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Sunday, May 31, 2009


For all of us, who will be there one day!

When an old man died in the geriatric ward of a nursing home in North
Platte, Nebraska, it was believed that he had nothing left of any value.

Later, when the nurses were going through his meager possessions, they found
this poem. Its quality and content so impressed the staff that copies were
made and distributed to every nurse in the hospital.

One nurse took her copy to Missouri. The old man's sole bequest to posterity
has since appeared in the Christmas edition of the News Magazine of the St.
Louis Association for Mental Health. A slide presentation has also been
made based on his simple, but eloquent, poem.

And this little old man, with nothing left to give to the world, is now the
author of this 'anonymous' poem winging across the Internet.

Crabby Old Man

What do you see nurses?. . . . .. What do you see?
What are you thinking . . . . . when you're looking at me?
A crabby old man, . . . . . not very wise,
Uncertain of habit . . . . .. . . . . with faraway eyes?

Who dribbles his food . . . . . . . . and makes no reply .
When you say in a loud voice . . . . . . 'I do wish you'd try!'
Who seems not to notice . . . . . . the things that you do.
And forever is losing . . . . . . . . . . A sock or shoe?

Who, resisting or not . . . . . . . . . . lets you do as you will,
With bathing and feeding . .. . . . . . The long day to fill?
Is that what you're thinking? . . . . . Is that what you see?
Then open your eyes, nurse . . . . . you're not looking at me.

I'll tell you who I am. . . . . . . . As I sit here so still,
As I do at your bidding, . . . . . . as I eat at your will.
I'm a small child of Ten . . . . . . with a father and mother,
Brothers and sisters . . . .. . . . . . who love one another.

A young boy of Sixteen . . . . . with wings on his feet.
Dreaming that soon now . . . . . . . . a lover he'll meet.
A groom soon at Twenty . . . . . my heart gives a leap..
Remembering, the vows . . . . . that I promised to keep.

At Twenty-Five, now . . . . . . . . I have young of my own.
Who need me to guide . . . . And a secure happy home.
A man of Thirty . . . . . . . .. . . My young now grown fast,
Bound to each other . . . . . . . With ties that should last.

At Forty, my young sons . . . . . . have grown and are gone,
But my woman's beside me . .. . . . to see I don't mourn.
At Fifty, once more, babies play 'round my knee,
Again, we know children . . . . . . . My loved one and me.

Dark days are upon me . .. . . . . my wife is now dead.
I look at the future . .. . . . . . . shudder with dread.
For my young are all rearing . . . . . young of their own.
And I think of the years . . . and the love that I've known.

I'm now an old man . . . . . . . . . and nature is cruel.
Tis jest to make old age . . . . look like a fool.
The body, it crumbles . . .. . . . grace and vigor, depart.
There is now a stone . . . . . .. . where I once had a heart.

But inside this old carcass . . . . . .. a young guy still dwells,
And now and again . . . .. . . . my battered heart swells.
I remember the joys . . . . . . . . . I remember the pain..
And I'm loving and living . . . . . . . . . . . life over again.

I think of the years, all too few . . . . . . gone too fast.
And accept the stark fact . . . . .. . that nothing can last.
So open your eyes, people . . . . . . . . open and see.
Not a crabby old man. Look closer . . . . see ME!!

Remember this poem when you next meet an older person who you might brush
aside without looking at the young soul within we will all, one day, be
there, too!

The best and most beautiful things of this world can't be seen or touched.
They must be felt by the heart.



