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Tuesday, June 30, 2009

Kiss In The Box

The story goes that some time ago, a man punished his 3-year-old daughter for wasting a roll of gold wrapping paper. Money was tight and he became infuriated when the child tried to decorate a box to put under the Christmas tree.

Nevertheless, the little girl brought the gift to her father the next morning and said, "This is for you, Daddy. He was embarrassed by his earlier overreaction, but his anger flared again when he found the box was empty. He yelled at her, "Don't you know that when you give someone a present, there's supposed to be something inside it?"

The little girl looked up at him with tears in her eyes and said, "Oh, Daddy, it is not empty. I blew kisses into the box. All for you, Daddy." The father was crushed. He put his arms around his little girl, and he begged for her forgiveness.

It is told that the man kept that gold box by his bed for years and whenever he was discouraged, he would take out an imaginary kiss and remember the love of the child who had put it there.

In a very real sense, each of us as humans have been given a gold container filled with unconditional love and kisses from our children, friends, family or God. There is no more precious possession anyone could hold.


Let's have some fun girls!!!

Monday, June 29, 2009

Rich Kid's Essay(Mandarin)


相當的不方便;我偶爾也會出去逛街,爸媽怕我被綁架,隨身有20多個保鑣保護著,大家 看到我都嚇跑了,所以我從小就開始被排斥........


爸在我房間放了一台小綿羊機車,好讓我能在10分鐘以內,衝出1000坪的房間,穿越 5
現 在想起來,爸爸真是個善良的人


媽媽也常常告訴我,我們家生活非常困苦~~要我學著吃苦 ~~ 所以我從小養成了刻苦耐勞精神,我將來的志願,是要找200隻會吃錢的怪物,好把家裡的錢都吃光,為那些可憐的小偷報仇!


Stop crossing over my mind!!!

Sunday, June 28, 2009

Another Malaysian's Just For Fun!

What do foreign investors face when they come to Malaysia? How do they overcome the government bureaucracy and the many rules imposed on foreign investors? Imagine this typical scene in a government department when a movie producer tries to get approval to shoot a documentary in Malaysia.

Excuse me, but I’m wondering if you could help me.

Tengok itu. (The officer points to a sign on the wall that says: GUNAKAN BAHASA MALAYSIA).

I’m sorry. I don’t understand.

Mesti guna Bahasa Malaysia.

I’m sorry, but I’m an American. I don’t understand the local language.

Must use Bahasa Malaysia. Not American language. I cannot speak American.

But we don’t have an American language. We speak English.

Oh. Why don’t you get your Bumiputera partner to come if you cannot speak Bahasa Malaysia?

I don’t have a Bumiputera partner.

How can? All foreign companies that do business in Malaysia must have Bumiputera partner.

But we are not doing business in Malaysia. We do business in America. I am here to find out how to get a permit to shoot a documentary in Malaysia. We are a movie company.

Oh. You want to make a movie in Malaysia. Very good. Malaysia has plenty of history and culture. Good place to make a movie. You must show the Twin Towers and the Penang Bridge and the Iskandar Development Region in your movie.

No, it is not that kind of documentary. We are making a documentary about the murder of Altantuya Shaariibuu.

Aiyah! Cannot mention that name. That name banned.


Yes. Government ban anyone mentioning the name Altantuya.

Oh. Then how do we address that?

I don’t know her address. Maybe you ask the Mongolian Embassy.

No, I don’t mean her address. How do we solve the problem of her name?

Altantuya Shaariibuu can’t be used. But you can use Aminah Abdullah. That name not banned by government.

Okay then. I want to make a documentary about the brutal murder of Aminah Abdullah.

That one okay. Government can approve. But you must also show the Twin Towers and the Penang Bridge and the Iskandar Development Region in your movie.

But those have nothing to do with the documentary. The documentary is about the murder of Altan…..

Ah, ah, ah….

Sorry, I mean Aminah Abdullah.

