyways,thanks for that valuable lesson.I really appreciate it.You have taught me how to know a fella better.Alright,i am out of here you bastard!I won't CLUB with you anymore!!!!

TAINTED LOVE BY MARILYN MANSON
Now i am running away from YOU!

Friday, January 15, 2010

A song of love~

Have been working on my song throughout the whole day and i've partly finished with the melody.Now the major problem will be the lyrics.I need some ideas,suggestions and so on.Today,i got a old old song from the internet.Its I'll Find You by Air Supply.Too bad since i couldn't even get the complete part from youtube.There's only one video of that song and its live performance version.I need the real album version!!!I am willing to pay for that song!!!It's awesome.The lyrics are meaningful.Hopefully i will be able to fill in my song with the awesome lyrics just like this song.By the way,i just noticed that my blog has been viewed for more than 40000 times and i only have 9 more posts to go till i hit my 700th post.Ain't that cool?Blogging is the longest promise that i ever hold to.Day by day,post by post~Lots of craps posts but there are quite a number of good inspiring posts as well.May be someday when i am bored,i will read it back one by one and see how funny my life was.=) Here's the lyrics of the song.I mean the song from Air Supply but not my song since its still under 'construction'.Hehe~ Enjoy!

We give, we take, we bend until we break
We touch and feel, to hurt or heal
And in the end

We run so far from who we really are
And we starve and thirst, we praise and curse
And I don't care

How near or far, I'll find you, wherever you are
You know I'll find you, wherever you go

We shout and scream, but it's just a silly dream
And we hold it inside like its live or die
Till in the end we learn to wait
And we squeeze the hands of fate
And we twist and turn
We freeze and burn, but I don't care

How near or far, I'll find you, wherever you are
You know I'll find you, wherever you go
Through the time and space
I'll always see your face
And if I must count every star

How near or far, I'll find you, wherever you are
You know I'll find you, wherever you go ~Hurt Fingers~
~Processed Lyrics~~BFF~

I'LL FIND YOU BY AIR SUPPLY

I never regret of loving you~<3

Thursday, January 14, 2010

The Feeling of mine~

I'm looking at my keyboard and thinking how to express my feeling by using the most suitable words.Well,i would like to know how you guys think of my personality.Am i good or bad?There's one thing that is true about guys.They can't hide themselves if they are in love.Through the brain,it will send out some kind of signal to show that a person is in love or not.I don't know how.It's human nature and we couldn't help much on it.After spending days and days of interacting with her,i find myself can't stop loving her now.Well,i did doubt my decision at the very first place but no more for now.I just don't know why.I find that i just don't see any bad side of her.Even when she is angry,i don't feel any anger but i feel the cuteness of her in working out her works seriously.I guess i won't regret for this time.Now,i am just worrying about one thing which is i am not her cup of tea.Science is able to create anything but love.It's kinda weird.I never had this kind of feeling before.The will power of mine of wanting her so badly in my life.I guess i would just do anything in order to spend a minute with her.It's warm and comfortable when i am with her.I just don't feel easy when she is talking with other guys.No wonder people said that love is where you learn on how to be greedy.I so wanna have her smiles with me,i wanna wipe her every tear,i wanna share her story,i wanna protect her,i simply just can't live properly without her.I did dream about dancing with her just like how the prince and princess did in every fairy tale.Confessing my love to her is the biggest challenge in my life.From that day onwards,i am so sure about my feeling.It's right!I am gonna sacrifice anything in order to make our love works.I want to maintain it till the last day of my life.My eyes were once only full with money and career until i met you.You came into my life.Now,i just don't want to let you go away.I want you to be in my life for the rest of my life.I want to keep the sweetest smile on earth just for myself without sharing with anyone.May be its true that i am selfish,but it happens only on you.I can give and share anything but you.I don't know if i should call myself stupid.May be i will need someone to explain to me since i just failed to explain it on my own.Worrying about you can really drain my life away.A question in mind since the day i first met you,CAN YOU TAKE THIS IDIOT WITH YOU FOR THE REST OF YOUR LIFE?Think about it.I am recalling the sweet memories that we once spent together.Time just won't stop for us.Somehow,my feeling for you will just increase day by day,little by little.In my bitter life,you happened to be the sweetness of my life.I cherish it because it's much more precious than anything.Thank you for coming into my life.
暖色系 盧學叡
Life captures sweet memories~<3

Ballerino

Love always ends with tears
but lingers in your heart
It blocks your path
so you can never run away
Don’t forget the memories of our love
I’ll only be happy if you
keep it in your heart forever

Sing a song for me
So I can send it to her
Love (yeah) Affection (yeah)
I want her to take it away
Yell loudly for me
And send it to her
Today (yeah) tomorrow (yeah)
Tell her not to look for me

Everything was awkward
During our first meal
I was worried I’d get rice on my lips
Every time I took a spoonful.
When walking together, so many questions
Should I match your stride?
Should I put my arms ’round your shoulders?
Where should we go?
I’ve known women but I never knew love.
You followed me saying that you liked me
So I walked a little slower for you,
And this is how love began.
We had no romance, but like a sock with a hole
We worked it out, and so we lived.
In the vast ocean that was my life,
It was like seeing an island.
I was so happy I spent the day smiling

Love always ends with tears
but lingers in your heart
It blocks your path
so you can never run away
Let’s live together in the
beautiful memories of our love
I’ll dance with you in our memories

Em em em em em
Is my life without you a dream or not a dream?
Em em em em em
Where am I headed?
Em em em em em
Is this somewhere close to you or far away?
Em em em em em
Why does my heart hurt so much?