Saturday, May 30, 2009

爱的感觉,总是在一开始觉得很甜蜜, 总觉得多一个人陪、多一个人帮你分担, 你终於不再孤单了,至少有一个人想著你、恋著你, 不论做什么事情, 只要能一起,就是好的, 但是慢慢的,随著彼此的认识愈深, 你开始发现了对方的缺点, 於是问题一个接著一个发生, 你开始烦、累,甚至想要逃避, 有人说爱情就像在捡石头, 总想捡到一个适合自己的, 但是你又如何知道什么时候能够捡到呢? *她适合你,那你又适合她吗? 其实,爱情就像磨石子一样, 或许刚捡到的时候,你不是那么的满意, 但是记住人是有弹性的, 很多事情是可以改变的, 只要你有心、有勇气, 与其到处去捡未知的石头, 还不如好好的将自己已经拥有的石头磨亮磨,你开始磨了吗? 很多人以为是因为感情淡了, 所以人才会变得懒惰。 错! 其实是人先被惰性征服, 所以感情才会变淡的。 *在某个聚餐的场合, 有人提议多吃点虾子对身体好, 这时候有个中年男人忽然说「十年前,当我老婆 还是我的女朋友的时候,她说要吃十只虾,我就剥二十只给她! 现在,如果她要我帮她剥虾壳,开玩笑!我 连帮她脱衣服都没兴趣了,还剥虾壳咧! *听到了吗?明白了吗? 难怪越来越多人只想要谈一辈子的恋爱,却迟迟不肯走入婚姻。 因为,婚姻容易让人变得懒惰。 如果每个人都 懒得讲话、 懒得倾听、 懒得制造惊喜、 懒得温柔体贴, 那么夫妻或是情人之间, 又怎么会不渐行渐远渐无声呢? 所以请记住: 有活力的爱情, 是需要适度殷勤灌溉的, 谈恋爱,更是不可以偷懒的喔! *有一对情侣,相约下班後去用餐、逛街,可是女孩因为公司会议而延误了, 当她冒著雨赶到的时候已经迟 到了30多分钟, 他的男朋友很不高兴的说: 你每次都这样,现在我甚么心情也没了, 我以後再也不会等 你了! 刹那间,女孩终於决堤崩溃了, 她心里在想:或许,他们再也没有未来了 *同样的在同一个地点,另一对情侣也面临同样的处境; 女孩赶到的时候也迟到了半个钟头,他的男朋友 说:我想你一定忙坏了吧! 接著他为女孩拭去脸上的雨水,并且脱去外套盖在女孩身上, 此刻,女孩流泪 了, 但是流过她脸颊的泪却是温馨的。 你体会到了吗? *其实爱、恨往往只是在我们的一念之间! 爱不仅要懂得宽容更要及时, 很多事可能只是在於你心境的转变罢了! 懂了吗? 当有个人爱上你,而你也觉得他不错。 那并不代表你会选择他。 *我们总说:我要找一个你很爱很爱的人,才会谈恋爱。 但是当对方问你,怎样才算是很爱很爱的时候, 你可能无法回答他,因为你自己也不知道。 *没错,我们总是以为,我们会找到一个自己很爱很爱的人。 可是後来,当我们猛然回首,我们才会发觉自己曾经多么天真。 假如从来没有开始,你怎么知道自己会不会很爱很爱那个人呢? 其实,很爱很爱的感觉,是要在一起经历了许多事情之後才会发现的。 或许每个人都希望能够找到自己心目中百分之百的伴侣, 但是你有没有想过在你身边会不会早已经有人默默对你付出很久了,只是你没发觉而已呢? 所以,还是仔细看看身边的人吧! 他或许已经等你很久喽! *当你爱一个人的时候,爱到八分绝对刚刚好。 所有的期待和希望都只有七八分;剩下两三分用来爱自己。 如果你还继续爱得更多,很可能会给对方沉重的压力,让彼此喘不过气来, 完全丧失了爱情的乐趣。 *所以请记住, 喝酒不要超过六分醉, 吃饭不要超过七分饱, 爱一个人不要超过八分 *那天朋友问我:到底该怎么做才算是爱一个人呢? 我笑著跟他说:其实每个人的爱情观都不一样,说对了叫开导,但就怕说错反倒变成误导。那就糟糕了! *如果你也正在为爱迷惘,或许下面这段话可以给你一些启示: 爱一个人,要了解,也要开解; 要道歉,也要道谢; 要认错,也要改错; 要体贴,也要体谅; 是接受,而不是忍受; 是宽容,而不是纵容; 是支持,而不是支配; 是慰问,而不是质问; 是倾诉,而不是控诉; 是难忘,而不是遗忘; 是彼此交流,而不是凡事交代; 是为对方默默祈求, 而不是向对方诸多要求; 可以浪漫,但不要浪费; 可以随时牵手,但不要随便分手。
為你寫詩 吳克群


Freedom rocks!!!

Went to an event that held in Malacca last night and it was awesome!!!Freedom!!!Somehow,it costs me time and money!!!Lolz...Went all the way down to Malacca just to club?!?!?!?!?!Well,everything there was really nice!!!Sound systems,lighting and effects were awesome!!!Everyone was freaking HIGH and kept dancing around with the songs that played by the handsome DJ.WOAH is what i can say!!!Looking forward for next time!!!Haha...Shake your body with the MUSIC!!!


Thursday, May 28, 2009

Celebration of life!!!

On my way home from coaching basketball yesterday, I was listening to WGN; my favorite talk radio station out of Chicago. I could tell right away that there was something wrong by the somber mood of the speaker. There had been a plane crash. Two small planes collided into each other over a northern suburb of Chicago. What made the story hit close to home was that Bob Collins, the morning show man for WGN, was the pilot of one of the planes and had been killed. (I'm sure that many readers have tuned in "Uncle Bobby" on their car radios in the Midwest.) Later that night, as I made my 40 minute drive to my third shift job, I listened as the station reminisced and paid tribute to a man who was loved by many. They told story after story, describing him as the ultimate friend, and a man who had lived life to the fullest. Genuine love and affection poured in from all over the country. The more I listened about how this man had influenced those around him, the more discouraged I became.

Why you ask?

I was discouraged because I wanted to know why we as a culture, wait until somebody has passed away before we tell them how much we love them? Why do we wait until someone's ears can't hear before we let them how much they mean to us? Why do we wait until it is too late before we recall the good qualities of a person? Why do we build someone up after they have gone into eternity? What good does it do then! We share memory after memory, as we laugh, cry, and think back about what was positive in a person's life. Yes, it does help us cope with the grief of losing someone that was special to us. And yes it does bring those who are coping, closer together. But as we lovingly remember this person, our words fall short of the ears that most needed to hear them.

Just once I would like to see a celebration of life, instead of a gathering of death. A celebration where stories are told, eyes mist over, laughter rings out; and as the speaker concludes his or her loving tribute, the person they are honoring rises from their chair and gives them the biggest bear hug! Wouldn't that be something! The special person gets to hear the stories and come to the realization that they have made a difference on this earth. And all this is done well before they leave their earthly bodies and go into eternity. And when the inevitable funeral finally comes, we can say good bye with the knowledge that they knew exactly how people felt about them while they were here on earth.

I now have a stronger resolve to tell those around me how much they mean to me. I am going to let my wife know just how loved and appreciated she is, not only by my words, but also by my actions. I am going to play Batman with my four year old more often, and in the middle of our romping, I am going to grab him, hug him tightly, and tell him how thankful I am that he is my son. I am going to sneak into my sleeping toddler's bedroom, place my lips on his chubby cheek, and thank God for the bundle of joy he has brought into my life. Each day I will make a point to tell both of my boys how much I love them, whether they are four or eighteen! From there, I am going to let family and friends know the tremendous impact they have had on my life. And last but not least, I am going to let the high school players I coach know that I look forward to each and every minute that I get to spend with them in the gym.

