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Tuesday, March 31, 2009

~Installing Love~

Customer: Can you install LOVE?

Customer Service Rep: I can do that. I'm not very technical, but I think I am ready to install now.
Customer: What do I do first?

Customer Service Rep: The first step is to open your HEART. Have you located your HEART ma'am?

Customer: Yes I have, but there are several programs running right now.Is it okay to install while they are running?

Customer Service Rep: What programs are running ma'am?

Customer: Let me see....I have PASTHURT.EXE, LOWESTEEM.EXE, GRUDGE.EXE, and RESENTMENT.COM running right now.

Customer Service Rep: No problem. LOVE will automatically erase PASTHURT.EXE from your current operating system. It may remain in your permanent memory, but it will no longer disrupt other programs. LOVE will eventually overwrite LOWESTEEM.EXE with a module of its own called HIGHESTEEM.EXE. However, you have to completely turn off GRUDGE.EXE and RESENTMENT.COM. Those programs prevent LOVE from being properly installed. Can you turn those off ma'am?

Customer: I don't know how to turn them off. Can you tell me how?

Customer Service Rep: My pleasure. Go to your Start menu and invoke FORGIVENESS.EXE. Do this as many times as necessary until GRUDGE.EXE and RESENTMENT.COM have been completely erased.

Customer: Okay, I'm done. LOVE has started installing itself automatically. Is that normal?

Customer Service Rep: Yes it is. You should receive a message that says it will reinstall for the life of your HEART. Do you see that message?

Customer: Yes I do. Is it completely installed?

Customer Service Rep: Yes, but remember that you have only the base program. You need to begin connecting to other HEARTS in order to get the upgrades.

Customer: Oops...I have an error message already. What should I do?

Customer Service Rep: What does the message say?

Customer: It says "ERROR 412 - PROGRAM NOT RUN ON INTERNAL COMPONENTS". What does that mean?

Customer Service Rep: Don't worry ma'am, that's a common problem. It means that the LOVE program is set up to run on external HEARTS but has not yet been run on your HEART. It is one of those complicated programming things, but in non-technical terms it means you have to "LOVE" your own machine before It can "LOVE"others.

Customer: So what should I do?

Customer Service Rep: Can you find the directory called "SELF-ACCEPTANCE"?

Customer: Yes, I have it.

Customer Service Rep: Excellent, you are getting good at this.

Customer: Thank you.

Customer Service Rep: You're welcome. Click on the following files and then copy them to the "MYHEART" directory: FORGIVESELF.DOC, SELFESTEEM.TXT, EALIZEWORTH.TXT, and GOODNESS.DOC. The system will overwrite any conflicting files and begin patching any faulty programming. Also, you need to delete SELFCRITIC.EXE from all directories, and then empty your recycle bin afterwards to make sure it is completely gone and never comes back.

Customer: Got it. Hey! My HEART is filling up with really neat files. SMILE.MPG is playing on my monitor right now and it shows that WARMTH.COM, PEACE.EXE, and CONTENTMENT.COM are copying themselves all over my HEART!

Customer Service Rep: Then LOVE is installed and running. You should be able to handle it from here. One more thing before I go...

Customer: Yes?
Customer Service Rep: LOVE is freeware. Be sure to give it and its various modules to everybody you meet. They will in turn share it with other people and they will return some really neat modules back to you.


Don't you ever install LIES~~~

Monday, March 30, 2009

Get to know me better...

Your view on yourself:
You are intelligent, honest and sweet. You are friendly to everybody and don't like conflict. Because you're so cheerful and fun people are naturally attracted to you and like to talk to you.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:
You like serious, smart and determined people. You don't judge a book by its cover, so good-looking people aren't necessarily your style. This makes you an attractive person in many people's eyes.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:
You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person.

The seriousness of your love:
You are very serious about relationships and aren't interested in wasting time with people you don't really like. If you meet the right person, you will fall deeply and beautifully in love.

Your views on education:
You may not like to study but you have many practical ideas. You listen to your own instincts and tend to follow your heart, so you will probably end up with an unusual job.

The right job for you:
You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.

How do you view success:
Success in your career is not the most important thing in life. You are content with what you have and think that being with someone you love is more than spending all of your precious time just working.

What are you most afraid of:
You are concerned about your image and the way others see you. This means that you try very hard to be accepted by other people. It's time for you to believe in who you are, not what you wear.

Who is your true self:
You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.


Reveal myself...

Sunday, March 29, 2009

Awesome story...

It was Sunday afternoon, Loi was sitting on the park.. just to relax..thinking what is happening to her life ..She cant figured it, nor any expert painter can paint , she smiled thinking..anyway, she just thought of ..” all is fair in love..” Well this should be…but for her, it isn’t, she had given all the love she knows here on earth , yet she was betrayed by her boyfriend..she just shrug her shoulder thinking how stupid she is loving this man who deserves no love from anyone….

On the other side of the park. Eman was there waiting for his girlfriend for about half an hour is actually their date to plan their marriage. He is already tense knowing this is the first time his girlfriend was late..” what must be the reason” he thought….He walks around, just walk, without any focus…Then suddenly “ OUCH” a woman said…” hey, what do you think you are doing?, do you own this park? “ It was Eloi…walking to leave the park…Eman stepped on her foot. Making Eloi too angry ‘coz her foot was severely aching…She thought…my little toes was dead…Eman on the other hand was mesmerized by Eloi’s beautiful face, he cant speak…until Eloi told him..” hey Mr. can you pls. accompany me to a doctor, to let my little toe treated..Its aching and bleeding”.” Oh God..Iam so sorry…my deepest apology..” Eman told Eloi…” Common, get in my car, I’ll bring you to the nearest hospital…” hello Mr. whatever your name is..How can I get in your car? Cant you see? I cant walk” …Ohhhhh..Eman; God..your toe was severely damaged..It was my fault..I will carry you to my car..Hold on tight…...”

