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Sunday, March 30, 2008

Is true or false?

Slept until 2pm today because too exhausted from the celebration.So boring just now because the internet connection keep getting disconnected.My whole day was totally wasted and i am doing nothing while others of my friends are all studying for the exam.Here comes to my final week for this semester and i am going back on 5 of April.See you eveyone after semester break and goodbye to her as well.Have a fun and safety journey.I am really happy,even until now i am still very happy.I am really happy to see that there.I just want to say Good night to her but my internet connection keep getting disconnected and perhaps she already went to bed.Good night girl and have a sweet dream.You will be in the deepest place in my heart forever and ever.YOU ARE THE MOST IMPORTANT PERSON IN MY LIFE AND I REALLY MISS YOU!!!
Here's a the nice song!!!!I love it....

[Talking] This goes out to someone that was
Once the most important person in my life
I didn’t realize it at the time
I can’t forgive myself for the way I treated you so
I don’t really expect you to either
It’s just... I don’t even know
Just listen…

You’re the one that I want, the one that I need
The one that I gotta have just to succeed
When I first saw you, I knew it was real
I’m sorry about the pain I made you feel

That wasn’t me; let me show you the way
I looked for the sun, but it’s raining today
I remember when I first looked into your eyes
It was like God was there, heaven in the skies

I wore a disguise 'cause I didn’t want to get hurt
But I didn’t know I made everything worse
You told me we were crazy in love
But you didn’t care when push came to shove

If you loved me as much as you said you did
Then you wouldn’t have hurt me like I ain’t shit
Now you pushed me away like you never even knew me
I loved you with my heart, really and truly

I guess you forgot about the times that we shared
When I would run my fingers through your hair
Late nights, just holding you in my arms
I don’t know how I could do you so wrong

I really wanna show you I really need to hold you
I really wanna know you like no one could else know you
You’re number one, always in my heart
And now I can’t believe that our love is torn apart

I need you and
I miss you and
I want you and
I love you ‘cause
I wanna hold you,
I wanna kiss you
You were my everything
And I really miss you [2x]

I knew you gonna sit and play this with your new man
And then sit and laugh as you’re holding his hand
The thought of that just shatters my heart
It breaks in my soul and it tears me apart

At times we was off I was scared to show you
Now I wanna hold you until I can’t hold you
Without you, everything seems strange
Your name is forever planted in my brain

Damn it, I’m insane,
Take away the pain
Take away the hurt
Baby, we can make it work

What about when you
Looked into my eyes
Told me you loved me
As you would hugged me

I guess everything you said was a lie
I think about it, it brings tears to my eyes
Now I’m not even a thought in your mind
I can see clearly, my love is not blind

I just wish everything could have turned out differently
I had a special feeling about you
I thought maybe you did too
You would understand, but…
No matter what, you’ll always be in my heart
You’ll always be my baby

Our first day, it seemed so magical
I remember all the time that I had with you
Remember when you first came to my house?
You looked like an angel wearing that blouse

We hit it off, I knew it was real
But now I can’t take all the pain that I feel
Reach in your heart, I know I’m still there
I don’t wanna hear that you no longer care

Remember the times?
Remember when we kissed?
I didn’t think you would ever do me like this
I didn’t think you’d wanna see me depressed
I thought you’d be there for me, this I confess

You said you were my best friend,was that a lie?
Now I’m nothing to you, you’re with another guy
I tried, I tried, I tried, and I’m trying
Now on the inside it feels like I’m dying


[Talking] And I do miss you
I just thought we were meant to be
I guess now, we’ll never know
The only thing I want is for you to be happy
Whether it be with me, or without me

I just want you to be happy

The gates of heaven open
I see a beautiful lady walking
I sit here watching her from my bedroom window
I hear the birds talking

Why am I singing this very loving song?
Your scenic hair blowing away my fears
I gaze at your face, and you shed a tear
I will take you to a place filled with secrets.

I wish to kiss those enchanted lips
I crave to hold those two miraculous hands
And whisper to your ear
Touch your soft beautiful face and
Tell you why today we are in this place,

I will take away all the pain and sorrow and,
We shall meet again tomorrow

I wake up from this daydream . . .

The beautiful lady behind me kisses my cheek and,
Ask me out to go get Neapolitan ice cream.

Happy b'day APRIL...