Do you love someone? Then tell them! Has someone been an influence in your life? Then give them a call! Has someone made a difference in your life? Then write them a letter or send them an email! Don't let another day go by without letting that person know. There is something special about a written letter that expresses feelings of love towards another. I don't know about you, but I have letters and cards from people that I have saved for years, and from time to time, I get them out and reread them. They can turn a depressing day into one where you realize just how blessed and loved you are.

Life is too short to leave kind words unsaid. The words you say, or the letter you write, might just make all the difference in the world.


I am wondering what will i be if you suddenly disappear from my life!!!

Wednesday, May 27, 2009

New Life coming!

Few hours to go before i enter my Uni Life!!!Weeeeeeeee!?!?!?!?!?!?!Opsss...Nononono...I should be in nervous mode...Hmm...What to wear on tomorrow?When to wake up on tomorrow?Will i make new friends on tomorrow?Do i have to attend lectures on tomorrow?*Sigh* So many things to be worried about!!!Sad Sad Sad...I miss HER so badly!!!I want to see her!!!Start to be EMO already...Baby i can't sleep tonight,cause i want you tonight...Argh!I think i should really go to bed now in order to prevent me from thinking much!!!


Nervous ar~~~

Tuesday, May 26, 2009

Beans!!!Funny Funny!!!

One day I met a sweet gentleman and fell in love. When it became apparent that we would marry, I made the supreme sacrifice and gave up eating beans.
Some months later, on my birthday, my car broke down on the way home from work. Since I lived in the countryside, I called my husband and told him that I would be late because I had to walk home.. On my way, I passed by a small diner and the odour of baked beans was more than I could stand.
With miles to walk, I figured that I would walk off any ill effects by the time I reached home, so I stopped at the dinner and before I knew it, I had consumed three large orders of baked beans.
All the way home, I made sure that I released all the gas. Upon my arrival, my husband seemed excited to see me and exclaimed delightedly:
"Darling I have a surprise for dinner tonight." He then blindfolded me and led me to my chair at the dinner table.
I took a seat and just as he was about to remove my blindfold, the telephone rang.
He made me promise not to touch the blindfold until he returned and went to answer the call.
The baked beans I had consumed were still affecting me and the pressure was becoming most unbearable, so while my husband was out of the room I seized the opportunity, shifted my weight to one leg and let one go.
It was not only loud, but it smelled like a fertilizer truck running over a skunk in front of a pulpwood mill.
I took my napkin from my lap and fanned the air around me vigorously.
Then, shifting to the other cheek, I ripped off three more.
The stink was worse than stinking cabbage. Keeping my ears carefully tuned to the conversation in the other room, I went on like this for another few minutes... The pleasure was indescribable.
When eventually the telephone farewells signaled the end of my freedom, I quickly fanned the air a few more times with my napkin, placed it on my lap and folded my hands back on it feeling very relieved and pleased with myself.
My face must have been the picture of innocence when my husband returned, apologizing for taking so long.
He asked me if I had peeked through the blindfold, and I assured him I had not.
At this point, he removed the blindfold, and twelve dinner guests seated around the table chorused: "Happy Birthday!" I nearly died!


Listen to this song and tell me your feeling!!!Please!!!

Monday, May 25, 2009

Difference between Wife & Girlfriend

Some people say:
Wife is a HARIMAU .................

Girlfriend is HARI HARI MAHU

And some say:
Wife is like TV, Girlfriend is like Handphone (HP)

At home watch TV, Go out bring HP.

No money, sell TV. Got money change HP.

Sometimes enjoy TV but most of the time play with HP.

TV free for life but HP, if you don't pay, the services will be terminated.

TV is big, bulky and ! most of the time old but HP is cute, slim, curvy and very portable at any time.

Operational cost for TV is often acceptable but for HP is high and often demanding.

Most Important, TV got remote but HP don't have.

Last but not least.......
TV do not have virus but HP have VIRUS......
Once get it, HABIS LAH .


As conclusion,TV is better!!!!

Sunday, May 24, 2009

Love Game

Let's have some fun, this beat is sick
I wanna take a ride on your disco stick
Let's have some fun, this beat is sick
I wanna take a ride on your disco stick

I wanna kiss you
But if I do then I might miss you, babe
It's complicated and stupid
Got my ass squeezed by sexy cupid
Guess he wants to play, wants to play
A love game, a love game

Hold me and love me
Just want touch you for a minute
Maybe three seconds is enough
For my heart to quit it

Let's have some fun, this beat is sick
I wanna take a ride on your disco stick
Don't think too much just bust that kick
I wanna take a ride on your disco stick

Let's play a love game
Play a love game
Do you want love?
Or you want fame?
Are you in the game?
Dans the love game

Let's play a love game
Play a love game
Do you want love?
Or you want fame?
Are you in the game?
Dans the love game

I'm on a mission
And it involves some heavy touching, yeah
You've indicated you're interest
I'm educated in sex, yes
Now I want it bad, want it bad
A love game, a love game

Hold me and love me
Just want touch you for a minute
Maybe three seconds is enough
For my heart to quit it

Let's have some fun, this beat is sick
I wanna take a ride on your disco stick
Don't think too much just bust that kick
I wanna take a ride on your disco stick

Let's play a love game
Play a love game
Do you want love?
Or you want fame?
Are you in the game?
Dans the love game

Let's play a love game
Play a love game
Do you want love?
Or you want fame?
Are you in the game?
Dans the love game