Eloi was treated, but the nail needs to be removed. She just cried…What a day..she thought of…I am just sitting to relax..and now my nail will be removed…Its unfair…Life is too cruel…” Eman ,on the other hand, told the doctor he will take care of all expenses…While the operation is on going..Eman realized..” my God..I am waiting for my the park..what will I do? He just recognize he has a stupid he was..he told himself..” he made a call..but the number was out of reached..for 5x he made a call, just the same he cant contact his girlfriend…What must be happening,,he thought..” He cant leave Eloi in this situation to check what happened to his girlfriend…” what a day”..what seems to be reason…” Eman was caught saying….

The operation was finished. Eloi can now go home..The doctor just told Eman to take good care of his girlfriend. Eloi eyes widely opened , told the doctor,” I am not his girlfriend..” he just stepped on my foot. “ Any way the doctor told them..Eloi needs rest for 1 week, to let the toe completely healed, and the necessity of talking the medicines…

Then suddenly the Eman’s phone rang….It was his girlfriend apologizing. She was not able to come due to very personal reason she cant discuss on the phone.. she just instructed Eman to make a visit as soon as he can…

Eman brought Eloi home…apologized about the incident..Eloi was so kind telling him “ its okay.. nobody wants this” Eman asked..” are you alone living here” Eloi replied..” parents resides now at US” ..and she will soon be there…just finishing her personal things..Eman…” the way..I am Eman..Eman Lim ..and you are” ..
Eloi..Eloi Tiu..”replied Eloi…” Again my apology…” Eman told Eloi…” who will be with you now..” I am worried...nobody will be with you and your toe is still aching…Can I accompany you even just tonight only” Eman was sincere in offering self…. “ well thanks I need somebody really to help me” Eloi told him…

“Where s your kitchen, need to prepare something for us..” from Eman…” you know how to cook” from Eloi…”yes..though not an expert yet..but I assure can eat it..” Eman was saying…” just walk straight ahead..look what you can cook at the fridge.” From Eloi…

While waiting Eloi played her favorite music…This I promise you…Eman peep in…” wow, my favorite music..” can you pls increase the volume..i would like to hear…thanks”

They ate happily.. talked for few minutes then went to bed…

“ Good morning..hows your sleep” asked Eman while he prepares breakfast…”Wow..what a smell…Goodmorning too..good sleep I have…” Eloi replied..
“ will you not go to work today” I might be spoiling your day..” “ I have already called my secretary…will report tomorrow”..from Eman..” how about you? Eloi..” I will just call the US embassy to follow up my Visa..nothing so important today…Thank you so much.”

They just talked for the whole day..seems they enjoyed the day being together…

Eman to Eloi..” can I get your number pls…” I will miss you for’re such a wonderful woman..” Eloi to Eman…” sure…and again thank you so much…bye and godbless…take care too…”

Weeks had passed..Eloi was so busy processing her papers bound to USA..Eman preparing his wedding day…Seems they forgot each other…

Eman..oneday called Eloi..” hey..Eman here..just inviting you to my wedding on Sunday “ Eloi..”ohhh sorry I cant..that is my departure for US..anyway Goodluck and Godbless … see you again sometime if God will allow us..Bye”

Years have passed…

Eloi comes home to visit her aunt and for some needed vacation…” wow..look at the Philippines now..more beautiful…more established after 10 years…I will surely enjoy my vacation though just a few months” walking toward the carport where her aunt was waiting…” Blag…” OUCH…my sloopy I am…”I am sorry” from the voice that is so familiar to her…” Eman???” Eloi??? “ oh is you…Eman to Eloi…again what an accident” They stared each other..then they embraced tight…”How I missed you” Eman to Eloi…Eloi to Eman..” how s your am still single…she didn’t arrived on our wedding day..” God..why? what happened”
“I didn’t dare to ask her..I went to US…worked there ..then I just came visit my parents…” from Eman…and “ you” hows your family? Your husband..your kids”
Eloi.smiled..”I too don’t have.” Really? What a coincident…this is not an accident anymore…Can I make a visit today pls?same house location? Eman was saying…”yes…sure I will wait..”

It was the happiest day of their life…they got married then went back to US. They are so surprised that they are neighbors there..wish they have seen each other..but they have promised to be together forever for the rest of their lives…The same favorite song that played so much in their lives….
~By daisyv



Saturday, March 28, 2009

~60 Earth Hour~

Have you turned off the all you switches in your home?It's Earth Hour and all you have to do is switch off the electricity for one hour.By doing so,you are showing the awareness for all the people around you about the global warming problem.Well,most of the houses in my neighbourhood were still keeping all the lights on when it's 8.30pm and only several houses actually switched off the electricity of the house.Haha...So,i guess this 60 earth hour don't really affect much of people around my area.Lolz...I am going for a match now.See you guys later...Nights!!!Love you GIRLS!!!xD

It's about love~~~

Friday, March 27, 2009

Pain In heart...

I look outside, such a beautiful day everything seem so alive and happy and yet I felt sad.

It was almost a month since me and John broke up and I still couldn't get over him after all he was my first boyfriend. I hated him for breaking up with me and going after another girl but I still wasn't over him.

Whenever I see him in school all I want is to be with him, my heart beats so fast and everything seem to have come to a stop.

I still remember the first day we met it was a beautiful afternoon, it was lunch time and I was outside with couple of my friends when I realize a soccer ball had hit my feet so I turn around to see who's soccer ball it was and I saw the cutest guy coming towards me, his smile was beautiful, green eyes and sandy hair.

'Can you pass me the ball please?' He ask smiling at me, but I couldn't speak I just look at him and than kick the ball towards him.