So tired!Arrived Inti around 0530 after Miss April's birthday celebration.We had dinner with the birthday girl and a piece of cake is given to her for free from the restaurant.The food that served from the restaurant were nice as well.After our dinner,we went to have some entertainment.It was just fun and everyone enjoyed very much especially the birthday girl.Although it was fun,but all of us spent a lot for the night and i will have to start saving.If not,i think i will bankrupt very soon.>.<"So,once again,HAPPY BIRTHDAY APRIL.

I am so happy for this whole day because i saw something from somewhere which makes my heart smiles.Thank you for doing that and i am really happy when i saw it.Thank you,thank you!!!!


There's something about the way you said it,
That I knew you were telling the truth,
But I wasn't quite ready to believe you,
I didn't want to believe you loved me, too.

I wanted to love you with all of my heart,
But I didn't want you to love me at all,
I wanted you to beat me, and not care,
I wanted you to say you would, but never be there.

I know all of this sounds insane to you,
It doesn't even make all that much sense to me,
But things in my past make me who I am now,
I wanted to let you love me, I just didn't know how.

There's something about being abused by a male,
That makes future relationships seem impossible,
I don't know if you'll wait for me to figure it out,
But don't take it personal, you aren't what this is about.

Friday, March 28, 2008

Last and the Best...

Today,Inti Music Performance Act Club(IMPAC) was having the last performance at the bakery for this semester.We have 3 performers that performed for today's closing ceremony.Thank you for 3 of you and it was an excellent performance.Next week will be the last week for most of the students,after that,we will have our semester break for 2 weeks.Have a nice rest while having the semester break.After that,all of us will need to come back to this battle field again.For someone,have a safe journey and wish you enjoy the trip.CHAOzzzzz... A boy likes a girl.
The boy keep bugging the girl since he thought that this is the way to show his care to the girl.
The girl just try her best to ignore all of the funny stuff that being shown by the boy and she really don't care about what he done.
The boy tries his very best to tell the girl how much he likes her.
Yet,the girl still didn't show any response.The girl behaves like that was because of the boy's daily lives which keep flirting with other girls.Therefore,she thought that the boy only tries to play her and is not truly loves her.
"I will do anything for you even though it is wrong..."the boy said.
"Are you serious?Anything i want?"the girl replied.
"Yes,anything as long as it can make you love me."the boy answered.'
And here comes to the girl's request and she only wants to make the boy go away.
"I want you to kill yourself in order to prove that you really love me."the girl said.
The boy was being shocked for a few seconds.
"Is that what you really want?"the boy asked.
"Yes!If you are a coward,please disappear from my eyesight now..."the girl answered.
The boy then take out a scissor and stabbed it toward his stomach.
The girl was so shocked by his action and started to call for help.
The boy then lied on the floor surrounded by his blood.
"I have proved my love to you and i will never have the chance to court you anymore..."he said.
The boy died after all.
The girl keep crying on the spot but he can never say the word I LOVE YOU to girl anymore.The girl is so regret for her cruel request and she fainted after that.
Both of them can never meet again in this life since they were in the different world.

CONCLUSION:A Guy Flirts A Lot But When Night Comes, There Would Only Be A Person He Thinks About & That Girl Is The One He Truly Loves...



it means I can't do it for someone else.

It's not to cut myself off,

It's the realization that I can't control another.

To Let Go....Is not to enable,

but to allow learning from natural consequences.

Is to admit powerlessness,

which means the outcome is not in my hands.

To Let Go....Is not to try to change or blame another,

I can only change myself.

Is not to care for,

but to care about.

To let Go....Is not to fix,

but to be supportive.

Is not to judge,

but to allow another to be a human being.

To let Go....Is not to be in the middle arranging all the outcome,

but to allow others to effect their own outcomes.

Is not to be protective,

it is to permit another to face reality.

To Let Go....Is not to deny,

but to accept.

Is not to nag, scold, or argue,

but to search out my ownshortcomings and to correct them.

To Let Go....Is not to adjust everything to my desires,

but to take each day as it comes,

and to cherish the moment.

Is not to criticize or regulate anyone,

but to try to become whatever dream I can be.

To Let Go....Is not to regret the past,

but to grow and live for the future.

Is to fear less and to love more.

And I do "LOVE YOU"

So I will..."LET YOU GO"...