I can see you staring there from across the block
With a smile on your mouth and your hand on your (huh!)
The story of us, it always starts the same
With a boy and a girl and a (huh!) and a game

Let's play a love game
Play a love game
Do you want love?
Or you want fame?
Are you in the game?
Dans the love game

Let's play a love game
Play a love game
Do you want love?
Or you want fame?
Are you in the game?
Dans the love game


Lack of internet connection for this week~~~
Will just simply update my blog~~~


Craving your body all through the night
Feels like I'm going through withdrawals
I wanna hold you
I want you inside of these arms
I'm dying to taste you I can't deny
Can't get it out of my mind
Please let me hold you
Cause I need your lovin' tonight

Whenever I'm near you
My love just comes down
Whenever I see you
I just want you around
Cause I wanna feel you
All through the day and the night
Whenever I'm near you
It feels like bedtime

Constantly thinking of things to do
Places where we can make love
I wanna freak you
I'll freak you wherever you want
Placing my kisses all over you
Caressing you so nice and slow
Oh how I want you
Girl there's something I want you to know

I get so lonely
Thinking about you
You are the only
Girl I dream of or think of at all
I'm so into you
Outta my mind for you
Say you can't go a day without me
Girl I love and I want you
And I need you, I need you, I need you

Do you get lonely
Thinking about me
You are the only
Girl I dream of or think of at all

Outta my mind for you
Girl I can't go one day without needing you
I just love you and I want you
I just need to hold you, you know that


Luckily there is a cyber cafe here...

Friday, May 22, 2009

~New Life~

Finally arrived the new place nd i could only describe my new home with a word,AWFUL!!!The worst place ever!!!Well,i will only need to spend a month here and there i will look for other places and move in into a better place.Just trying my very best to get normal with my new life.Lolz...Somehow,there's no internet connection in the house for a week.*Sigh* I am now updating my blog from a cafe and at the same time having my dinner.It was really a tired day for me and fortunately i managed to settle all the things down and have arranged ll my stuff nicely in my room.5 more days to go before going to University.Haha...What to do within these 5 days?Any suggestions?


I want internet,NOW!!!

Thursday, May 21, 2009

Limited Time Left!

Just a few hours to go before leaving.Hmm...Being surrounded by silence and i am having my last few hours at home.I miss my home eventhough i am still here.How will i spend my first night at the new place?What will my housemates look like?What will i be after 4 years of study?New friends?Nice lecturers?Full with unknown...*sigh* Well,i guess i couldn't worry too much and i should just enjoy my 4 years of Uni Life!Hopefully it will be fine...Lolz...Tomorrow will be a tough day for me!!!In fact i am missing someone so badly right at this moment.Who is the person?Clue:The person who makes me start blogging!!!Hehe...If you know the answer,please don't tell it out and just keep it in your heart.*Wink Wink* Got to go for the final check of my items that i will be bringing along with me...So,SAYONARA to everyone!!!=D

I don't want to be alone~

Wednesday, May 20, 2009


Be gentle: What you're holding is my heart.
Remember in your honesty my pride.
If you don't want to see me, please don't hide
The truth, yet tell it with some art.
Though you may not have asked for me to call,
A single leap of hope must be allowed.
Not easily are shy songs sung out loud.
Yet now I wait alone outside your wall.

Beautiful eyes, beautiful face,
I'm shy to talk to you.
You're the eagle I must watch
No matter what I do.

You're the beauty, wild and free,
The mistress of my eyes,
Rolling through exultant air,
Alone in pristine skies.

I would take you for my own
Could I but have your wings,
Could I but go where night begins
And frozen sunlight sings.

Could I but have you for my love,
How might we fly together!
But I must watch you from below
And long for you forever.
But I must be the one below
And long for you forever.

This is the first time I have ever loved;
Yours, the first face I can not forget.
I think you are afraid, perhaps, and moved
To wonder whether you should do this yet.
I also am afraid, and yet I know
That wonder is a thing that needs a yes;
Should you step back and let this moment go,
Both you and I will have to live with less.
Please trust my love, as I must trust in yours.
It's strong as steel, as delicate as lace,
Immovable as battered granite shores:
I feel its power and unremitting grace.
So come, my love, and try this love with me;
Let your love speak, and then you will agree.

Saying what I'm now about to say
Is like standing poised upon a cliff.
It seems like just an ordinary day,
But my future is suspended on an if.
To me you're an extraordinary friend:
You've transformed who I am, my being's core.
I would not for my life want this to end,
But now I want to ask for something more.
I love you, and I hope that you love me;
But if you don't that way, please don't go.
Although I want to love you physically,
Your wishes will command me, once I know.
I must speak now, whatever you may do;
I do not want to lose a gift like you.


A day left!!!

Appreciate the moment left!!!

Was out with my friends to cinema to watch a movie before i leave.Angels and Demons was the choice and it's a pretty nice movie to watch to as well as the book!!!Well,we went to Seventeen Cafe for a drink after that.It was like a small farewell party for all of us and we even greeted all the best to all of us since we will be moving to different Universities after this.Two future lawyers,a doctor of Psychology and last but not least,the Engineer!!!Hahaz...All the best for you guys and for those who are also pursuiting studies.Well,we shall meet again after 4 years.I've done my packing and it's 2 days time left before i leave my home sweet home again.*Sigh* Everything will be new for me again!!!Well,life is not that easy and we will only grow up by keep discovering new things...Right?Just right before i leave,i wish that i could spend my time with my friends again.I miss everyone of them no matter they were from Inti or from my secondary school.Guys,everyone of you was once in my heart and eventhough we are thousand miles apart,all of you had left your footprints in my heart and they will never disappear!!!So,May GOD bless you all and i will see you guys after 4 years!!!=)

Bye Everyone and Take care!!!