'Thanks' He said and started to play again but I could see he was looking at me with the corner of his eyes.

After that day whenever I saw him I had butterflies in my stomach. The new semester started and I went in my english class and took a seat after a while I saw him coming inside the class and he took a seat beside me. I couldn't believe that he was going to be in same class as me and better yet he was sitting right beside me.

He said hi to me and soon we started to talk. We talk about random things, things that didn't even make sense but it felt good to just talk to him, I was falling in love with this guy and I didn't know what he thought about me.

'So i'll meet you at your house' He said and headed outside, we were partners for a project and since we couldn't complete it in school we decided to do it at home.

He came home at 6:00 I still remember what he was wearing, he looked so cute like always I just wanted to hug him but I couldn't.

'Let's start' I said as we sat on the table and started to cut pictures out. I don't know how or when but he lean over and start kissing me and I kissed him back it was so passionate I couldn't stop myself.

After our kiss he look's at me in the eye's and he say's he loves me. I couldn't believe what was going on I said I loved him too and we started to date.

When I dated him it was the most wonderful time I ever had every moment of it was so beautiful and full of excitement.

One day we were suppose to meet afterschool and I was waiting for him he came up to me and said that he want's to break up with me. When I heard this I just didn't know what to do, I didn't know where I went wrong or what I have done. He left me in front of the church I just stood there with tears running down my face. After our break up he soon started to date another girl.

After sometime my friend told me that he have broken up with me because he thought I was cheating on him. I couldn't believe what I was hearing I would never cheat on him but I didn't say anything to him.

Now it has been a month and I can still feel the pain inside me is so hard to just ignore him and walk down the hallway without looking.

Later I also found out that he was the one who have been cheating on me with another girl, I don't know if this is true but is just what I have heard from friends.

I hope we somehow talk so all the misunderstanding just go away and we could just be together again but I know this is not going to happen and I hope this pain just goes away.

~by Annie09


Thursday, March 26, 2009

Marriage Or Single?(Bilingual)

Wife: 'What are you doing?'
Husband : Nothing.
Wife : 'Nothing...? You've been reading our marriage certificate for an hour.'
Husband : 'I was looking for the expiry date.'
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Wife : 'Do you want dinner?'
妻: 要吃晚餐嗎?
Husband : 'Sure! What are my choices?'
夫: 當然!我可以選擇嗎?
Wife : 'Yes or no.'
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Wife: 'You always carry my photo in your wallet. Why?'
Hubby: 'When there is a problem, no matter how impossible, I look at your picture and the problem disappears.'
Wife: 'You see how miraculous and powerful I am for you!'
Hubby: 'Yes! I see your picture and ask myself what other problem can there be greater than this one?'
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Stress Reliever Girl: 'When we get married, I want to share all your worries, troubles and lighten your burden.'
Boy: 'It's very kind of you, darling, but I don't have any worries or troubles.'
Girl: 'Well that's because we aren't married yet.'
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Son: ' Mom, when I was on the bus with Dad this morning, he told me to give up my seat to a lady.'
Mom: 'Well, you have done the right thing.'
Son: 'But mom, I was sitting on daddy's lap.'
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A newly married man asked his wife, 'Would you have married me if my father hadn't left me a fortune?'
'Honey,' the woman replied sweetly, 'I'd have married you, N O MATTER WHO LEFT YOU A FORTUNE!'
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Girl to her boyfriend: One kiss and I'll be yours forever .
The guy replies: 'Thanks for the early warning.'
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A wife asked her husband: 'What do you like most in me, my pretty face or my sexy body?'
He looked at her from head to toe and replied: 'I like your sense of humor.'


This song is nice...

Wednesday, March 25, 2009

U Say All When U Say Nothing

You know even though he and I are oceans apart at times I get that warm-all-over feeling when we connect on the pc.Like last night we were online together he was doing research and couldn't talk that much,which I gave him some of that old Areatha Franklin song "R-E-S-P-E-C-T." I put myself in the backseat when it comes to his studying cause I want him to achieve in all he does.Even though we were online for well over an hour we didn't really converse that much but the warm feeling that came out of this was just knowing that he was there within reach of words.Oh what I wouldn't have given to have had him within reach of my fingertips.Sometimes just knowing and sensing that your soulmate is near whether in person or within range of only words the heart is at ease with content.All the time that we were on there he never said "I love you" till it was time for him to go and for once this didn't bother me like it had in the past,cause a few days before I read something that he had post on his page something to the affect that "you don't have to communicate all the time to show your love" I liked that for some reason it just felt right.It was like he was answering my question before I ever asked and I'm glad that he put that up.Cause in the past when I was feeling a little left out I would ask him about his love for me which after it was said seemed that I had my doubts.But he set me straight on that "don't ever doubt my love for you!" Oh don't get me wrong its great to hear those beautiful words "I LOVE YOU" but there's no need to say them 24/7 there's something sensual about knowing he loves you without voicing it all the time.A look,a touch,a kiss, an email,a call anything that shows you're on his mind and I know that I'm always in his heart.So sometimes when you say've said ever thing that they wanted and needed to hear.Love can talk to hearts without a word and get its message across.LOVE- what a wonderful thing!I'm so glad that our worlds turned in the same direction the night we met.I love you Amer with all my life cause without you in it, it would be awful lonely.
~By Bonnee


Wordless Love...

Guys!!!Read this!!!