Thursday, March 27, 2008


Saw the top scorers for SAM just now.I am very impressed by those girls who scored the full marks for the papers like ENGLISH and PHYSIC.The most impressive was all of the top scorers were girls.Why there is no boy who can score well in exam?After i saw the banner,i suddenly have the intention that want to become the top scorer in PHYSIC for my A-LEVEL AS exam.Ahaha...I was like dreaming whole day about that.Actually there is no way for me to achieve such distinction result in the real life no matter how much efforts i put on it.It is like a dream that beyond from me.All i need to do for now is study PHYSIC for every moment and try to get the best for it.

(A girl and guy were speeding over 100 mph on a motorcycle)
Girl: Slowdown. I'm scared.
Guy: No this is fun.
Girl: No its not. Please, its to scary!
Guy: Then tell me you love me.
Girl: Fine, I love you. Slow down!
Guy: Now give me a BIG hug.
(Girl hugs him)
Guy: Can u take my helmet off and put it on? Its bugging me.
In the paper the next day: A motorcycle had crashed into a building because of break failure. Two people were on the motorcycle, but only one survived. The truth was that halfway down the road, the guy realized that his breaks broke, but he didn't want to let the girl know. Instead, he had her say she loved him, felt her hug one last time, then had her wear his helmet so she would live even though it meant he would die.


Love doesn't make the world go round. Love is what makes the ride worthwhile.~ Franklin P. Jones

Love looks not with the eyes, but with the mind...~ William Shakespeare (1564-1616)

If I never stop loving you, will you never start wanting me too..
I love the way you do that thing..
I love you the way you are, always be yourself because no one else can.
The eye sees the rose, the heart feels the love.
You are my shining star, the light in my night sky.

The hottest love has the coldest end.~ Socrates

Love begins with a smile, grows with a kiss, and ends with a teardrop.~LIM WeiChun

Wednesday, March 26, 2008

Ordinary day...

It is just an ordinary day for me.Nothing special happened.Congratulations for Kelly and Jing Yun for completed the presentation.Both of you can now relief from nervous...=D Nothing much to crap about for today because i felt quite sad after came back from there.Perhaps a well rest can relief my pain,even just relief a bit will do.I shouldn't keep thinking of that,it only will make me suffers more.Oh gosh,i really can't make it.My mind is keep thinking of that.I did try not to think about it but i just can't,may be this is so called nature of a human being.Why???
Just simply missing you!!!

It seems there are people who are eternal friends. Some of these friendships happen in a moment, others take building, all of them are worth fighting for. There are friends of circumstance, and I do value those we have for a moment. There are others however that never fade... They may be on the other side of the planet, but in some way both of you are on the same path.Part of me wants to discover why, some time I might take the time to reflect on what that common element is. For now I want to express my gratitude for these people. You are those in my life who are friends beyond any mission we have together or any venture we build together. We may speak daily, once a year, or we may not speak at all. Somehow there is a connection of our hearts beyond space and time. I am extremely wealthy in my relationships, in love. You know who you are that make me this way. Together you are my greatest asset, my greatest strength ~under the One who created me.

I hope my friendship is the words enough to say thank-you.

Of course I wish we were closer, but I still feel your heart beat.
Love is created. It is not innate. It does not exist until it is formed. It does not exist without input. Without Declaration.Attraction must be acted on, spoken forth, and dedicated to.In this existence Love is conceived, but not birthed until unbridled commitment ensues.At that moment feeling and emotion are given the entirety of flight.


To love is to suffer. To avoid suffering one must not love. But then one suffers from not loving. Therefore to love is to suffer, not to love is to suffer. To suffer is to suffer. To be happy is to love. To be happy then is to suffer. But suffering makes one unhappy. Therefore, to be unhappy one must love, or love to suffer, or suffer from too much happiness. I hope you're getting this down.~ Woody Allen

At the touch of love everyone becomes a poet. ~ Plato At the touch of love everyone becomes a poet. ~ Plato At the touch of love everyone becomes a poet. ~ Plato At the touch of love everyone becomes a poet. ~ Plato

Hearts will never be practical until they are made unbreakable.~ Wizard of Oz

If music be the food of love, play on...~ William Shakespeare (1564-1616)

It's all over!!!

