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Monday, August 31, 2009


National day=Outing day!!!Haha...Was out since 12noon and i was just back to my room.Lolz...Kinda tired but i really had a great day.Or shall i say the GREATEST day.Alright,it's all started with all movie at KLCC.Was out for a movie with several friends and Seen was one of them.Hehe...The Orphan was the movie that we watched and i finally knew that how a girl would react when they are watching horror movie.LOL...Now i know why girl's bags are always bigger than their face.So that they could cover up their eyes when they are watching horror movie where the horror part is about to happen.After movie,we went to The Garden for Zanmai~Well,we were lost at the first but we still manage to get to The Garden successfully.We had our so called early dinner there.Then,girls went for window shopping and guys follow before we left.It was another minor disaster for us to get a way from The Garden to some where around Times Square there since we have to send Seen to a place where her family are having dinner.So,i guess that's all the main things happened to me today.Haha...I think my English is getting poorer and poorer.Someone please save meeeeeeee...
What's love?

Sunday, August 30, 2009

I wanna~

My Dear ,

I miss you. I want to be with you and hold you. I want to gently touch your face and cup your cheek
in my hand as I look into your beautiful eyes. I want to snuggle and cuddle with you, to just be
close to you. I want to rub your leg and stare across the couch as we talk of our feelings for one another.
I want to hold your hand across the table at a restaurant. I want others in the restaurant to be jealous
of our intimacy and our tender affection for one another. I want to lie next to you in front of a fire
and gaze into your eyes while I rub your back. I want to romance you. I want you to know how beautiful
you are in my eyes. I want you to know how much I cherish and adore you. I want to give my heart
to you. I want your heart, I want it all.

By Not Me.


All For Love My Dear

Saturday, August 29, 2009

~Wife For Sale~

As US tourists in Israel, a man and his wife were sitting outside a Bethlehem souvenir shop, waiting for fellow tourists. An Arab salesman approached them carrying belts.

After an impassioned sales talk yielded no results, he asked where they were from.

"America," the husband replied.

Looking at her dark hair and olive skin, the Arab responded. "She's not from the States."

"Yes I am." said the wife. He looked at her and asked. "Is he your husband?" "Yes." she replied.

Turning to the husband, he offered..... "I'll give you 100 camels for her." The husband looked stunned, and there was a long silence. Finally he replied, "she's not for sale."

After the salesman left, the somewhat indignant wife asked her husband what took him so long to answer, to which the husband replied, "I was trying to figure out how to get 100 camels back home."

Be with me~

Friday, August 28, 2009

Gloomy Sunday~

Sunday is Gloomy,
My hours are slumberless,
Dearest, the shadows I live with are numberless
Little white flowers will never awaken you
Not where the black coach of sorrow has taken you
Angels have no thought of ever returning you
Would they be angry if I thought of joining you
Gloomy Sunday

Sunday is gloomy
with shadows I spend it all
My heart and I have decided to end it all
Soon there'll be flowers and prayers that are sad,
I know, let them not weep,
Let them know that I'm glad to go

Death is no dream,
For in death I'm caressing you
With the last breath of my soul I'll be blessing you
Gloomy Sunday

I was only dreaming
I wake and I find you
Asleep in the deep of
My heart

Darling I hope that my dream never haunted you
My heart is telling you how much I wanted you
Gloomy Sunday

Lalala~Commit Suicide~~~

Thursday, August 27, 2009

Same old song~

A same old song that i used to listen to and it's still touches my heart.Try it...

I just can't believe this, man.
Just another night of these thoughts.
Can't get this outta my head, yeah.

Somebody said they saw you.
The person you were kissing wasn't me.
And I will never ask you.
I just kept it to myself.

I don't wanna know
If you're playing me - Keep it on the low.
'cause my heart can't take it anymore.
and if you're creepin please don't let it show.
Oh baby, I don't want to know.

I think about it when I hold you.
When lookin' in your eyes - I can't believe.
I don't need to know the truth.
Baby, keep it to yourself.