Guys please do read this!!!
  • When a man steals your wife, there is no better revenge than to let him keep her.
  • After marriage, husband and wife become two sides of a coin; they just can't face each other, but still they stay together.
  • By all means marry. If you get a good wife, you'll be happy. If you get a bad one, you'll become a philosopher.
  • Woman inspires us to great things, and prevents us from achieving them.
  • The great question... which I have not been able to answer... is, 'What does a woman want?
  • I had some words with my wife, and she had some paragraphs with me.
  • 'Some people ask the secret of our long marriage.. We take time to go to a restaurant two times a week. A little candlelight, dinner, soft music and dancing. She goes Tuesdays, I go Fridays.'
  • 'There's a way of transferring funds that is even faster than electronic banking. It's called marriage.'
  • Two secrets to keep your marriage brimming 1. Whenever you're wrong, admit it, 2. Whenever you're right, shut up.
  • The most effective way to remember your wife's birthday is to forget it once....
  • You know what I did before I married? Anything I wanted to..
  • My wife and I were happy for twenty years. Then we met.
  • A good wife always forgives her husband when she's wrong.
  • A man inserted an 'ad' in the classifieds: 'Wife wanted'. Next day he received a hundred letters. They all said the same thing: 'You can have mine.'
  • First Guy (proudly): 'My wife's an angel!' Second Guy: 'You're lucky, mine's still alive.'


True enough for guys!!!

Monday, March 23, 2009

Somewhere Only We Know

After driving a long way we arrived to the harbor.

"Let me show you something" he said with a charming smile.

He blind folded me and took my hand. He guided me for a few minutes, til we stopped.

"Ok, now allow me to take it off"

When I opened my eyes we were standing in front of a boat, not a that fancy one though, but bigger than a few of the ones that were there. Let's just say it was a medium size.

"It was a gift from my godmom for my birthday, I didn't want to keep it, but to make her happy... and after a lot of talking, what the hell... I keep it. I hope you like it too" He said kinda nervous, like in an apology tone.

"Well, it's AWESOME" I said surprised, though part of me was noticing again we were from different worlds.

He took me aboard. Then he went to the cabin to put music on. Now that I think about it, the music was so loud that Im surprised no-one called the police for disturbance or something, though it was New Year, so I guess it's understandable.

In less than five minutes we were selling, though it was so dark, for a moment I was scared. He gave me something to drink: milk.

"Classy" I said after drinking my milk.

"It's non-fat" he said shrugging.

"You know, you can be soooooo cute at times" I said with a teasing smile while caressing one of his arms.

He looked at me like if it had bothered him that I had done that, he gently pulled away from me and stared to the dark water.

"You know, I've been thinking... sometimes people... to overcome difficulties... must do something that never thought they were capable of. Being strong is hard and it's everyday, I was told that so often. But sometimes it gets stronger than seems unbearable, starting from scratch is harder than I thought it'd be. Living it is even worse... yet sometimes I can feel gladness, there's the joy of work and accomplishments, but the best part is you, you are 80% of the gladness in my life. So I'm gonna take a leap of faith"

He jumped to the water after saying that.

"My goodness you are crazy!! It's freezing, Henry!!" I shouted at him.

"It's a leap of faith, darling!" He said laughing and splashing around.

He started singing along a song that was being played, he had put a playlist on, and that song was "Over You" by Chris Daughtry. He was particularly enthusiastic about it.

"Come back, Henry! You are worrying me, oh man! You are just so crazy!" I shouted again.

"Have a leap of faith on me!" he said hysterically crazy.

I rolled my eyes and threw myself to the water too. His face was full of surprised.

"Are you crazy?!" he shouted at me.

"Ju-ju-just li-li-like you-you!" I said already trembling.

After recovering from his surprise, he smiled at me. Then he took me by my hip and pulled us both out of the water, back to his boat, ok, more like his ship. I noticed his lips were almost purple, I was just trembling, but he was strong enough to take both of our clothes and drag me to the shower.

"It's tiny, but I think we'll both fit it, I need to get you warm. What were you thinking? You are competing in 2 weeks, you can't go there just sick!"

He turned the warm water on. He was holding me the whole time.

"I need to get you warm fast" He said while we were already showering with hot water.

I was feeling a lot better when he lifted my chin to look at his face. I still remember how lovely his eyes were. Those blue eyes, I could live and die for those blue eyes.

"I think I need to warm you up faster..."

"You'll burn our skin if you put it all full... you should know that..." I said complaining, but he shut me up with a wild kiss.

"I wasn't implying more hot water" he said with a sexy voice.

He started placing his hands all over me, kissed me wildly everywhere, bite me and made love to me like he needed to possess me desperately. He wasn't gentle, he was harsh, almost brutal. I didn't mind any of that at all, I enjoyed every second of it, and I tried to be as fierce as he was. Our passion was having a hard time to get consumed, soon enough we were in bed. It was a long night, it was a good way to start the new year.

Next morning, when I woke up he was staring at me, and we cuddled til he decided it was time to make my breakfast. I sighed as I watched him fix me some big breakfast. 2007 had started in a very great way. I was so happy. I loved him and he was trying harder to make his new life work, and the best part of everything was that I was part of that new life of his. I giggled.

2007 started great, I had thought it'd be the best year ever, in some way it was, but that was the calm before the storm, a storm we'd see that same year, a few months later this took place. New Year is always great, a new beginning, but the important part of a year is how much you struggle til you arrive to another new year to begin with again, and last but not least, if you are strong enough to be willing to keep on living.
~By KC17


Live is awesome~~~

Sunday, March 22, 2009

Unsure love to sure love

I am once again addicted to love stories and i've found out a nice storeeeeeeeeeeee...Enjoy!!!
Well, when I was a 13 years girl who just stepped the teen age fall in love with one guy named Alex, who was 2 years older than me. I don't know when and where I fall for him. He was also studying in same school where I used to study. Actually he was the popular guy of our school and of our city.
Everybody loves him and teachers used to admire him. In Actual he was sort of celebrity because he used to act in the Tele movie. Which was great hit and he was playing the leading role in that. He was good at acting, well at studies, well in sports and he was well mannered. Well he is good in playing Basketball and the captain of the team of our school. Actually our school had won many games of basketball and it’s because of him and his team player. He was all rounder and he was the coolest guy of our school and state as well.