Monday, May 18, 2009


Yesterday I was having some work done at the Ford dealer. A woman came in and asked for a seven-hundred- ten. 

We all looked at each other, and the mechanic asked, "What is a seven-hundred- ten?" 

She replied, "You know, the little piece in the middle of the engine. I lost it and need a new one. It had always been there." 

The mechanic gave the woman a piece of paper and a pen and asked her to draw what the piece looked like. She drew a circle and in the middle of it wrote 710 !! 

He then took her over to another car which had the hood up and asked, "Is there a 710 on this car?" 

She pointed and said, "Of course, it's right there." 

Now go to the photo below to learn what a 710 is..........


Is tomorrow!!!

Sunday, May 17, 2009

~Puppies For Sale~

A store owner was tacking a sign above his door that read "Puppies For Sale." Signs like that have a way of attracting small children, and sure enough, a little boy appeared under the store owner's sign. "How much are you going to sell the puppies for?" he asked.

The store owner replied, "Anywhere from $30 to $50."

The little boy reached in his pocket and pulled out some change. "I have $2.37," he said. "Can I please look at them?"

The store owner smiled and whistled and out of the kennel came Lady, who ran down the aisle of his store followed by five teeny, tiny balls of fur.

One puppy was lagging considerably behind. Immediately the little boy singled out the lagging, limping puppy and said, "What's wrong with that little dog?"

The store owner explained that the veterinarian had examined the little puppy and had discovered it didn't have a hip socket. It would always limp. It would always be lame.

The little boy became excited. "That is the puppy that I want to buy."

The store owner said, "No, you don't want to buy that little dog. If you really want him, I'll just give him to you."

The little boy got quite upset. He looked straight into the store owner's eyes, pointing his finger, and said, "I don't want you to give him to me. That little dog is worth every bit as much as all the other dogs and I'll pay full price. In fact, I'll give you $2.37 now, and 50 cents a month until I have him paid for."

The store owner countered, "You really don't want to buy this little dog. He is never going to be able to run and jump and play with you like the other puppies."

To his surprise, the little boy reached down and rolled up his pant leg to reveal a badly twisted, crippled left leg supported by a big metal brace. He looked up at the store owner and softly replied, "Well, I don't run so well myself, and the little puppy will need someone who understands!"


Sad laaaaaaaaa...Leaving soon!!!

Saturday, May 16, 2009

~Dream Mate~

Years ago I asked God to send me a wife, for the Bible says “you have not because you ask not“. I told the Lord not just that I wanted a wife but even explained to him the kind of wife I was looking for.

I told him I wanted someone who is kind, tender, gentle, compassionate, loving, sincere, peaceful, generous, affectionate, understanding, passionate, warm, intelligent, humorous, sensual, and trustful. I even mentioned things I wanted her to be physically. And as time passed, I would add more things to this list of my heart desire for a wife.

Then one night in prayer God spoke to my heart and said... “Son I can not give you what you've asked me for.“ I said, “Why not Lord?“ He replied, “For I am a just God and a God of righteousness and all I do is just and right.“ I said, “Lord, I don't understand why I cannot have what I have asked you for.“

He replied, “Then I will explain. It would not be just and right for me to grant to you your wish for I cannot give unto you something that you are not yourself. It would not be fair for me to grant unto you a person that is loving if you can sometimes be hateful, or someone that is kind if you can also be mean, someone that is a forgiver and yet you can still carry a grudge, someone that is sensitive and you are yet so insensitive... etc.

He said unto me, “Instead of wasting time trying to find someone or hoping that I will give you someone with all these qualities you seek, you should rather allow me to take this time to allow you to become all it is that you are looking for. For I cannot give to you that which you are not.“

“And if you allow me to work up on your spirit and to shape and mold your heart as I choose then when you see the one I have for you, you will be able to say like Adam said... “She is bone of my bone and she is flesh of my flesh“ for you will see yourself in her for you both will be one flesh.“

Keep this in mind.
This is for all:
the recently married;
the ones who have been married;
the soon to get married;
and the ones that are still looking.

God made woman from man's rib --
not from his head to top him,
nor from his feet to be walked upon;
but from his side to be his partner in life,
from under his arm to be protected by him,
and from near his heart to be loved by him.

Whether or not you believe in God, much of the above still applies.


Ready to go!!!

Friday, May 15, 2009

~Everything is under -ing~

Once again i am leaving my home and start my University life!Well,i've started packing my stuff and i will be leaving by this coming friday.Since i am leaving soon,i've got a new spec,new shirts and shoes from my mom.2 visa cards are on their way as well!!!Thanks a lot mom!!!Ahaha...Time with my family and friends is the only thing left for me.Got to spend more time with my family as well as my friends before i leave.Hmm...So troublesome laaaaaaa...To pack my things!!!Should have asked my sister to help me.Argh!!!I don't care laaaaa...I wanna go out with my friends!!!Will continue with my packing on tomorrow...xD Alright GUYS!!!See you all after 4 years!!!Take care!!!!