Why you can’t also show the Twin Towers and the Penang Bridge and the Iskandar Development Region in your movie?

Okay, maybe I can show some clips of the Twin Towers and the Penang Bridge and the Iskandar Development Region in the documentary.

Good. But must show the Twin Towers in Kuala Lumpur okay? Cannot show in Melaka like that Sean Connery movie, Entrapment. Our PM was very angry. He said the foreigners distort the truth.

Okay. The Twin Towers will be shown in KL.

And also the Penang Bridge and the Iskandar Development Region.

Okay, I will also show the Penang Bridge and the Iskandar Development Region in KL.

No, the Penang Bridge is in Penang and the Iskandar Development Region is in Johor.

Okay, I will take note of that.

And what about the songs?


Yes, must show some local songs.

But this is a documentary about the murder of Al…….

Ah, ah, ah.

……Aminah Abdullah.

But can still show some local songs even if the story is about a murder. You must show Siti Nurhaliza singing. At least two songs.

Okay, we shall show City what’s her name….

Siti Nurhaliza.

……City Nurlaziha singing……


Nurhaliza singing two songs.

Good, good. And what about Umno history?

Umno history?

Yes, must show Umno history and how Umno fought for Merdeka from the British.

But what’s that got to do with the murder?

You must show Umno history and how Umno fought for Merdeka. If not government can’t approve.

Okay, I shall show the Umno history and how Umno fought for….fought for….


….Merdeka from the British.

Good. And don’t forget to also include the new PM’s speech.

New PM’s speech?

Yes, Najib Tun Razak.

What has his speech got to do with the movie?

Must show. Must show new PM declare he never met that Mongolian woman.

You mean Aminah Abdullah?

No, PM just said he never met that Mongolian woman. He never mention any name. Must show that speech in the movie.

Okay, we will show that as well. Do I take it if I agree to all those terms I can get permission from the Malaysian government to shoot the documentary in Malaysia?

You got Bumiputera partner?


Must have Bumiputera partner. See list here. You must choose one Bumiputera partner from this list.

Okay, I will choose a Bumiputera partner from this list.

And must give 70% contract to local Bumiputera companies.

I don’t understand. What contracts?

70% of your work must be done by Bumiputera companies.

But we don’t need local participation. We shall be bringing our entire crew from the States.

But make sure not from Pakatan states. That one government can’t approve.

Pakatan states?

Yes. Penang, Selangor, Kedah and Kelantan.

No, I mean our entire crew will be brought in from the United States of America.

Cannot. Must have 70% local. Only 30% from America.

Okay, I will try to squeeze that requirement in.

And which state you want Datuk? Excuse me. I don’t get that.

You make movie about Malaysia you can get Datuk. Which state you want? Can choose.

Oh, I don’t think I’m interested in Datuk, whatever that is.

Aiyah, people pay RM250,000 for Datuk. Why you don’t want? You make movie on Malaysia can get Datuk free. No need pay RM250,000.

Okay, throw in the Datuk for free then.

Okay, we will arrange Melaka Datuk for you. Where you shoot the movie?

In Selangor.

Aiyah, Selangor cannot. That is Pakatan state. Choose another state.

But the murder happened in Selangor so we need to shoot the documentary where the murder happened.

Selangor cannot. If Pakatan state, government cannot approve. You shoot in Melaka. Melaka very historical.

Okay, okay, we’ll go along with what you want. Is there anything else I need to know?

When you launch movie the First Lady must be invited.

The Queen?

No, not Queen. Rosmah Mansor.

Will she come to the premier?

Of course. If Shahrukh Khan go, she will go.

But Shahrukh Khan is not in the documentary.

Why not? He is very popular in Malaysia and First Lady like him. He also got Melaka Datuk like you. Must show him in movie.

Look, can I come back to you on that? We shall have to decide whether we still want to shoot this documentary in Malaysia.

No problem. When you already decide you come again to see me. We welcome all movie companies to Malaysia and will extend our cooperation and help you. Foreigners always welcome in Malaysia.