At first I used to talk about him a lot and one day I just met him in the school bus. Actually he usually didn’t go by bus but he was coincidentally in the bus. So there I met him there for the first time. At that time he was already in the school bus and me and my pal Michelle we were entering the school bus there was other notorious and bully boys. Among them one of the boy just kept the leg in front of my way and I didn’t see it and I was about to fall suddenly Alex caught me in his warm arms and I was clanged in his arms for a moment. At that time I introduce me and my friend and thanked him. I was very at that moment and felt like an angel.

After then we just stare each other in the school. But we never ever talked and shared our feelings with each other because I used to feel uneasy and used to scare to talk with him. He always used to stare me in every break time and when we coincidently met each other but he didn't used to utter a word. I loved him from inside but couldn't show him and share him. finally when he passed his grade-10 and had a last day on school which was farewell day, I farewell him without uttering a word because I wasn't sure that he love me or not and I was scared to propose him if his answer will be 'no' .so, Neither I told him something nor he told me something for his high school and we never met thereafter and only his memory was left behind.

After that we began to see each other coincidently sometime like I used to see him coincidentally once in long interval of time because he was still inside the city. He was still in the state and hasn’t moved to the city and I was so shocked by that and was curious to know the reason why he didn’t move to city?

But one day when I passed my school then I got some time and I was going for the violin class and was in the way to return back home. I saw him with his Pal in his splendid car. I was aw. At that time he was not only a Tele movie star but also a film star.

After that time, I saw him everyday when I was returning back home. As I told it that he used to stare me. Throughout this time he was staring me and one day I was with my Pal and busy talking ,returning from violin class I was on the way to my home there he came in his car and came out of the car, yanked me, told "I love u" and kissed me. At that time my whole body was freezing. I was so confused what to say or what to do. I was motionless at that time and then he wrote something on my hand. While he finished writing he told me again "if you love me too then you'll call me tonight". He told this much and he went away. As he was going away from me some people and chic recognize him and was screaming and following him to take autograph of him. But I was there only staring him.

My Pal Michelle who was with me was also shocked for a moment and after a while she started to mock me. When I reached at home I was totally perplexed what to do. That was past and after that moment when he's last day of school was on, I stopped to think about him and here I had already one Boyfriend Steve. I think a lot and recalled my past moments and came to conclusion that he is my first love so I should give a chance to it.

Then I phoned him and talked with him. From that I came to know that he wanted me to be first to propose him and start this relation but I was unaware about it and when he saw me on the way he could not stop himself and he exposed it. So, after that I was feeling great but another problem stood there and that is about my boyfriend. I thought for a moment and came in conclusion that I should give up that relationship with my boyfriend. I phoned him and told all things that happened to me. He also loved me very much. At first he wasn’t ready to leave me but he understood a bit later that I love someone and I could be happy with someone. At that time I was little bit sad because I broke someone’s heart to mend my heart but I promised him that you’ll be my true friend for ever and I’ll be helping you and shall not forget whole my life.

Well then one day again Alex phoned me and said that I needed to meet you.
We choose the Best Restaurant of our state for the Dating and I was so excited that for the first time I am going date with coolest and was also famous actor Alex. The night when he phoned me I was happy and I choose a best cloth that suits me and bought it from the mall and be almost ready to go for the dating.

Next day I began to be ready for tonight dating. The time came to go for dating and I went to the place where we decided yesterday to go. As I reached restaurant and went inside I didn’t see a single person except him.
He booked the whole restaurant only for me, I thought. As he saw me he hastily came to me to welcome me. We really had a great time there. We had a delicious food and talk as well. I really enjoyed that night. It was the biggest and memorable day of my life.

From that day we were lovers and our relationship bond was very strong as well.

Here I am now stepping in 30 and we still love each other very much and we are planning to marry in next six months.
~by Mira Rai


Some relationship don't really end well...

Saturday, March 21, 2009

We Weren't meant to be...

5 years ago, when I was 15, a new girl came to our school. Everyone was talking about how pretty she was, how her smile looked so adorable, and she soon became the girl every guy in the school wanted to hold. I didn't know what all the fuss was about, cause to me, she was just another ordinary girl and nothing special. Maybe it was because I was blinded by a girl who didn't love me back.

A year quickly flew by, and my feelings for the girl I once loved faded slowly. Soon, I opened up my heart to others, and the girl I saw nothing special of, captured my heart the moment our eyes met. I could remember it so clearly that very moment, she was sitting behind me during Chemistry class, I turned around and caught a glimpse of her eyes, and she saw mine. My heart skipped a beat and I didn't dare to turn back again.

I knew then, that she had a boyfriend who she has been together with for quite awhile, which was why I didn't make any move for 3 months. That 3 months, all I would do was tease her, make fun of her, and do stupid things in front of her. She hated me, and the things I did. I felt stupid, but I couldn't show that I liked her. I remembered my friends would always ask me, "Do you have any confidence in winning her heart?", and I would just look on the floor and shake my head, because I know I have nothing, only a heart that wants to love someone and pamper them for as long as they would like me to.

March 28th arrived, and it was her birthday. I decided to finally let her know that I had feelings for her. And with that, I saved up $60USD and bought a Crystal Phone Key chain for her from Swarovski, a Winnie the Pooh and wrote her a letter. I plucked every ounce of courage I had inside of me, and gave her this present.

We started to talk more after her birthday, and it really pleased my heart to see that she didn't mind what I have said in the letter. I didn't mind not being her boyfriend or anything then. I was happy just knowing that she was willing to be a friend.