I don't wanna know.
If you're playing me - Keep it on the low.
'Cause my heart can't take it anymore.
and if you're creepin', please, don't let it show.
Oh baby, I don't want to know.

Did he touch you better than me? (Touch you better than me?)
Did he watch you fall asleep? (Watch you fall asleep, baby?)
Did he show you all those things? (0hhhh)
and the things you do to me (do to me, baby)
If you're better off that way,(Better off that way)
then it's more than I can say. (More than I can say)
If you want to do your thing,(Oh!)
Girl, then stay away from me.(Stay away from me, baby)

I know when your where-abouts or how you movin'.
I know when you're in the house or when you crusin'.(uh-huh)
It's been proven - My love you abusin'.
I can't understand how a man got you choosin'.
Undecided, I came and provided my,
Undivided, you came and denied it.(Why)
Don't even try it I know when you lyin'. (Don't even)
Don't even do that I know why you cryin'.
I'm not applyin no pressure,
I just want to let you know,
That I don't want to let you go.(I don't want to let you go)
And I don't want to let you leave.
Can't say I didn't let you breath.
Gave you extra cheese. (come on)
put you in a SUV.
You wanted ice - so I made you freeze.
Made you hot like the West Indies.(That's right)
Now it's time you invest in me.
'Cause if not - then it's best you leave. (Holla, yeah)

I don't wanna know.
If you're playing me - Keep it on the low.
'Cause my heart can't take it anymore.
And if you're creepin', please, don't let it show.
Oh baby, I don't want to know.
If you're playing me - Keep it on the low.
'Cause my heart can't take it anymore.
And if you're creepin', please, don't let it show.
I don't wanna know.

Seriously,honestly,sincerely,my heart is kinda hurt~

Wednesday, August 26, 2009

Work hard like a Bee~

Raining soon~I am now updating my blog while listening to the song that once gave me a great impact.Well,it's more to a negative impact.Alright,just let me ask this once again,does anyone understand the true meaning of love?I'm really confused now.I don't know,maybe i'm just so stupid on this.Hmm...Something wrong with my mind.I supposed to be studying right now,don't know why suddenly i am so emo~Might be due to that song i guess.Anyway,just wanna declare something here,I won't give up on you because i know that my feeling will keep on going.Just a note to myself,you are really that kind of girl which i am hoping for a girl.=) We are friends now right?Just give me time and i'll show you that i am real.OMG~Emo again!Erk...I think i have dual personality disorder.By the way,i am not CRAZY~For those who know me well,they have used to this.For those who don't,i would like to apologize on this and try to understand me better if you treat me as a friend.Adapt and accept~Alright,time to continue with my study.Thanks for wasting your 3 minutes reading on this.
PS:The song is uploaded along with this post just in case you wanna heard it.

You are lucky,coz you have the right to choose whether to love me or not,but i am only allowed to choose to love you or to love you MORE~

Tuesday, August 25, 2009

Thank GOD!

Everything is now back to normal!!!My new partner is now by my side.Well,i guess i will just name it little prada 2.Lolz...It really costs me a lot to buy this little devil but overall,it's still worth it.=D Look at her excellent body shape,all her personalities were pretty nice and it's easy for me to handle her.Just feel like playing with her all day long without doing other things.Somehow,i will have to work hard on my studies since final exam is coming soon.So,i will have to ignore my new baby for a little while.Hang on baby,i'll be back soon!!!Very soon!!!My life is now came back alive once again.I was so sad when after i got to know that my little prada had left me.I don't know what to do.I don't know what's the purpose of living still without her.I thought i that would never fall in love again until she came into my life.She is like the rain on a dry dead land.Moisturing every part of my body with her love.I couldn't do anything but just to accept and cherish every moment that she is with me.I don't know when she will leave me again but i definitely will work hard to maintain this relationship.As long as possible~~~
Fell in love with a girl~