Oh noooooooooo~~~

Thursday, May 14, 2009

2 Dogs are better than 2 Wives?

1. The later you come home the more excited your dogs are to see you.
2. Dogs will forgive you for playing with other dogs.
3. If a dog is gorgeous, other dogs don`t hate it.
4. Dogs don`t notice if you call them by another dog`s name.
5. Dogs like it if you leave a lot of things on the floor.
6. A dog`s parents never visit.
7. Dogs do not hate their bodies.
8. Dogs agree that you have to raise your voice to get your point across.
9. Dogs like to do their snooping outside rather than in your wallet or desk.
10. Dogs seldom outlive you.
11. Dogs can`t talk.
12. You never have to wait for a dog; they`re ready to go 24 hours a day.
13. Dogs find you amusing when you`re drunk.
14. Dogs like to go hunting and fishing.
15. Another man will seldom steal your dog.
16. A dog will not wake you up at night to ask, "If I died, would you get another dog?"
17. If a dog has babies, you can put an ad in the paper and give them away.
18. A dog will let you put a studded collar and a leash on it without calling you a pervert.
19. A dog won`t hold out on you to get a new car.
20. If a dog smells another dog on you, they don`t get mad. They just think it`s interesting.
21. On a car trip, your dog never insists on running the heater.
22. Dogs don`t let magazine articles guide their lives.
23. When your dog gets old, you can have it put to sleep.
24. Dogs like to ride in the back of a pickup truck.

And, last but not least:
25. If a dog leaves, it won`t take half of your stuff.


I'm taking back my love!

Wednesday, May 13, 2009

It's too late

Feel like I lost my Heart
Or misplaced my thoughts and, I don't Know
Ready to walk on home
I just couldn't see it comin'
Baby it was all My fault
I forgot how to treat a Woman
I don't Know,
Why I was playing around
And all the while I was L
The best girl in my Life, for sure
Is about up and walk out that Door
Said, She won't play Number 2 anymore
Seems like the waters won't dry
And I don't know why...
So I'm telling her, I'm ready to work on Me
It's too late, She's gone, She's gone, She's gone
I'm telling her, I'm ready to meet her Needs
It's too late, She's gone, She's gone, She's gone
See, She decided to up and leave (up and leave)
Before I could give her my Apologies (give her my Apology)
Wish I could bring that Girl Back to Me
It's too late, She's gone
I wanna wake myself up
From this Nightmare that I'm dreamin'
I don't Know,
Why I took your Love for granted
What the hell was I thinken'?
Say ohhh,
I'm missing everything We had
I'd do anything to get You back,
I don't Know,
How I let You get away
Guess it's the price that I Pay
It's nights like this
I wish I would have never let my Baby get away
Takes everything I have admitting my Mistakes
Don't know if I could find my way without you Girl
Shoulda took the time to do the little things
I wish I knew my neglect would bring
You to go further away
So now I know
That it's way too late


I've given you too much!!!

Tuesday, May 12, 2009

Sad Love Story?

Kim notice it so he put his bag on his lap and said “ here, take a nap.”
I smiled and replied “thanks”. I slowly lay down my head while his hands on my back hesitating to hold my shoulders…
I began to analyze that moment where two are trapped in that scene without malicious intent and any sign of relationship,
but friendships…
When I wake up, the bus is still running. Kim is still awake and I have notice a sign of sleepiness on his eyes so I raise
my head, pull the bag on my lap and offer him the same thing…
He smiled and accepted it without any hesitation. It was a good feeling, I don’t know…
It was an hour or two but we are just half way home, so I decided to sleep… on his back… and wishes for the time
to run slowly…
It seems like heaven goes along with us, until we were awaken by a loud sound… the tires run flat.
Everyone stepped out on the bus, it was strange that Kim never leave my side, even when we are with our other friends.
He always wants me to be on his side and follows me wherever I go, until the tire was fixed. I never saw him that way,
being a gentleman, caring and… I don’t know, I just don’t understand the feeling… a guy like him would never treat a
woman like me that special, unless… Hayyy.. “he’s in love with me?” Oh no, may be its just my imagination…
Well, the scene was repeated again.. we were flat twice and it really seemed like we are really given longer time to spend
together. Until it leads us to the end of the road, we are on the terminal… We will be apart and a sad feeling suddenly
started to hurt me, I don’t know why… may be because I just don’t want to end this moment.
Everyone is out of the bus but we are still seating on our seats. He looked at me… try to say something which I know
would make my heart jump to joy…
But he refused to do so.. “lets go” that’s what he said instead, grabbing my bag and carry it until I got on the tricycle.
“Bye, take care” that’s the last word…”see you”, I replied.
I cant find my self escaping that moment, it makes me happy but it confuses me… Everyday in the campus is like a
valentine… he had showed me that I am special, that I hold an important place in his heart.
It was hard for me to pretend that I did not notice such things but I never notice that it was harder for him to pretend
and hide his feelings every time we are going out with our friends. There was ones that he tried to tell me those words
nut rather said “you know what, guys like us can change one we have found our true love”
ows, really?”
“yes that’s true, ones the girl in my dream response to my hug, I know that she loves me too and she’s the one for me?”
“Did she already response to your hug?”
“… not yet…” he replied with a deep sigh.
The next night, I received a text message from Kim.
“I did not expect this to happen but it already did… I am still confuse and tried to stop it but my heart beats for you.
I don’t want to lose a friend like you and im afraid that you might change and ignore me. But now, im taking the risk…
I may not know the answer if I don’t dare to ask…
I was shock and never had a sleep that night.
It was the happiest evening I ever had. Well anyway, I was wearing an eye-glasses the next morning, my eye-bags
sniffs me off. We are requested to clean the room near the Deans office. It was him who is walking in the corridor
towards us, in a white shirts and maong pants beautifully fitted him, he is gorgeous and also wearing a “SHADES”
Oh no, I have to find a place to hide… but there’s nothing to hide on.
He smiled at me and said “hi” so casually that as if nothing happens last night. A smile is also the reply…
I have started to take distance with him. That time I have realized that I just want him to be my ordinary friend,
no commitment, no worries…
Afterwards, we went his apartment, our friend cooked the lunch and we all watched a movie “WINDSTRUCK”, it was a
love story. I caught him looking at me, I am seating with my best friend Fye that time. Suddenly he asked me to help
him prepare the snacks, I wanted to refuse but my feet leads me with him at the kitchen.
He held my hand so tight that I cant seem to escape, and he asked me, “Don’t you love me?”
“I love you as a friend”
“Did you forget what happened at the bus?”
“Nothing happened at the bus, it was just a ride”
“No, its not just a ride, those 72 rivers leads my heart to you.”
“72? You have counted all the rivers?”
“Yes, and I can count all the rivers in the world as long as in with you”
The moment stopped. The next scene is an embrace, a tight and warm embrace…
“Kim, I love you too, but I don’t want to lose you if our relationship wont work… I don’t want to lose a friend like you…”
“But our relationship will work!”
“Maybe now, but we are still drowning in love this moment, what if complications comes?” (Silence filled up the room)
“You want us to stay forever, right?”, I asked.
“Yes”, he replied with a soft voice.
“Then lets just be friends…”
I can notice the disappointment on his face, “If that’s what you want…”
“Thanks Kim…”
“But you will still be special to me, can I asked for something?…”
A kiss then sealed the words that cannot be uttered by their mouths. They went back to their friends
with the snacks causing them not to notice two hearts bound to love forever and protect the friendships
they have created.