1 month passed since her birthday, and she said to be that she had broken up with her boyfriend. I felt so upset at that moment, I felt so sorry. I became the person who tore up a beautiful relationship of 2 1/2 years, and I don't even know if I could love her like her boyfriend does, but I know then that even if I couldn't, I have to love her with everything I got.

Another month passed, and we finally got together. That very moment when she said yes, my life seemed to have found colors in the dullest corners. There isn't any word that could describe how I felt, because that was the moment when I felt true love, that was the moment I know my life has been blessed by an angel.

We soon became the sweetest couple in school. Everyone knew about us, everyone was envious about us. Guys were envious about me cause I had just won the heart of the most beautiful girl in school. Girls were envious of her cause...I don't know, I don't have anything for anyone to be envious about, but they were just envious of her. We were like glue, nothing could separate us.

But all these envy soon disappeared...

After we graduated from school in 2004, our distance grew. We couldn't meet much because her parents were very strict, in fact, too strict. She could only go out on Saturdays, and not all Saturdays were dedicated to me. She started to work cause her family's income was low, and that meant that her weekdays are gone too. Sometimes, we would meet once a week, or once in 2 weeks. Sometimes once a month. She simply didn't had time for me. It was work, work, and just work.

I don't really expect much from the one I love. In fact, I'm happy just hearing that 3 words from them. I don't need to meet everyday, or once a week, or once a month. I can live without seeing them for months, just as long as she would say she loves me, but sometimes it's so hard for her to say those words.

I would write poems about how I feel, but I never showed it to her. I only showed her the happy ones that I wrote, because I didn't want her to know I was feeling sad. I was afraid that she would leave me for that reason. I remember a poem had a sentence that said, "but can't you just take a minute off your time and tell me you miss me?". Those were true feelings of how I felt then. That was how much I missed her.

Yeah, it was crazy. From seeing her everyday in school, holding hands all the time, wherever we go, to not getting to see her at all for weeks, it was painful.

2005 passed quickly, and we didn't do much. We couldn't do much. All my friends in school kept telling me to give up, to look for someone better, but I told them, "No. I love her, and I'm not letting her go.", and everyone would just say I'm stupid.

2006 went by pretty much the same way...except this year was the year we finally broke up. I knew it was coming some day, but I still held on, hoping my love could change her thoughts, but no.

My friends always wonder, why did I hold on for 2 years after we had graduated in 2004. Why? Even when she couldn't spend any time with me. I asked myself the same question sometimes too, and I found the answer.

"Love isn't about the time we spend together. Love is about the feelings we build together."

There were still times when I wish she could spend more time with me though. Sometimes I wish I could buy her time, like, ask her how much she earns a month, and give her that amount, if not, more, just so she could spend a month with me.

I remembered how I got through 2 years without meeting her often, or hearing her voice. I told myself, "Hold on, tomorrow will be a better day. If you're with her tomorrow, it means the day when she finally gets her freedom is one day closer. Just keep holding on.", but that day never came..cause now she's in love with another guy.
~by ambience88

Note:A sweet story that doesn't end well...


Love hurts when you leave it alone~~~

Friday, March 20, 2009


One day Rabbit was taking a walk through the jungle and ran into Elephant, who was making a fine meal of the treetops. "Hello, brother," said Rabbit. "Fine day, isn't it?" Elephant paused to look down at the tiny little creature at his feet and snorted. "Leave me be, Rabbit. I don't have the time to waste on someone so small."
Rabbit was shocked to be talked to in such a manner. He wasn't sure what to do so he left quietly to go and think about what had happened. As he walked along, he spied mighty Whale far out to sea and decided to ask her what she thought about Elephant's rudeness. He cupped his tiny paws and yelled as loud as he could, "Whaaaaale!! Come heeeeere!!"

Whale swam over to see who was calling her and looked about. After a few minutes she spied tiny little Rabbit jumping up and down on a cliff. "Rabbit," Whale said impatiently, "Did you just call me over here?" "Of course," said Rabbit. "Just who do you think you are? You are far too small and weak to have anything to say to me." And at that she turned, flipped her huge tail, and set off back into the deep ocean. But just then Rabbit had an idea.

He called out to her one more time, "Whale! You think that I am weak, but in fact, I am stronger than you! You wouldn't be so quick to ignore me if I beat you at Tug-of-War." Whale looked at him for a moment before falling into a fit of laughter. "Very well little one," said Whale. "Go get a rope and we will see who is stronger."

Rabbit ran off to gather up the strongest and thickest vine he could. When he found it, he went to Elephant and said to the giant animal, "Elephant, you had no cause to treat me with such discourtesy this afternoon. I shall have to prove to you that we are equals. Elephant looked down between chews and chuckled. "And how will you do that, small one?" Rabbit stood up as high as he could, looked Elephant right in the eye and said, "By beating you at a game of Tug-of-War." Elephant laughed so hard he nearly choked on his leaves, but agreed to humor the tiny animal. He tied the vine around his huge, hefty waist, snickering the whole time.

Rabbit took the other end and started off into the jungle. He called back to Elephant, "Wait until I say 'pull' and then pull with all of your might." Rabbit took the other end of the rope to Whale and said, "Tie this to your tail and when I say `pull' you swim with all of your might." Whale tied the vine to her tail, all the while smirking at Rabbit's foolishness.

"I will now go and tie the other end to my own waist," said Rabbit, and hopped off into the jungle. Rabbit hid in the bushes and then called out, at the top of his lungs, "PULL!!" Elephant started to walk away with a smile on his face, but the smile soon turned to a look of surprise when the vine stopped following him. "My goodness," he said to himself, "Rabbit is much stronger than I expected!" The look of surprise soon became a frown as Elephant pulled harder and harder, unable to make the tough vine budge any further.