Monday, August 24, 2009


After serving me for a year,my little Prada finally decided to stop.It's now GONE!I just collected it from the 'hospital' and the 'doctor' has certified that it's dead.*Sob Sob* This means that i will have to look for a new partner.*Smiling happily* Haha...Alright,what phone should i go for?Might be going to get it on tomorrow or the day after tomorrow.Meanwhile,i will have to use the nokia phone which i just bought hours ago and it's just RM98.Lolz...Well,this temporary phone makes my life easier since my friends are now able to contact me.By the way,i've lost all the contacts and i will need you guys to send me an sms to tell me who are you.Sorry for all inconvenience caused.I am now still thinking of getting what phone.=D Darn it,suddenly feel so guilty on my little prada that just passed away.*sigh* No choice,still have to go on with life and i just realized that the importance of my handphone.God please bless me so that i won't repeat the same stupidity again.I never did this kind of thing before and once i did it,it happened on the most expensive phone that i ever had.Sad~
Luckily i didn't lost her phone number~Thank GOD!!!

Sunday, August 23, 2009

Greatest Impact~

Was tired when after came back yesterday.So,i decided to do my laundry before i go for shower.I took off all my clothes and then sent them all into the washing machine without realizing that something extremely bad was about to happen.I went to toilet and cleaned myself while waiting for the washing to be done.After showering,i felt extremely refreshed and started to surf internet after showering.Out of sudden,i thought of sms-ing someone and therefore i start searching for my little prada.Somehow,i failed to get it.A flash through my mind.I rushed to the washing machine and pause the washing process and look for my jean that i wore just now.There's a solid rectangle shaped thingy in my pocket.Oh SHYT!!!It's my little prada.I washed my PRADA!!!!I was so pissed on that and then i started to 'rescue' it by using the hair dryer to dry it and hopefully it would still be able to function after all.Well,it didn't work like what i've expected.It's now gone!!!I've sent it to 'hospital' by this morning and the 'doctor' said that there are only 20% of chances that will make it back alive.*sigh* I was soooo sad but i accept the fact.Hence,i made a call to my mom and told her everything about that.Instead of scolding me,she just asked me to get a new phone without scolding me.Lolz...I'm so sorry mom,i didn't do it on purpose.='( So,i've spent half of my day surfing the net looking for a new phone in order to replace my little prada.Now there are several choices for me and they are LG Prada 2 which currently at the top ranking for me,Blackberry Storm which is elegant enough,Blackberry Bold that my friend suggested and Blackberry Curve which is cheaper.Suggestions are needed now!!!=D
Prada 2?

Saturday, August 22, 2009

Take me under!!!

I want you to close your eyes
And fall into a deep trance
And when I count to three
You'll wake up, and be mine
I like it
I love it
I know you...know you...know you
I love it when you take me down, down under your spell
My mind is suffocated
By your deep side
The scent of you has got me
So blind, why, why can't I be with you
Full time cause
You bring me under
Your lips, your eyes, your skin
Can't wait to be within
Your thoughts, your mind
We'll meet in time babe
You're mine babe
So fine babe
But for now
I like it when you bring me under
Girl, I know you so well
I love it when we get down, down
Can't you tell
I know you know when I first met you baby
My heart fell
I love it when you take me down, down
Under your spell
Can I get an O
Can I get a T
Can I get an O
And a W
And an N
Bring it back
If you, could ever understand
What you put me through
Then I, I
I could forgive you
I can't forget you
The things that you do
Won't leave my mind soon
I came to you with a broken view of what
My life should be
You carried me subconsciously
I send my mind through your eyes
My thoughts are caught up in you
Ooo, Can't wait to wrap myself in you
I like it when you bring me under
Girl, I know you so well
I love it when we get down, down
Can't you tell
I know you know when I first met you baby
My heart fell
I love it when you take me down, down
Under your spell
When I look into your eyes
My mind just don't know what to do and
It's a crazy thing
Got me all in a trance
Wanna dance in the streets with you
You got it goin' on, flowin' on
Girl you never show me wrong
Make a fella wanna go buy the song
And give you all my publishing
I'm gonna go where you wanna go
Run wild, have fun like a carnival
I think I'm in love with you
And before I never knew that I was so
I can't recall
Not at all
The last time a girl made me fall
So deep that I had withdrawals
So don't stop cause
I like it when you bring me under
Girl, I know you so well
I love it when we get down, down
Can't you tell
I know you know when I first met you baby
My heart fell
I love it when you take me down, down
Under your spell

My Prada Phone Gone...