1 thing 2 do 3 words 4 you,I LOVE YOU!

Happy Birthday to Elise!!!

Just back from a Birthday celebration at Bali-Bali Cafe.The girl has finally grown up and she is now 20 years old.Hehe...HAPPY BIRTHDAY to Miss Elise!!!Wish that you enjoy the celebration that prepared by us.Haha...Well,i am looking forward to see those photos that we took just now and i think that you will look gorgeous in every of the photos.We did have a lot fun just now.Talk,laugh,playing cards,magic tricks,cold jokes and etc.Somehow,the best entertainment goes to the game name King and Queen where all the players will have to draw a card and for the person who got the King,he/she will have to speak out an action and for the person who got the Queen,he/she will have to ask a question.The person who got the smallest card will either have to do the action that given by the person who is holding the King card or answer the question that given by the the person who is holding the Queen card.It's pretty like the game name Truth Or Dare!!!Pretty nice game to play if you don't get the smallest card.Haha...Hmm...Kinda late now,have to go and watch the show name Man VS. Wild!!!It's NICEEEEEEE!!!By the way,once again HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MiSs Elise!!!


I know that her birthday is coming but for this year i can't do anything apart from sending her a birthday message...=(

Sunday, May 10, 2009

~True Love~

Well, when I was a 13 years girl who just stepped the teen age fall in love with one guy named Alex, who was 2 years older than me. I don't know when and where I fall for him. He was also studying in same school where I used to study. Actually he was the popular guy of our school and of our city.
Everybody loves him and teachers used to admire him. In Actual he was sort of celebrity because he used to act in the Tele movie. Which was great hit and he was playing the leading role in that. He was good at acting, well at studies, well in sports and he was well mannered. Well he is good in playing Basketball and the captain of the team of our school. Actually our school had won many games of basketball and it’s because of him and his team player. He was all rounder and he was the coolest guy of our school and state as well.

At first I used to talk about him a lot and one day I just met him in the school bus. Actually he usually didn’t go by bus but he was coincidentally in the bus. So there I met him there for the first time. At that time he was already in the school bus and me and my pal Michelle we were entering the school bus there was other notorious and bully boys. Among them one of the boy just kept the leg in front of my way and I didn’t see it and I was about to fall suddenly Alex caught me in his warm arms and I was clanged in his arms for a moment. At that time I introduce me and my friend and thanked him. I was very at that moment and felt like an angel.

After then we just stare each other in the school. But we never ever talked and shared our feelings with each other because I used to feel uneasy and used to scare to talk with him. He always used to stare me in every break time and when we coincidently met each other but he didn't used to utter a word. I loved him from inside but couldn't show him and share him. finally when he passed his grade-10 and had a last day on school which was farewell day, I farewell him without uttering a word because I wasn't sure that he love me or not and I was scared to propose him if his answer will be 'no' .so, Neither I told him something nor he told me something for his high school and we never met thereafter and only his memory was left behind.

After that we began to see each other coincidently sometime like I used to see him coincidentally once in long interval of time because he was still inside the city. He was still in the state and hasn’t moved to the city and I was so shocked by that and was curious to know the reason why he didn’t move to city?

But one day when I passed my school then I got some time and I was going for the violin class and was in the way to return back home. I saw him with his Pal in his splendid car. I was aw. At that time he was not only a Tele movie star but also a film star.

After that time, I saw him everyday when I was returning back home. As I told it that he used to stare me. Throughout this time he was staring me and one day I was with my Pal and busy talking ,returning from violin class I was on the way to my home there he came in his car and came out of the car, yanked me, told "I love u" and kissed me. At that time my whole body was freezing. I was so confused what to say or what to do. I was motionless at that time and then he wrote something on my hand. While he finished writing he told me again "if you love me too then you'll call me tonight". He told this much and he went away. As he was going away from me some people and chic recognize him and was screaming and following him to take autograph of him. But I was there only staring him.

My Pal Michelle who was with me was also shocked for a moment and after a while she started to mock me. When I reached at home I was totally perplexed what to do. That was past and after that moment when he's last day of school was on, I stopped to think about him and here I had already one Boyfriend Steve. I think a lot and recalled my past moments and came to conclusion that he is my first love so I should give a chance to it.