Sing a song for me
So I can send it to her
Love (yeah) Affection (yeah)
I want her to take it away
Yell loudly for me
And send it to her
Today (yeah) tomorrow (yeah)
Tell her not to look for me

The idea of having to protect something
Even though it wears you out,
even though you go crazy,
Doing that for you, I went crazy.
I was a ballerino that danced for you
at your beck and call.
Your face turned red as you laughed at me,
All darkness turned to light.
Even though the world turns
we said that we wouldn’t,
That we would always stay together.
We promised we would follow
one path together
But I’m alone
Still I reluctantly dance to the lingering music
Like a carousel in a darkened carnival
I’ll keep on smiling till death
Believing you will come back

Sing a song for me
So I can send it to her
Love (yeah) Affection (yeah)
I want her to take it away
Yell loudly for me
And send it to her
Today (yeah) tomorrow (yeah)
Tell her not to look for me

사랑은 언제나 눈물이 돼 가슴에 남아
떠나지도 못한채 또 길을 멈추네
우리 사랑했던 그 추억만은 잊지 말아요
내 맘에 영원히 남아 날 기쁘게 해줘요

나를 위해 노래를 불러줘 그녀에게 들리게
사랑도 에헤 미련도 에헤
다 가져가라고
나를 위해 소리를 질러줘 그녀에게 전해줘
오늘도 에헤 내일도 에헤
날 찾지 말라고

모든게 어색했어 너와 처음 밥을 먹을땐
밥풀이 입가에 묻을까 수저를 입에 넣을땐
신경이 쓰이고 또 함께 걸을땐
발을 맞춰야 할지 어깨를 감싸야할지
어디로 가야할지
여자는 알았어도 사랑은 잘 몰랐기에
나의 뒤에 쫓아오듯 따라오는 너를 위해
조금 느리게 걸어주며 사랑은 시작됐지
낭만도 없고 구멍난 양말처럼
되는대로 살아와
망망대해 같던 나의 삶에
또 다른 세상을 보았어
난 너무 좋아서 온종일 웃고 다녔어

사랑은 언제나 눈물이 돼 가슴에 남아
떠나지도 못한채 또 길을 멈추네
우리 아름답던 그 추억 속에 함께 살아요
기억 속 그대와 함께 난 춤을 출 거예요


음 음 음 음 음
너 없는 지금 모든게
꿈인지 꿈이 아닌지
음 음 음 음 음 음
난 지금 어딜 향해
가고 있는 건지
음 음 음 음 음
지금 이 곳이 너의 품인지 품이 아닌지
음 음 음 음 음 음
아픈 가슴은 왜일까

나를 위해 노래를 불러줘 그녀에게 들리게
사랑도 에헤 미련도 에헤
다 가져가라고
나를 위해 소리를 질러줘 그녀에게 전해줘
오늘도 에헤 내일도 에헤
날 찾지 말라고

무언갈 지켜야 하는건
그것에 지쳐도 미쳐야 하는것
그래 난 너에게 미쳤었지
난 니가 원할땐 언제나 춤을 추던
발레리노
그 모습에 웃던
니 얼굴이 다 빨개지고
어둠도 환해지고
세상은 돌고 돌아도
우리는 그러지 않기로
서로의 곁에 오래 남기로
한 길로 같이 가기로
그렇게 약속했지
하지만 홀로 남아 슬픈 음악에
억지로나마 춤을 춰봐
불 꺼진 놀이동산에
웃고 있는 회전목마
그처럼 죽은듯 웃으며 니가 올까
미련을 가져본다

나를 위해 노래를 불러줘 그녀에게 들리게
사랑도 에헤 미련도 에헤
다 가져가라고
나를 위해 소리를 질러줘 그녀에게 전해줘
오늘도 에헤 내일도 에헤
날 찾지 말라고

BALLERINO BY LEESSANG Feat. ALI
Creepy video but awesome song!

Wednesday, January 13, 2010

MC Day!

Finally its over!!!After rehearsing for like GOD knows how many times,we finally put a fullstop to the Mass Call chapter.It means that my short holiday start from now onwards until the coming monday!Woohoo~Well,i was forced to get up early in the morning just now due to the MC thingy of that orientation.It was okay for the Admin Briefing section but problems were found when we were about to proceed with Mass Call thingy.It was all due to the stupidity of a VIP.He couldn't confirm his attendance until the very last minute.So,i was like kinda mad at that.Thanks for that VIP,i've lost my appetite to have my lunch just now.Everything was running smoothly and accordingly to what we have scheduled.Well,i admit that i did make some minor mistakes on that Mass Call ceremomy and i hereby apologize to all of the committees of that Mass Call Ceremony.I'm Sorry!Just as usual,we had took a lot of photos after that mass call thingy.Everyone was enjoyed being part of the Orientation/Mass Call committees and helpers.After everything is done,we with 11 people in a gang,went to jusco to have our dinner.We have chosen Nando's for our dinner and i am now having slight feeling of stomachache.A chit-chating session while having our nice and delicious dinner.Someone suggested to go for a movie right after the dinner while we were still on our chit-chating session and we all agreed with that suggestion.After paying the bill,we,the 11 people gang proceeded to One Utama to watch a movie.Old Dogs was the movie that we watched and guess what,we got the tickets at the first row from the screen.So,we guys were like trying so hard to make sure our face were facing up and looking at the screen and honestly,my neck is in real pain now.A quite nice movie indeed!And after that,i was being sent back to PV5 by my new made friends.Thank you guys for giving such a wonderful night!Well,i guess if she was around then i will be happier.=D Hope you guys enjoy viewing the photos and i am off to bed now!
HAVEN'T MET YOU YET BY MICHAEL BUBLE
Finally,i know that all i ever want is only YOU!