Friday, August 21, 2009

Freedom On!

Tests checked!Assignments checked!Yeaaaaaaaaa....My to-do list is now empty.Which means that i have my freedom now!!!*Applause* Well, i was so mad with my Survey lecturer just now because he was about to cancel the test today!I wanna finish it within this week,so that i will have enough time to start my revision.Alright,the thing was like this.Most of us had done with our practical and while we were waiting for others to finish theirs,rain came.They couldn't do anything but to pack all the things in the speed of light and ran back to the lab.For those who had done the practical,our data are ready to be calculated.Instead of letting us to continue with our calculation parts,the lecturer said that he would like to postpone the test to the incoming tuesday.We were so mad when we heard that (especially me) and we started to complaint on that.Then,he said that that's the final decision!Alright,now i am angry.Cause it's sooooo not fair for those who had finished the task.Why must we wait for those who didn't finish the task?As if we will help them after we completed the test?Hence,i started to express my anger by smashing things on the table.I bet that he have heard that.After that,when we were about to dismiss,he asked those who have finished the task to stay back and for those who didn't,they will have to come on the incoming Tuesday.I thought that he is going to take action on me due to my rudeness.Somehow,he spoke out something that out of my imaginary."You guys can continue with your test now and you all will not have to come on next tuesday."Lolz...He let us to finish the test on the spot~Haha...I feel so guilty right now(due to my rudeness)...=( Gosh,my EQ has dropped!!!*Sigh* End of crap,now i am free!!!Any activities for me?By the way,for those who didn't know,SECRET RECIPE has delivery service!!!(But only constrained to certain area.)


Thursday, August 20, 2009

Near to the edge of heaven~

Finally,the last task to go and it's on tomorrow.I feel so sad of wasting 12 free passes to enter MOS on wednesday.D*MN YOU TESTS & ASSIGNMENTS!!!I wanna go out and relax.I thought that i would go for that wednesday night event but it ended up with me rushing assignment inside my room.*sigh* I soooooooooo wanna see my ex A-level coursemates...However,it was all screwed up by the test and assignment.T.T The worst is,i didn't do well in my Maths Test.Argh!!!I am begging God,Buddha and Allah to bless me so that i will a pass in my Maths Test.Alright,close the topic on tests and assignments.I am very extremely free on this coming weekend.Any programmes for me?Ehehe...Was and is searching for several nice and new songs since i have not update my music folder like God knows how long ago.What are the lastest hit songs?Who are always care for that?Please tell me through MSN!Songs are needed in order to ease the pain of my heart.Don't know what happened to me.Heart not feeling well and that kind of feeling was once happened on me when i was still taking A-level in Inti.Sometimes i do feel like ignoring all the messages from my friends but i just couldn't do it because i know that once the friendship is spoilt,it will take forever to fix it.I've just realised another fact which is GIRLS REALLY LIKE BAD GUYS!!!Sad case...

I wish that i didn't fall into her~

Wednesday, August 19, 2009

Mom's Love letter from dad~

Dear wang litte sister:
From see you one eye, I shit love you.
Your eyes close, I die; your eyes open, I come back to live.
Your eyes close and open again and again,I die again and again.
Maybe you do not remember me, no matter.
When you carefully look at me, you will one see clock.
I think l should introduce myself to you.
I call Li big great. Toyear 25
My home have four mouth people-papa, mama, I and DD.
I am a good man, in a big company work.
I do early fuck every day, so that I can have strong body to protect you.
Please come to eat and sleep with me, or I will cut my hair to be a monk,
and find a place where many monks live in to over my life;

Like Your people

Don't understand?Scroll down,chinese translated version is provided.Lolz...