I am obsessed with her!!!


I would never have a combo of activities in a day anymoreeeeee...It's almost 5 in the morning now and yet i am still awake awaiting for my hair to get dry.Was in Pavilion since 11am until 9.30pm++ due to the Weekend Movie Maniac Disease.Haha...I've watched 2 movies in GSC today and one of them its Transformer 2!!!She is right,the movie was so awwwwwwwwwwwwesome!!!=D Was thinking of having a second round for it.Lolz...The other movie was The Last House On the Left in which it's pretty VIOLENT!!!After the movies,we decided to go MOS!!!Well,it might because of swine flu,Euphoria was pretty empty today with total amount of people less than 100.Hmm...Just abnormal right?Then,we made our moves to Coco Banana and Barcelona,these 2 clubs were packed with people!!!OMFGWTFBBQSAUCE,what happened to MOS?By the way,she didn't turn out in Euphoria today and i was a bit disappointed on that.Yeah,may be we are just normal friends.As in much more normal than normal friends or in another words of saying that we are mainly a stranger for each other where a name is assigned for the stranger.Alright then,just assumed that my phone was not working for the whole day and i've failed to send the sms to her.At least it makes me feels better.=)


I'm just too into you...

Friday, June 26, 2009

Underwear Dust!!!

One evening a Husband, thinking he was being funny, said to his wife,
'Perhaps we should start washing your clothes in 'Slim Fast'.
Maybe it would take a few inches off of your butt!'

His wife was not amused, and decided that she simply
Couldn't let such a comment go unrewarded.
The next morning the husband took a pair of underwear out of his drawer.
'What the Hell is this?' he said to himself as a little 'dust' cloud appeared when he shook them out.

'Darling, he hollered into the bathroom,
'Why did you put Talcum Powder in my underwear?'

She replied with a snicker. 'It's not talcum powder; it's 'Miracle Grow'!!!!! !



Thursday, June 25, 2009

Ironic Love?

This is where we will start the story off, where they meet. Eighth grade year, it’s basketball season for the guys, and apparently the year for more managers. Unfortunately this geek is to shy and geeky to make a move on any girl. Any way, we will call him Bob.
Bob is a pretty decent looking guy living on a farm, but he doesn’t belong in the country because of all the gaming and downloading and 4.0 GPA. When basketball season started he noticed this one manager who really caught his attention, we’ll call her Ally. She is a beautiful, funny girl who will listen to anyone as long as she's not mad at you.
All season long Bob would just glance at Ally every second he had, but no one really noticed because they were busy. Bob spent countless nights wondering how to get her attention." I can't come up with any thing," he thought to himself. Finally, after the second to last game of the season, Bob asked Ally for her number. Ally replied, "Why would I give you my number?" Both of them were puzzled, Bob embaraced and who knows what Ally was thinking.
All of a sudden, Ally's friend asks for Bob's phone and he replied with sure. Like little girls than ran into the women's room. "Just great" Bob thought to himself. Ten minutes later they come out with smirks on their faces.
High School! The most boring place to be, but Bob felt like it was a haven. Friends, intelligence, no family to get on your back and most of all, Ally. Since there were two middle schools, he got to see and meet new people and to see Ally. Bob had obtained Ally's number somehow but he never really called or texted her.
A lot of depretion went on during Bob's freshman year and it was always about how lonely he was. After a while he started to relize that he had more friends than what he thought and that his parents needed to let him hang out with his friends more often. The end of the school year was getting closer and Bob finally got the guts and the skills to start texting Ally.
The end of the school year came and Bob was feeling confident that Ally liked him. Every message chain had 'lol' or 'haha' and ended with sweet goodbyes, she even admitting some secrets that made the two alike. Only thing was, Ally had a boyfriend who woluld go to college right after his birthday. But when Bob is gone on a trip in South Dakota he relized while he was typing a love story, that what happened at McDonalds in eigth grade was what gave away Ally's attraction to him.