Finallly,all the tests,quiz and assignments for this semester were all finished.Phew...Although its all over but we also need to study on this semester break since all of us will be having the AS exam after our "sweet" semester break.Today our physic quiz,the lecturer came out with 2 pretty easy questions(for those who did study).The first question just a simple step and we can get the answer and it costs 5marks out of 10.Luckily most of us were able to solve it.
Hmm,i think they probably having their preparations for tomorrow.Good luck ya!!!

“How on earth are you ever going to explain in terms of chemistry and physics so important a biological phenomenon as first love?”— Albert Einstein

Okay,today i have another question.When he loves a girl and the girl already had a boyfriend,he told the girl that is okay as long as the guy treats her well.All he wants is just to let the girl happy and he does not bother whether the girl is with him or not.How true is this?A person where you love the most and she is with another guy.Personally,i don't think that the boy is thinking like that and it probably will be the opposite.Once a boy told a girl that she is the only one in his life,he definitely will have a mindset of having the girl beside with him.So,when a guy said that he don't mind the girl is not by his side,would he really think like that?Well,sometimes for somebody it might be true and he sincerely wants the girl to be happy no matter who is with her.For me,i will probably be this kind of person where i really want the person that i love the most or cherish the most to be in happy for every moment and i don't really care whether the guy is me or not as long as he can make her day,cherish her and take care of her.If someone can do this,then everything will be fine.May be all of the boys can think about this question and have the answer in your heart.Cherish every moment that you have for those who are already occupied.Treat her well and care for her,if can't become husband and wife,at least you know that you cherish her before when you were with her.Forgive and forget for any wrong that did by her.NOTHING IS WRONG WHEN LOVE IS RIGHT!!!

Cherish her for life!!!


Look into my eyes
What do you see?
Is it a tortured soul?
Or is it just me..

I swear I'll be OK
You don't have to worry about me
Because every time I think
You're all that I see

There are a few things I need to say
There are a few things I want you to know
There are reasons for you to stay
There are things I wish to show

Like the love that's in my heart
Like the pain I feel for you
When you seem to be falling apart
I don't know what to do

Please just call on me
Whenever you're in doubt
Because I'll let you see
That you can scream, that you can shout

So just take your hand in mine
And lets look up at the sky
Lets forget about the time
And together, our souls shall fly...

Look through the lyrics of the song name I'LL NEVER BREAK YOUR HEART that sang by BACKSTREET BOYS and try to see something through your mind.
Baby I know your hurting
Right now you feel like you could never love again
Now all I ask is for a chance
To prove that I love you
From the first day
That I saw your smiling face
Honey, I knew that we would be together forever
Ooh when I asked you out
You said no
but I found out
Darling that you'd been hurt
You felt that you'd never love again
I deserve a try
honey just once
Give me a chance and I'll prove this all wrong
You walked in you were so quick to judge
But honey he's nothing like me
I'll never break your heart
I'lll never make you cry
I'd rather die than live without you
I'll give you all of me
Honey that's no lie
As time goes by
you will get to know me
A little more better
Girl that's the way love goes
And I know you're afraid
To let you're feelings show
And I understand
But girl it's time to let go
I deserve a try honey
Just once
Give me a chance and I'll prove this all wrong
You walked in you were so quick to judge
But honey he's nothing like me
Darling why can't you see
Bridge No way, no how I'll make you cry

Tuesday, March 25, 2008

Not available,but i get it....

Wahaha,finally i have the chance to taste the Not Available Green bean ice.It tastes so nice,the boss only sell for tonight.LUCKY ME!Not feeling well again because physic quiz is waiting for me in the morning.This time i think i really gone because i totally didn't study at all for the quiz.It really nothing much to worry about since it will be the last quiz for us in this semester.Semester break seems to be coming and this is also meant that my AS exam is coming as well.Hope that i still have the time to study for the chapters that i don't understand.What a life!!!