Dear wang litte sister: 親愛的王小姐
From see you one eye, I shit love you. 自從看到你的第一眼 , 我便愛上你。
Your eyes close, I die; your eyes open, I come back to live.
Your eyes close and open again and again,I die again and again.
妳的眼睛閉上,我就死了,你的眼睛打開,我又活過來,妳的眼睛貶啊貶 , 我就死去活來 ?
Maybe you do not remember me, no matter.
When you carefully look at me, you will one see clock.
也許你不記得我 , 沒有關係 , 當你仔細看著我,你就會一見鍾情
I think l should introduce myself to you.
I call Li big great. Toyear 25
我叫李大偉 , 今年 25 ( 今天是 today, 那麼今年就是 toyear. 至於偉就翻成 great 吧! )
My home have four mouth people-papa, mama, I and DD.
我家有四口人 .. 爸爸、媽媽、我和弟弟。
I am a good man, in a big company work.
I do early fuck every day, so that I can have strong body to protect you..
Please come to eat and sleep with me, or I will cut my hair to be a monk,
and find a place where many monks live in to over my life;
請嫁給我吧 , 否則我將削髮為僧 , 找個廟來了此一生。
( 實在想不起「嫁」字怎麼翻譯,好在頭腦靈光 , 嫁過來不就是和我吃住在一起。至於「廟」字 , 也不會翻譯,不過很多和尚住在一起的地方,就是廟。 )

Like Your people

Last assignment to go~~~

Tuesday, August 18, 2009

My Wife Is Always There For Me

A devoted wife had spent her lifetime taking care of her husband.

When he was slipping in and out of a coma for several months, she stayed by his bedside every single day. When he came to, he motioned for her to come nearer.

As she sat by him, he said, "You know what? You have been with me all through the bad times.

"When I got fired, you were there to support me. When my business failed, you were there. When I got shot, you were by my side. When we lost the house, you gave me support. When my health started failing, you were still by my side.

"You know what?"

"What, dear?" his wife asked gently.

"I think you bring me bad luck."


Test Assignment~~~

Monday, August 17, 2009

Laugh Laugh Laugh~

The sailor came home from a secret two year mission only to find his wife with a new born baby. Furious, he was determined
to track down the father to extract revenge.

"Was it my friend Sam", he demanded.

"No !" his weeping wife replied.

"Was it my friend Jim then?" he asked.

"NO !!!" she said even more upset.

"Well which one of my no good friends did this then?" he asked.

"Don't you think I have any friends of my own?" she snapped.
Two men are having an awfully slow round of
golf because the two ladies in front of them
managed to get into every sand trap, lake, and
rough on the course, and they didn't bother to
wave the men on through, which is proper golf

After two hours of waiting and waiting, one man
said, "I think I'll walk up there and ask those
gals to let us play through." He walked out to
the fairway, got halfway to the ladies, stopped,
turned around and came back, explaining, "I can't
do it. One of those women is my wife and the other
is my mistress. Maybe you'd better go talk to them."

The second man walked toward the ladies, go halfway
there and, just as his partner had done, stopped,
turned around and walked back.

He smiled sheepishly and said, "Small World!"