Tonight is going to be a good night...

Wednesday, June 24, 2009


Yeah!!!Finally my last lab report is done!!!Transformer 2 is now in cinema!!!I wanna watch it NOW!!!Some of my friends have went to the cinema just now and they had watched it!!!They told me that it's fucking terribly extremely niceeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee...*Sigh* Will have to wait till this saturday before i can enjoy the most gorgeous sound effect in the cinema...I've lost my feeling of studying and what i want to do now is run to a cinema,sit back and enjoy this marvelous movie!!!Well,it will be perfect if i could watch with her...=D Wondering where is she going to watch that movie...Hmm...Argh!!!Addicted to Transformer 2!!!

Let's roll out!!!

Tuesday, June 23, 2009

Old Days!!!

Thank you Naufal for making this photo!!!Haha...I miss those old days where we were all in a chat room discussing the time to go 'yum cha',go cyber cafe and even go to mamak stall just to watch the football match.Argh!!!My new life here is extremely hopeless compared to those days when i was still in INTI.*Sigh*Really wish that i could turn back the time and make it stop there.Never mind,we will meet together after 4 years.=D By the way,Naufal the boss is now in Malaysia!!!Wooohooo...Boss,let's come out and have a drink before you are back to Egypt again.Lolz...It seems like i will be very busy on the weekend!!!So,i will have to finish all my works before i am going out to happy.Wakakaka...Just before i end this post,i would like to let you guys know that TRANSFORMER 2 IS NOW IN CINEMA!!!Yay!!!


Monday, June 22, 2009

Have some laughs!!!

One day while a wife was working in her kitchen, a cupboard door came loose and when her husband got home, she asked him to fix it. He told her, "Do you see the word 'carpenter' written anywhere on this shirt?" She said "no," and he went on his way.

The next day while cleaning in the basement, she found the light didn't work. She changed the light bulb and did everything that she could to try to fix it, but it still wouldn't work. When her husband got home, she asked him, "Honey, do you think you could fix the light in the basement for me?" He simply said, "Do you see the word 'electrician' written anywhere on this shirt!" She said "No," and he went into the living room to relax.

The next day, a pipe in the kitchen began leaking. When her husband got home, she asked him to fix it for her, to which he replied, "No, do you see the word 'plumber' written anywhere on my shirt?" "No," she said, again.

The next day, the husband returned from work and saw that everything was fixed - the pipe, the light, and even the cupboard! He asked her, "Who fixed all of this?" To which she replied, "I asked the neighbor to come over and help, and he gladly agreed."

"Well, how did you repay him for his services?" he asked. "Well," she replied, "he only asked for sex, or cookies." The husband thought a moment then said "So what kind of cookies did you bake him?" The wife quickly snapped back, "do you see 'Betty Crocker' written anywhere on this shirt!"


I'll only love her laaaaaaaaaaaaaaa~~~

Sunday, June 21, 2009

Happy Papa's Day!!!

It's Father's day for year 2009!!!I hereby wanna wish my dad a very Happy Father's Day!!!Dad,please forgive me because i can't go back and celebrate with you.May you have a great day!!!=D Will recelebrate with you when i am back to Alor Star.Hehe...*Sigh* How i wish that i am in my hometown now.My family sure will go out to a nice restaurant and have a really nice dinner to celebrate this special day.Argh!!!I wanna go back!!!Alright,stop dreaming and i should go back and start working on my last lab report...Ciaoz...

Please don't leave!!!

Saturday, June 20, 2009

A break please!!!