Okay,just now i asked one of my friend to define love.He said love is between 2 people where both of them are care about each other and they wanted to stay together for the rest of their life.For him,love is like that,for me,i will define love as another thing where it will be a bit similar with my friend's idea.For me,love is something which you needed for everyday in order to let your life keep going.I will define love as the promise between two people to take care of each other for their lifetime.Is so romantic isn't it?Well,when a boy like a girl,all the things that he did will be the thing that will please the girl in order to make the girl fall in love with him.Is nothing wrong about it if the boy is truly likes the girl.I have also thought about it before,for me,i will only do something that will make the girl happy for every moment.For those who had watched the drama name Ups and Down in the Sea of Love( 十万吨情缘) before,my dream is just like in a part of the scene in the movie where the actress holding a box of paper made sunflowers and stand at the WINDY VALLEY and let the sunflowers flew away in the air and when the lead actor saw it,he tries his very best to find out the location of the girl because this is a promise between the guy and girl.Whenever the girl is unhappy,she will fold a lot of the paper sunflowers and put all of her unhappy memories into it and let it flew away.The guy knew it so he try to find her out.The guy also knew that the girl have asthma and the only way to save her is to make her happy by turning himself upside down.The end of a story will always be the happy ending where both of them can be together again.Although it is a drama but i still have a mindset that i will definitely do that to my lover whenever i have the chance to do it.

I really really want you to be in my life forever and ever and i hope i will be the one for you as well...



Tonight,frozen in time

Forever i will keep you

In my arms,in my heart

That's where i'll find you

And i know,for sure

You are hurting,i am the cure

When you need the comforts of love

I will be the one

Hold you when the world gets tough

I will be the one

Though your fears,should it disappears

You'll never be lonely

Cause all the fears without fail

You're my one and only

And i know,for sure

You are hurting,i am the cure

Love doesn't connect you

Love come to the rescue

Give a try to love and try to enjoy the beauty of love...

Sunday, March 23, 2008

Something should be done...

Finally my psp is fixed and i can start playing with it again.Nice!Spending the whole day doing nothing is really lifeless.Anyway,i think something should be done by end of this week.For the other programmes students,they will probably studying hard since the final exam is coming.Good luck for those who are having the final exam very soon.I think it shouldn't be a problem for her whether to pass or to get the first in the class since she is clever enough to get it.Just wish her a very good luck.

Somebody said that certain sentences,poems and songs are meaningful because when they read it or listen it,some hidden memories can be found from there.Whether it is a sweet or bad memory,as long as the people would like to remember it,it will become meaningful.For me,all of the songs that i have chosen to put into my posts do have some meaning for me.Some are the memories from family and friends but mostly of the songs stand some memories in my HEART.Most of the songs lyrics and may be the songs title,were the words i wanted to tell the girl.I want to show her how much i really care for her,how i miss her for day and night.By that,i try my best to generate some motivations to study throughout the feeling,the feeling of missing her.But all of this are going to end by this year since it is my final year in INTI and it is same for her as well.Before i left,i really want to know what is the song that can show her feeling on me or may be can shown the status of me in her heart/mind.May be i will just end up with my own imagination and left INTI without having any contact with her anymore.
I just want a dance with her,in the coming INTI BALL.A memory between she and me in the BALLROOM and that will be enough for me.FOREVER AND EVER!!!!


Daite Senorita by Tomohisa Yamashita (Hold me Senorita)

Looking at the wounds of our fight, you say“Break it off with her”

Girls say they understand

But they just act grown up and treat you like a rebellious teenager

Could you cut it out?

Hold me , hold me, hold me Senorita

Tight, tight, tight, don’t let me go

Don’t try to be cool, just come and be by my side

Hold me , hold me, hold me Senorita

Tight, tight, tight, don’t let me go

Your lips make me crazy

When you compare me to your last guys

You sigh and smile
When guys say they understand

They actually want to say they don’t believe you

I’ll make it easy for you now

Cry, cry, cry, Senorita

In my, my, my heart forever

Don’t try and cope on your own, come and be by my side

Sleep, sleep, sleep, Senorita

In my, my, my heart forever

I bet you’ll be making me crazy in my dreams again tonight

Hold me , hold me, hold me Senorita

Tight, tight, tight, don’t let me go

Don’t try to be cool, just come and be by my side

Hold me , hold me, hold me Senorita

Tight, tight, tight, don’t let me go

With those lips

They're vexing.

I will keep waiting
Till a day where you found out my feeling to you
If you accepted
That day will be my happiest day in my life.

Saturday, March 22, 2008

Had a nice day...