Meanwhile, Whale began to swim away from the shore, but almost lost her breath when the vine pulled tight and refused to come with her. She pulled harder and harder, but she could not pull it any further. "That little Rabbit could not possibly be stronger than me," she said in outrage. Soon the vine could take no more strain and, with an ear-splitting sound, snapped into two pieces.

When this happened, poor Elephant went sailing through the jungle and tumbled head over heels down a steep valley. The end that was tied to Whale caught up to her suddenly and she went sailing through the ocean and smashed into a very scratchy and very uncomfortable coral reef.

Rabbit left without a word and never mentioned the matter again. Elephant and Whale were completely confused and never did figure out how such a tiny creature as Rabbit could have beaten the largest of the animals. And to this day, they are very careful to greet little Rabbit with great respect whenever they meet.

~Adapted from

What's you can get from reading the story?


Tell me what to do before it's too late...

The Thingy

God was just about done creating humans,but he had two parts left over.
He couldn't decide how to split them between Adam and Eve so he thought he might just as well ask them.
He told them one of the things he had left was a thing that would allow the owner to pee while standing up.
"It's a very handy thing,"God told them,"and i was wondering if either one of you had a preference for it."
Well,Adam jumped up and down and begged,"Oh,please give that to me!!!I'd love to be able to do that!It seems like just the sort of thing a man should have.Please!Pleeease!Give it to me!"On and on he went like an excited little boy.
Eve just smiled and told God that if Adam really wanted it so badly,he could have it.So God gave Adam the thing that allowed him to pee standing up.
Adam was so excited he just started whizzing all over the place-first on the side of a rock,then he wrote his name in the sand,and then he tried to see if he could hit a stump ten feet away-laughing with delight all the while.
God and Eve watched him with amusement and then God said to Eve,"Well,I guess you're kind of stuck with the last thing i have left."
"What's it called?"asked Eve.
"Brains!!!"said God.


I am not afraid to walk alone~~~

Wednesday, March 18, 2009

Job Application-Funny version

This is an actual job application a 17 year old boy submitted at a McDonald's fast-food establishment in Florida... and they hired him because he was so honest and funny!

NAME: Gimmy Fart

SEX: Not yet. Still waiting for the right person.

DESIRED POSITION: Company's President or Vice President. But seriously, whatever's available. If I was in a position to be picky, I wouldn't be applying here in the first place.

DESIRED SALARY: $185,000 a year plus stock options and a Michael Ovitz style severance package. If that's not possible, make an offer and we can haggle.


LAST POSITION HELD: Target for middle management hostility.

SALARY: Less than I'm worth.

MOST NOTABLE ACHIEVEMENT: My incredible collection of stolen pens and post-it notes.



PREFERRED HOURS: 1:30-3:30 p.m., Monday, Tuesday, and Thursday.

DO YOU HAVE ANY SPECIAL SKILLS?: Yes, but they're better suited to a more intimate environment.

MAY WE CONTACT YOUR CURRENT EMPLOYER?: If I had one, would I be here?


DO YOU HAVE A CAR?: I think the more appropriate question here would be "Do you have a car that runs?"

HAVE YOU RECEIVED ANY SPECIAL AWARDS OR RECOGNITION?: I may already be a winner of the Publishers Clearing house Sweepstakes.

DO YOU SMOKE?: On the job no, on my breaks yes.

WHAT WOULD YOU LIKE TO BE DOING IN FIVE YEARS?: Living in the Bahamas with a fabulously wealthy dumb sexy blonde super model who thinks I'm the greatest thing since sliced bread. Actually, I'd like to be doing that now.




Pray for my life~~~

Tuesday, March 17, 2009

Prof.Of Love

A friend seek for my help today because she has had some problem with her boyfriend and coincidently that guy is my friend.Ahaha...After negotiating with both parties for a period of time,i think both of them are now okay and should be flirting around right at this moment.Lolz...See?Love is so troublesome!!!Confident is what they can't provide for their partner.Curiosity and jealousy might destroy a relationship if it happens to be occured among two people who are deeply in love with each another.Sometimes something can be seen clearer if you are the third party.Hence,advices from third party are usually accepted by those who are involved in the argument and so on.What we can do is try to discover the real personality of someone before we decided to be in relationship with someone.Once you are in it,you have no rights to say the word REGRET.Try to believe in your decision and then work it out firmly or even better.Remember that when love is right,nothing is wrong.That's why we called love is blind.No why and how...Perfunctoriness is not allowed when treating a relationship.

Girls like sweet talkers???

Monday, March 16, 2009

Final Decision...

I think i'll just go for Mechanical Engineering.Ahaha...Finally the final decision of mine after wasting almost 3 months considering which course to go to.So far i heard that 4 of my friends are doing the same course as mine.Do you know what's in my mind?Let's open a firm together.Wakakaka...That will be the story after 4 years start from now...Hehe...All the best for those who are studying now!!!

I love my lifeeeeeeeeee...Haha...

Sunday, March 15, 2009


I open my eyes in the morning

I can't trace your shoulder anymore

Smell is the only thing that remain

I'm looking at the message without full stop

I'm no longer understand what your heart is thinking

I've tried to make myself better without you

Looking at the sky but my tears keep rolling down from my face

I will never forget

Those days that we spent together last time

Those sweet smiles that you gave me

Now i can only recall all the sweet moment from the photos

Your recede figure is getting further and further

Until i can't see it anymore

My eyes is filled with tears

My emotion is now a mess

You are the only one in my mind

I keep recalling that moment

Still waiting for you

Love can't last forever

My hands can't hold the past

It seems so far away

I've even used my life to get you back

But you can't see it

All the promises that you once gave me

Were just to perfunctory me

Those sweet memories

Are like illusions

In the midnight

The scenes are repeating


The scenes keep repeating with no ending


Since i have no one to comfort me

Feel like resting

Feel like changing

Just to forget everything

My thoughts are all messed up

You are the only one in my mind

I keep recalling that moment

Still waiting for you

Love can't last forever

My hands can't hold the past

So far away

I've even used my life to get you back

But yo can't feel it

Baby,Come back to me

I am still here

But you are getting further and further away from me

In real life

Love just can't last forever...