I need a break!!!Please stop giving me assignments and lab sessions!!!I need to do revisions on every subject because most of my lecturers are sooooooo failed...Enhancing my knowledge of every subject is a must for me!!!Well,i've got to know a female friend who is taking the same course as mine and the way she talks is really like a machine gun with unlimited bullets.Lolz...She has asked everything about me and she just kept asking me why am i still single and so lonely when i am in Uni.*Sigh* Girl,i have to tell you that i am not alone and eventhough i am single,i would not like to get a CHICK Girlfriend because my heart has been occupied by a girl.She is the only one for me and i will and shall wait for her for the rest of my life.I treat a relationship sincerely with my heart and i will not play those childish,foolish and stupid love game with someone i don't love.It hurts when the other party is treating the relationship seriously.DON'T JUDGE ME WITH THE WAY YOU USED TO JUDGE THE OTHER MEN!!!

Still waiting and have faith!!!

Friday, June 19, 2009

Men and Women

A man will pay two-dollars for a one-dollar item he needs, but a woman will pay one-dollar for a two-dollar item that she doesn't need.

A woman worries about her future until she finds a husband, but a man never worries about the future until he takes a wife.

A successful man is one who makes more money than his wife can spend, but a successful woman is one who can find such a man!!!

A newlywed couple had just arrived in their honeymoon suite. After unpacking, the husband took off his pants. "Put these on," he said to his wife. She did and they were obviously much too large. "There's no way I can wear these - they're way too big," she said. "Good! Now you know who wears the pants in this family," replied the husband.

Flustered, the wife removed her panties, and handing them to her husband said, "Put these on." The husband looked at the tiny panties and said, "There's no way I can get into these." To which the wife replied, "You're darn right! At least not until you change your attitude!"

After the fall in Garden of Eden, Adam was walking with his sons Cain and Abel. They passed by the ruins of the Garden of Eden. One of the boys
asked, "What's that?" Adam replied, "Boys, that's where your mother ate us out of house and home."


I try to enjoy my weekend...

Thursday, June 18, 2009

Don't Burn Midnight Oil!!!

I want to make it fast!!!I wanna finish it as fast as possible because i am going out to have WeiChun's Happy Hour on this coming Saturday!!!Lolz...Somehow,i am now still waiting for my course mates to send me the report and the graph that i needed to put into my report.*Sigh* I definitely have got to burn midnight oil tonight.Luckily my class starts at 12noon tomorrow.I guess i will have enough rest before i go to Uni.Well,tomorrow my lectures will be started from 12 noon till 6 evening straight!!!Crazy Uni management!!!Will have my first Survey I practical lab from 3 to 6pm by tomorrow.I want to complain our Survey I lecturer!!!His Englsih is way too sucks hopeless!!!I am afraid that we might just follow his english speaking method if we continue on with it!!!!


Working on third report before i can go for my Happy Hour!!!

Wednesday, June 17, 2009

Definition of sex

Maharishi Vatsyayan has stated in his Magnum Opus "Kamasutra" that ....
Sex is a:

"Duty", if done with your Wife

"Art", if done with your Lover

"Education", if done with a Virgin

"Business Transaction", if done with a Prostitute

"Social Work", if done with a Divorcee

"Charity", if done with a Widow &

"Sacrifice", if done with your own Hand.

Peace! xD


Don't sacrifice!!!

Tuesday, June 16, 2009

4 thoughts of MEN

Thought 1
When we are born, our mothers get the compliments and the flowers.
When we are married, our brides get the presents and the publicity.
When we die, our widows get the life insurance.
What do women want to be liberated from?

Thought 2
The average man's life consists of:
Twenty years of having his mother ask him where he is going, Forty years of having his wife ask the same question; and at the end, the mourners wondering too.
Thought 3
A Man was walking down a street when he heard a voice from behind, "If you take one more step, a brick will fall down on your head and kill you." The man stopped and a big brick fell right in front of him.. The man was astonished.

He went on, and after a while he was going to cross the road. Once again the voice shouted, "Stop! Stand still! If you take one more step a car will run over you, and you will die." The man did as he was instructed, just as a car came careening around the corner, barely missing him.

The man asked. "Who are you?" "I am your guardian angel," the voice answered. "Oh, yeah?" the man asked "And where the hell were you when I got married?"
This is the Best !!!