Went to JUSCO that situated at SEREMBAN just now.I had my lunch at Sushi King.Oh my god,the sushi were so delicious.After having my lunch,i went around and keep loitering at the shops.Since i was too free,i had chosen to watch a movie before i went back.After several times of considerations,i have selected to watch the movie 27 dresses.It was so nice and the love story is so wonderful.Somehow,this is not the main reason that i found out it was a nice movie and the main reason is that the songs that played in the movie were really nice.The songs were "bottle it up" by sara bareilles,"benny and the jets" by the hit crew,"Valerie" by Mark Ronson ft. Amy Winehouse and "D.A.N.C.E" by justice.The songs are truly amazing,especially benny and the jets from the bar scene,it is hilarious.

You don't know why i started blogging.Is all because of you.I am doing this for everyday just because of you.You inspired me.Therefore,i try my best to figure out all the nice songs.Fortunately,you like all the songs that i have selected and put into all of my posts and all of the songs draw your attention on me.I am so glad and i really appreciate all of your compliments to me.Perhaps i really wish that i could be someone that can make you smile when you are unhappy and what i want from you is very simple.PASS YOUR EVERYDAY WITH YOUR SMILE ON YOUR FACE.>>>(^.^)



Tears In The Rain~BY DENNIS
It rained the day that I broke my own heart
Stood crying there...our souls apart
Where for so long we dreamed of living as one
Shared broken hearts that have just begun

I look around at an empty world
That was once filled with you my beautiful girl
Heartaches are and will be mine
Our love now gone...strained...out of time

My mind once filled only with you
Our love that is lost now that was all that I knew
Has left the room...I am alone in the chair
Leaving four lonely walls...for me just to stare

An empty heartache replaces my love
This rainy day...teardrops stream from above
When life took you from me...I told you to go
My ears deaf to the scream of how little I know

Silently I watched you my love walk away
My heart crying and numbed on this cold rainy day
I watch as you get painfully distant
My tears lost in the rain...not seen but persistent

I don't dry my eyes for each tear I have earned
The fool in my heart...a heart that's not learned
My love now so far away...that just cannot be you
I can't see that you cry...but I know that you do

Tears in the rain...we each have our sad parts
When pride and distrust drills holes in our hearts
And love spills like raindrops onto my shoe
My head looking downward in sadness for you

I know I have hurt you...I have given you pain
I have stumbled...I have faltered this day in the rain
As you walk away crying though you surely don't hear
My heart cries in the cold...rain covers our tears

Sleep well now my love ...yes I told you to go
Tears stinging my eyes I would like you to know
I will hold on to my scars...treasured often the way
This dull day in the rain watching love dim and fade

All that is left now are sorrowful words
Written down sadly...too soft to be heard
Time to regret the things that we have done
Until our days shine again...on this day without sun

Inti A-level physic class ROCKS!!!

Is so fantastic...Today physic class only have 3 stupid students attended and i am one of the 3.Ahaha...We brake the "INTI A-LEVEL BOOK OF RECORDS" for the Least Students Class.Since only have 3 of us in the class just now,the lecturer had decided to give us back the test paper.All of our result were similar and i have got an abnormal result.Hehe...Tuesday will have another quiz to finish and after that,it will be around the end of this semester.Actually we were not happy to have this semester break because after this semester break,we will be having our AS exam which is the first part of the exam for A-level.Quite nervous and pretty worried about it since i can't really do well in CHEMISTRY.Hope that everything would be alright...


I look in your eyes and I see the pain
Of another heartbreak that you've added
To your chain of broken links

If only you would let me in
I would show you what love could be
And you would never have to cry again

But I hold back and give you your space
Watching the tears roll down your face
And I hear you ask why

Why did it happen again
Why couldn't it have been
The way love is supposed to be
Why can't I find the love I need

And I let you cry
Find the strength to try
Just to see you fall
For someone else...someone not me

Thursday, March 20, 2008


Just now saw a slide show that made by a random guy which makes me think about the past.It have been a long time that i lost this kind of feeling but i got it back by today.Nice one guy!(since i don't know your name)All of us had walked for a long distance since we were born.Within the journey,we will face something which will block our way.Hence,we will try to find a way to remove the blocker either is by own or by the teamwork among ourselves and our friends.After that,friends will leave you when we came to a junction since all of our destinations were different.Therefore,we will leave our footsteps on the road that we passed through.After the junction,we will miss our old pals for a period of time and we will keep the feeling in our heart.After the junction,we will meet some new friends which are on the same way with us as well.Normally,we will also get our partner for the rest of our life on the way to our destination.After we arrived at the destination,we will rest for a while and work for what we will need to do.Upon finishing our duties,some will tend to stay at the place and some will tend to walk back to where they were from.For those who chosen to walk back,they will pass through the road that they had been travelled before and at that moment,they will see the footsteps that left by themselves and also their old pals.That would be the time for all of those memories to come across his/her mind and will cherish it forever and ever...