Forget is what i can do right at this moment~~~


Just back from outside after spending whole night chit-chating with my friends.While we were together,we could simply chat on anything.We are truly who we are.No pretending,no secret among all of us.I enjoy and appreciate every moment when we are together.You guys really know me well and in front of you all,i'm like a naked guy that exposed everything to all of you.The only difference among you guys and the other friends is you guys will never fool me around.Nowadays,most of the people are living with a mask and behind every mask,there's a goal.They used to trick people up in order to achieve their goal.I'm really tired with that.It's never gonna end.Human used to think for themselves first before thinking for others.Selfish is the word that used to describe all these kind of people since last time.Disappointed about the truth of human being...Guys go for pretty girls and Girls go after nice looking guys.I'm wondering why...Try to reveal the truth of yourself before it's too late to do so...What you want?What you need?What will you get?What you need to sacrifice?Worth it?

Just remember this: No pay,No gain!!!

Friday, March 13, 2009


I first thought of me and you
I wished that you did too,

I smiled, just thinkin of you
I wished that you did too,

I never went up to you to say i do
I loved you and I thought you knew,

I was told, maybe I should just forget about you
I tried, tried to find another you,

I attempted to move on, just had to
I failed willfully, made childish mistakes too,

I still wanted to stand by you, so I befriended you
I thought things would change, would be all new,

I was wrong again, but this time even hurt too
I was apprised, but not surprised, that now you are in love too,
I just wish, you love him the way I love you

I know my love for you seems so undue
But don't ever say it ain't true.


Uncle John again~~

~The One~

The one who made me all I was meant to be
The one who saw more in me than I could ever see

The one who gave me wings to fly, courage to fight the sky
The one who took my tears, gave me smiles and never let me cry

The one who walked with me, when I was alone in a crowd
The one who whispered to me, when silence seemed loud

The one who helped me rise higher, every time they pulled me down to the ground
The one who made me do it right each time around

The one I love more than I ever would
The one I trust more than I ever could

You are the one and will always be...


Just don't do something wrong...

Wednesday, March 11, 2009


I am now at Uncle John cafe discussing with my friend about where to further our study.So,i am not really that free to update my blog.So just make it easy and special...=) No pictures and no music video for this post.Pray for me...Hehe...

Hard decision...

Tuesday, March 10, 2009


Loved the stranger she was once
Loved that cute little smile of hers,
Loved the day we first met,

Loved those beautiful angelic eyes
Loved that childish innocence she had,

Loved talking to her, inventing a million excuses
Loved to watch her smile or just pass by,
Loved the "smell n stare" she once gave me,

Love these reminiscences which shall never fade
Love the little friendship we still share,

Love the message she scribbled for me
Love the smiles she still brings on me,
Love the tears which I used to fear

Loved her with all my heart
Had I had a million hearts,
Would give her all without no fears,
As long as this love so pure my soul bears.


Feeling is something that can't hide...

Monday, March 9, 2009

~World's Easiest Quiz~

1) How long did the Hundred Years' War last? 166years
2) Which country makes Panama hats? Ecuador
3) From which animal do we get cat gut? Sheep and Horses
4) In which month do Russians celebrate the October Revolution? November
5) What is a camel's hair brush made of? Squirrel fur
6) The Canary Islands in the Pacific are named after what animal? Dogs
7) What was King George VI's first name? Albert
8) What color is a purple finch? Crimson
9) Where are Chinese gooseberries from?
New Zealand
10) What is the color of the black box in a commercial airplane? Orange

Just simply press Ctrl+a to check for the answers after you have had all the answers in your heart


Addicted to Tiffany Jo Allen~~~

Sunday, March 8, 2009

~My Feeling~

As we walk that pretty aisle...
I promise, I will never let go, that beautiful smile...

There will be times good and at times bad too...
But I am going to be there for you...
No matter what life puts us through...
There is nothing that I wouldn't do...
Forever and ever, I would stand by you...

As we walk that pretty aisle...
I promise, I will never let go, that beautiful smile...

Through the years, as we walk by...
I would leave no stone unturned and try...
To ward off things, that could ever make you cry...

For all those moments of bliss...
I would make sure, we are together and never miss

I don't know who you are or who you'll be...
But I will be me, thats all I see...


How's my new layout???Hahaz...

Saturday, March 7, 2009

~M'sia and S'pore English~

Music Speaks

This is hilarious...Even an Englishman could not construct sentences using numerics, which is exclusive only to Malaysians and Singaporeans.

Ah Lek was asked to make a sentence using 1, 2, 3, 4, 5, 6, 7, 8, 9,10. Not only did he do it 1 to 10, he did it again from 10 back to 1. This is what he came up with:

1 day I go 2 climb a 3 outside a house to peep. But the couple saw me, so I panic and 4 down. The man rushed out and wanted to 5 with me. I ran until I fell 6 and threw up. So I go into 7-eleven and grabbed some 8 to throw at him. Then I took a 9 and try to stab at him. 10 God he run. 10 I put the 9 back and pay for the 8 and left 7-eleven. Next day I called my boss and told him I was 6. He said 5 , tomorrow also no need to come back 4 work. He also asked me to go climb a 3 and jump down! I don't understand. I am so nice 2 him but I don't know what he 1.


Beyond the will~~~