Thought 4
Everyone in the wedding ceremony was watching the radiant bride as her father escorted her down the aisle to give away to the groom. They reached the altar and the waiting groom; the bride kissed her father and placed some thing in his hand. Everyone in the room was wondering what was given to the father by the bride.

The father could feel the suspense in the air and all eyes were on him to divulge the secret and say something. So he announced "Ladies and Gentlemen today is the luckiest day of my life." Then he raised his hands with what his daughter gave him and continued, "My daughter finally, and finally returned my credit card to me."
The whole audience including the priest erupted in laughter .......... all except the poor Groom!!

No matter what situations life throws at you...
No matter how long and treacherous your journey may seem...
Remember, there is a light at the end of the tunnel!


I am still still still still still still waiting for you and yet you don't give a damn about it...

Monday, June 15, 2009

Weary Day

Extremely exhausted now and i really need a nice well rest!!!For the first time i was walking back to home from Uni after class since i've missed the last shuttle bus.*Sigh*At first,i was so frustrated about my Uni management team.It was okay after that when she came into my mind.Haha...Feel so stupid~~~She is now the most important girl for me after my family and i really couldn't afford to lose her.For me,she has every single element that a girl should have.She has impressed me since long time ago and even until now i am still so into her.Well,love is not really that easy!!!=D Guys,i should really go and start doing my lab reports.So, Sayonara neh!!!Lolz...

I am so in love with her~~~

Sunday, June 14, 2009

The Last Dance

"Hurry up, Jenny." ' Yes, I'll come." Looking at herself in the mirror,
Jenny smiled confidently.

On the way to the party, Jane asked," Whose party? Why you are so mysterious?"
You should go to the party with Kate." " Kate is on a business trip.
You will be very surprised when you see the party." Gilda answered.

"Yes, it's so surprised." Jane thought, when she was introduced to the
host and hostess of the party. " Still gentle and soft expression
in his eyes, charming smile what let every girl's mind is perturbed."
"Hi, Jane. How are you? Haven't seen you for the ages. "
Jane's train of thought was interrupted. " I'm fine, Peter. How are you?"
Jane showed a courtesy smile." I'm fine too, This is my finance, Doreen.
Today is her birthday, so we hold a party. "Peter held a girl's hand,
and said," Sweetie, this is Gilda's sister- Jane."
"Hi, I know a little about you because Peter referred to you. You look
very beautiful." "Thank you. I'm glad to meet you." Shaking Doreen's hand,
Jane showed a courtesy smile again. "Peter, you promised
to show us round your house.' Glida gazed intently
at him. "Ok." Peter put down his wine glass.

Stepping on red carpets, Jane mechanically followed Peter and Gilda. "It's
so splendid. Is this your another reception room?" Gilda asked, when they
entered a left room of the second floor. " Yes." Peter answered complacently.
'Ding..." Gilda took out his cell phone." Oh, Tom ask me to go downstairs.
I have to leave. Peter, you don't leave my sister out in the cold and
show her around your pretty rooms." Finishing his words, Gilda winked at Jane.

After a while, the room became very quiet. "Jean, do you want to visit other
rooms." Peter asked." No, thanks. I feel a little tired." Jean moved towards
sofa and sat down. At this moment, her sight remained at a box of Sarah Connor's CD,

"Peter, you still keep the CD." Jean gently stroked the CD and handed him it.
Peter's face changed colour , but his face returned to normal at once. "Well, you are my first girlfriend and this was the first gift that you gave me,
so I preserve it." Peter answered. " Really? However, everything changes, maybe we
should forget the past." Jean made a wry smile. " Let's enjoy music." when Peter had
hardly finished speaking the room was filled with moving music from " Just One Last Dance."
" I still remember your graceful carriage . Would you please dance with me? "
Peter stretched out his hand. Looking at his earnest vision , Jean stood up.

Walking with consummate pace to follow music, Jean felt her body floating.
" Just one last dance, Just one more chance." At this moment, Jean's waist was held tightly.