"Have you change your mind?"the girl said.
"About what?"the boy asked.
"Last time you said that you love me..."the girl answered.
"Did i?"the boy replied.
The girl started to cry and the boy keep looking at her.
After a moment,the boy hug the girl tightly in his arms.
"I'll never change for what i had said to you as well as the promises.I will love you for my entire life and perhaps for the following lives as well."he said.
The girl keep crying,but this time,she cried because she was touched by the boy and not because of those sweet words but a sincere heart which have waited for her for a long time and it remains unchanged.

Don't ruin a girl's life just for your temporarily happiness...

Special event!!!

So tired,just came back from a special place where most of the people will release stress at there.Although it was tiring but all of us like that.I was so sleepy but i still insist to update my blog before i go to sleep.It is not bad actually since everyone found their happiness at there.Sweet memories among me and my friends,everyone was enjoying to the music.He get an excellent result with his first time and she had enjoyed until can't walk properly.Whereas,others were all normal.Wish we will have the next time...
Good night and good morning for everyone!!
My pain is reducing day by day and is recovering,i just hope that it can recover in a faster rate because i would like to eat some nice food! =)


My wonderful distraction,
my only solace
I wish i could live forever in your loving embrace
Your smile lights me up
like the diamonds in your eye
Without a second thought
I'll never wonder why
Cause when you are with me
I am who i want to be
Always showing my love,
and devotion to you
Cause no one could ever love me,
quite like you do.

Tuesday, March 18, 2008

Started to recover...

Nice,finally it started to recover.However,the pain is still there and the worst thing is i can't even talk.Hope that i can recover as soon as possible.Hehe,today saw my friend wearing a hairband,is so cute and it is suitable to her face.A hairband with love shape on top of it.Today my math's test gone,don't know how to do at all.In fact,today i was not feeling well and i tend to sleep in every class.All of my lecturers keep showing their cares to me and i really feel touched on it.Thank you Mr.Tai and Miss Gladys.I feeling well now.At here,i would like to apologize to them since i slept while having the class.Thanks to PeiYheng also for helping me to buy the pearl powder.
Thank you everyone for taking care of me...


Here You Are
My Love is glowing
brighter than the stars
my dreams all answered
because here you are.

My happiness is completed
now you are all mine
in through my eyes
my dark soul does shine.

You are the most beautiful
the only one I needed
my prayers all answered
with god I have pleeded.

Your halo is glowing
soft diamond bright
all of your feathers
purely so white.

Your eyes are reflecting
my love for you
giving your love to me
is what you now do.

My love is glowing
brighter than the stars
my dreams all answered
because Here You Are...

Monday, March 17, 2008


Ok,now i am gone.Fainted just now because of the pain.How long does it takes to recover?I am suffering for every moment because of the pain.I had eaten 4 penandols in a day,drink as much water as i can yet the painful still remain there and seems to be more serious.Argh,i am going to die,i want some sleep gas or may be get some sleeping pills.My brain and my thought are being tortured by the pain.I can't study properly for my math test.Am i going to take the test tomorrow?I don't know,i seriously don't know,my mouth keep shivering because of the pain.
I tend to sleep,but everytime i lied down,painful try to wake me up,i am no longer a human,i feel like a machine which is being controlled by the pain.Now,i really miss my home,cares from my parent.At least when i need them,they will always beside me.
Please,i beg you,go away from me as soon as possible!!!


She walks in beauty, like the night
Of cloudless climes and starry skies;
And all that's best of dark and bright
Meet in her aspect and her eyes:
Thus mellowed to that tender light
Which heaven to gaudy day denies.
One shade the more, one ray the less,
Had half impaired the nameless grace
Which waves in every raven tress,
Or softly lightens o'er her face;
Where thoughts serenely sweet express
How pure, how dear their dwelling place.
And on that cheek,
and o'er that brow,
So soft,
so calm,
yet eloquent,
The smiles that win,
the tints that glow,
But tell of days in goodness spent,
A mind at peace with all below,
A heart whose love is innocent!