We live in a small world ~

Sunday, August 16, 2009

My Love My Soul~

Meeting you was fate, becoming your friend was a choice but falling in love with you I had no control over....I remember the first day when i saw him in class. He was wearing white shirt and black pant. I just looked at him and was impressed by his personality....... days passed........... and just a hello hi sort of conversation continued. In November he sent me an SMS. I messaged him and asked " who are you". He called me and informed. Then we used to send forwarded messages to each other. Sometimes he used to comment on those messages and i felt very nice. One day he added me on orkut. Daily i used to look at his pics for hours. I dont know why i used to look but i felt something for him. Then we started chatting and there was a sort of excitement. We even started talking on phones. The whole day i used to wait for the night so that we can chat. we became friends but my feelings for him grew more and more as the time passed. Then one evening he called and asked "can we meet?" . It was an unexpected surprise for me which changed my whole life. I said yes!!!!!!!!!! and we met at lake. It was cold out there. He came heart started beating at full speed. We started walking ...........he was a bit fast. I wanted to tel him to be lil slow but i didnt. I became speechless. I wanted to look into his eyes but i looked here and there...............infact on everthing except him. We came back to parking area and he sat on my kinetic ................and i sat behind him and took a small round of that area. That was toooooooooo romantic but i was pretending to be normal. We went back to our homes ............And i recalled every moment spent together again and again. We met again at lake. He was with his friend. We ate petty and my hands started shivering though i was warm enough....... he jumped and told his friend...........i felt shy as if i did something wrong. His friend went and we both sat.......lake never seemed to me so beautiful as i felt at that time. We both were sitting closely..... I wanted to say You are what I never knew I always wanted........ Next time we went in a garden. He had to go back home also but he was not in a hurry. He asked me suddenly " What is going on between us". I became confused ......smiled and didnt gave any reply. He asked me again and again but i was silent. I couldnt sleep at night..........! I was in love! After he came back from his home, we met again in a garden. It was dark all around ....... He said that nothing can happen. All my hopes were shattered. I came back home and cried a lot. I felt as if i am worthless.............not good for anything. Every time i used to open my orkut account i could see him. So i decided to delete him so that i can forget him. He used to message me n i used to reply. I always felt nice whenever he used to send me a message. I again added him on orkut and said sorry with the add request. He called me on new year and said we will meet when he comes back. I again started thinking about him........we met.......on 26th January at his residence. We played all sorts of games. Then suddenly he said " what if i kiss you?" . I became numb........ I said " i know you will not do". He remained very busy with his office work so i never forced him to meet me frequently. We met on 10th feb (his birthday) for five minutes. It was drizzling. I didnt wanted to say bye but i had to........ We met again in March on Holi. That was the turning point of our relationship........where our eyes said everything to each other. The most eloquent silence.........where only love existed. We met again and again and came more close..............more...................more n more. Actually, there is no remedy for love but to love more. Whenever I meet him.... I feel the same charm as I felt on the first day. I want to be with him forever n ever n ever............! Amen!
I have locked it~

Saturday, August 15, 2009

A break before suffer~

Was out for half of the day since i went to KLCC after my tutorial class.Yea,another movie combo for me.Haha...We watched District 9 and On His Majesty's Secret Service today and both were really nice.Well,opening of District 9 was a bit boring but after that,it was niceeeeeee...For On His Majesty's Secret Service,it's nice throughout the whole movie and all of us couldn't help laughing loudly inside the movie hall.Alright,i've spent pretty much today because i went to Sakae Sushi for my lunch and Chili's for my dinner.The food were niceeeee enough to kill me on the spot.So delicious~~~May be it's just the food area my housing area are not nice.I don't know.The only thing that i know is that i am going back to the same place again to have my meal.By the way,i had an El Nino(alcohol drink)when i was having my dinner.Haha.Got to get back to my assignment now after having fun.=( I've snapped some photos for that.Enjoy!!!

Finest day ever~

Friday, August 14, 2009

Simple yet meaningful~

One night a guy and girl were driving home from the movies. The boy sensed there was something wrong because of the painful silence they shared between them that night. The girl then asked the boy to pull over because she wanted to talk. She told him that her feelings had changed and that it was time to move on.
A silent tear slid down his cheek as he slowly reached into his pocket and passed her a folded note. At that moment, a drunk driver was speeding down that very same street. He swerved right into the drivers seat, killing the boy.
Miraculously, the girl survived. Remembering the note, she pulled it out and read it.
" Without your love, I would die."


Baby tonight~~~