Finally, the music ceased. Jean said," I feel a bit dizzy." " I go downstairs to
bring you some juice." Peter answered hurriedly. " Ok." gazing at his receding figure, Jean turned round and headed for balcony.

Suddenly, firecrackers resounded through the skies. Looking at beautiful fireworks,
Jean smiled.

~By Cynthia


I am still missing HER as usual~~~

Saturday, June 13, 2009

~In Love Again~

Yesterday I believed
Love could be forever
But it broke me down
Maybe I'm afraid
To face it all again
And take another chance cause
I'm not sure you feel the same

No baby, I don't wanna fall
I don't wanna fall
No baby, I don't wanna fall
in love again
Baby cause I am

Do you know? What it's like
To wake up in the morning
Just to have you on my mind

No baby, I don't wanna fall
I don't wanna fall
No baby, I don't wanna fall
in love again
Baby cause I am

Tell me do you know if you have never ever
Had your spirit broken, like it's stolen
Tell me do you know if you have never ever
Had a nervous breakdown, like a meltdown
Tell me do you know if you have never ever
Had a pretty face hurt you, and dessert you
And leave you out to bleed, it's bittersweet

No baby, I don't wanna fall
I don't wanna fall
No baby, I don't wanna fall
in love again
Baby cause I am

Baby cause I am
Baby cause I am
Yes I am

In Love Again - Anika Paris

A nice song~~~

Friday, June 12, 2009

End of Tough Week!!!

I am still alive!!!Haha...Somehow,i will have to complete 4 lab reports within 2 weeks.*Sigh* Today's experiment was the easiest experiment ever because the apparatus has broken down and we would just get the data from the computer.Lolz...I need someone to help me with my lab reports!!!Please...It's weekend again!!!Where should i go?Hmm...A movie perhaps but i need someone to go with me and i don't want to watch movie alone because it's kinda weird where everyone will just stare look at you and having the question why are you sitting in cinema alone in their mind.So,anyone wanna go out for a movie with me?=D Might be watching Transformer 2!!!Hehe...Interested?

Learning to play the song by using Guitar because she likes it...

Thursday, June 11, 2009

Simple gesture

Mark was walking home from school one day when he noticed the boy ahead of him had tripped and dropped all of the books he was carrying along with two sweaters, a baseball bat, a glove, and a small tape recorder. Mark knelt down and helped the boy pick up the scattered articles. Since they were going the same way, he helped to carry the burden.

As they walked Mark discovered the boy's name was Bill, that he loved video games, baseball, and history, that he was having a lot of trouble with his other subjects and that he had just broken up with his girlfriend. They arrived at Bill's home first and Mark was invited in for a Coke and to watch some t.v. The afternoon passed pleasantly with a few laughs and some shared small talk, then Mark went home.

They continued to see each other around school, had lunch together once or twice. They ended up at the same High school where they had brief contacts over the years. Finally the long awaited senior year came, and three weeks before graduation, Bill asked Mark if they could talk. Bill reminded him of the day years ago when they had first met.

"Do you ever wonder why I was carrying so many things from school that day?" asked Bill. "You see, I cleaned out my locker because I didn't want to leave a mess for anyone else. I had stored away some of my mother's pills and I was going home to commit suicide. But after we spent some time together I realized that if I had, I would have missed that time and so many others that might follow. So you see, Mark, when you picked up my books for me that day, you did a lot more. You saved my life."


I don't wanna fall in love till i fall in love with you...