Then I phoned him and talked with him. From that I came to know that he wanted me to be first to propose him and start this relation but I was unaware about it and when he saw me on the way he could not stop himself and he exposed it. So, after that I was feeling great but another problem stood there and that is about my boyfriend. I thought for a moment and came in conclusion that I should give up that relationship with my boyfriend. I phoned him and told all things that happened to me. He also loved me very much. At first he wasn’t ready to leave me but he understood a bit later that I love someone and I could be happy with someone. At that time I was little bit sad because I broke someone’s heart to mend my heart but I promised him that you’ll be my true friend for ever and I’ll be helping you and shall not forget whole my life.

Well then one day again Alex phoned me and said that I needed to meet you.
We choose the Best Restaurant of our state for the Dating and I was so excited that for the first time I am going date with coolest and was also famous actor Alex. The night when he phoned me I was happy and I choose a best cloth that suits me and bought it from the mall and be almost ready to go for the dating.

Next day I began to be ready for tonight dating. The time came to go for dating and I went to the place where we decided yesterday to go. As I reached restaurant and went inside I didn’t see a single person except him.
He booked the whole restaurant only for me, I thought. As he saw me he hastily came to me to welcome me. We really had a great time there. We had a delicious food and talk as well. I really enjoyed that night. It was the biggest and memorable day of my life.

From that day we were lovers and our relationship bond was very strong as well.

Here I am now stepping in 30 and we still love each other very much and we are planning to marry in next six months.
~by katee_luv


HAPPY MAMA DAY for my mom!!!

Saturday, May 9, 2009

~My Broken Heart~

"Your so sweet, your so cute, know will you please pick up the phone" my phone started ringing loudly.
" hello" i answered
"hi, you sleeping? did i disturb you!" Luke said he was in the other end.
"n.....ope, i..was just....... anyways what happen you called?" i replied
" remember you have to meet me today at six, we have to finish that project and your my partner?" he said
" yeah! i will be there on time..... bye... take care" i hurriedly ran to bathroom. it was already five fifteen by then.
Luke and i are friends from our CST101 class.

i ran the bell of Luke's door at sharp six. Luke live with his parents. he had two brothers only.
most of the time they were always out. i see them very rarely in the house.

Luke opened the door and let me in. as i set on the sofa i saw someone coming from Luke's bedroom.
he was tall, had dark hair, brown eyes and was wearing a shirt and jeans. actually he was handsome.
he was calling to Luke. then Luke went to him and they had a small chat and again he went into Luke's room.

Luke saw me staring at him and he came to me to answer my questions. sitting near me Luke took our project papers and said to me " bella, he is my best friend, last night he arrived from his land, know stop staring at him and let's do this project".
" yeah!" i replied but still my eyes were on the door of Luke's room.
i couldn't concentrate on the project at all. it seems to me he will come out at any minute. but he never came out while i was there.

after coming home also i couldn't think of anything else.
every time i close my eyes i saw him, my heart says i need to talk him and meet him. i was out of word why i am thinking about him so much. at that night i thought of calling Luke and ask him about his friend, but i couldn't. i was afraid about what will Luke say to me. so i decided next day after collage i will go to Luke's house and talk to him about all that happened.

so the next day after collage i asked Luke whether i could go his home to borrow some papers of project, so that i can do that part of project from my home. Luke said that i could go but he cant, because he had to go to meet dean about something.

so without anymore words i made my way happily to Luke's house. i was shaking my self as well as i was feeling happy because Luke couldn't come with me. as i hit the bell button, the handsome opened the door. i was out of words ...... he answered "Luke is not here"
i replied" i ... know i came to get pap...ers!"

"k " he replied and fly to Luke's room.
i slowly followed him to Luke's room. Before i could open the door a lady opened the door and said "hi!"
with a shock i replied "hi"
then the handsome came behind the women with a lovely three month old baby in his hand and said," sweets, this is the friend of Luke i told you about."
the women," your bella, i am Meggie, Dylan's wife"

i was stud by what i heard and without taking another steps forward i turned and ran out of Luke's house.
my heart was in such a pain that i couldn't stop crying myself at all.
it was like someone has broken my heart without any mercy......

it took me few years to believe that the man i ever wanted was already of someone!!!!!!!
~by Aishath Afraa



Friday, May 8, 2009

~How to choose a bride in Malaysia~

A Mother was very concerned that her middle-aged son has not shown
the slightest indication of getting married. So one
day she called
him over to her house.

The Son came home from work, grudgingly. Upon
arriving, he found that his
mother had gathered a few beautiful ladies at the
house for him to choose
as his future bride.

The FIRST one was a well-endowed
Telephonist-cum-Receptionist. He
immediately commented: 'Aiyaa..... Mother, they
always say..... PLEASE HOLD
ON, HOLD ON.........'

The SECOND nominee was a leggy secretary. She was
also rejected.
Reason being: 'Aiyaa.... Mother, this one aaa...,
Secretary always fond
of saying 'PLEASE

By this time, the mother is nearing frustration. She
called a sweet but
plain-looking Teacher. The Son suddenly agreed!!

The Mother was surprised and asked: 'Why this one?
The earlier two
were a lot better looking!'

He replied: 'Teachers aaa.... Teachers very good,
very good, always say: PLEASE REPEAT, DO IT AGAIN, I want it
done 10
times.... SOME MORE, SOME MORE.....!'

Her youngest son (10 years old), was listening
quietly all this while at
the other end of the room. Suddenly, he shouted:
Female mini bus Conductor much better laa.... they
always say: 'NAIK

The mother fainted....


I've got 2 noobs ram into a car accident!!!