Wednesday, June 10, 2009

~Almost Near To Heaven~

Congratulations to me for finishing 4 labs in just a week!!!What's next?4 lab reports are waiting for me and i have 2 weeks to finish them.Hmm...How to write a complete lab report?Lolz...I've forgotten the ways to write a complete lab report!!!*sigh*I'm so tired now and yet i have to revise all the new topics that just installed into my mind...Can i have my revision after 2 hours?I need to rest for 2 hours!!!I am way too sleepy and I could barely open my eyes now...I should have killed all those people who ever had told me that Uni Life is nice!!!For me,it might be true in the future but definitely not now!!!Sometimes,i really feel like changing another Uni such as Taylors or Inti or even Segi because they are way too better that my Uni.My Uni is full with those jerk unexperience lecturers that don't understand the best method of teaching.Not all of them but most of them are like the same kind.Hopefully i can cope with my studies for the first semester.Well,to tell the truth,i am aiming to get myself into the President List where i have to score at least 3.86 in my CGPA in my final test.It's really challenging and i am trying my very best to get it because i want to be in Student Exchange Programme!!!Alright,end of bull shitting and i should go on with my revision now.Bye pals!!!

Don't be a stranger to me please!!!

Tuesday, June 9, 2009


'Alice, he committed suicide...'
I stood still, shocked, rooted to the ground, motionless with tears flowing down my eyes...
'What? How? WHY? David...he used to...used to tell me everything,' I stammered. 'What was the...the matter? Why he didn't tell me, David, WHY!!' Tears spranged out of my eyes, as they never did. I cried hard, as he pampered me.
'Dave, he was our best friend, how could he do that to us? How could he? Did he never thought about you, or me? Why David, why...'
David stood there, motionless, having nothing to reply. Afterall, he too was shocked. Jack was just so lively, full of joy, why would he commit suicide? Why? What is the matter?!

Alice, Jack left you a letter,' my mom left it on my bed.
I picked it up, with shaking hands, unable to recollect what I was going to find out.

I know, it is wrong. And I am aware that you will hate me for it. I am writing this, especially for you, for I had to say all this. You will recieve it after my death, but please, try to forget and forgive me for that.
Two years back, you met us. By us I mean, David and I. The day you entered the school, everyone loved you the instance. It couldn't be helped, you were great looking and an awesome person. David and me had always been loved, by our fellowmates. We were basketball players, it was obvious. But you were the only one who liked us, as a friend, for what we were.
I remember the first time you talked to us. I remember it very well. Your confused behaviour, your innocent nature, amiable chatting, always enjoying, smartness attracted me a lot. I felt in love with you the instance. But, on the other hand, I noticed David too. He liked you too. I couldn't hurt him, he was my priority. We were friends since childhood, I couldn't have hurted him for a girl we barely knew. I knew that if I told him that I liked you, he would never had thought about you twice. We were great friends, no one could have taken my place in his life.
I didn't tell him. I wanted to, but I wanted him to be happy. If by chance, I ever tell him, he would have left you, without thinking twice. Because, for him too, I was a priority. He could have done anything for me.
But I wanted you too. Days went and we became great friends. The more time we spent together, the more I liked you. I couldn't bear to ignore you, it was out of question. We started sharing our thoughts, views, about our lives. And you once told me that you liked David.
I was heartbroken. But I couldn't have been unhappy. I was happy, for David, so I told him that you liked him.
But I was heartbroken. Still, you both were my priority, and I was not selfish enough to come between you both, how much ever I wanted. I didn't want to loose my two best friends, for then, I would have nothing. It was for my two friends, and their happiness.
You both starting going out, and am obliged, that you didn't outcast me, reject me. I was still your priority.
But days passed, and I couldn't bear to see you with him. I was not hating him, I was just jealous that you didn't love me the way you love him.
I knew I was wrong. I knew that you both were happy, so must I be. But how could have I helped? I was so in love with you, it was unable not to think about you for a moment alone. But I knew you could never be mine. I never expressed, and you never noticed. I don't blame you.
I didn't want to be an obstacle between you two and your happiness, because still, you both were my priority. I got everything I ever wanted in life. Not having you frustrated me, and I started hating my life, and myself.
I can't handle it more, so I am here, to end my life. I am sorry, for what I am going to do, but I hope that you will just forgive me and forget me.
Always remain happy, and with each other.

With lots and lots of love,

PS: Please forgive me...


Please stop playing Love Game with me!!!