Fainted!!!

Ok,now i am gone.Fainted just now because of the pain.How long does it takes to recover?I am suffering for every moment because of the pain.I had eaten 4 penandols in a day,drink as much water as i can yet the painful still remain there and seems to be more serious.Argh,i am going to die,i want some sleep gas or may be get some sleeping pills.My brain and my thought are being tortured by the pain.I can't study properly for my math test.Am i going to take the test tomorrow?I don't know,i seriously don't know,my mouth keep shivering because of the pain.

I tend to sleep,but everytime i lied down,painful try to wake me up,i am no longer a human,i feel like a machine which is being controlled by the pain.Now,i really miss my home,cares from my parent.At least when i need them,they will always beside me.

Please,i beg you,go away from me as soon as possible!!!

MY EVERYTHING BY 98 DEGREES


SHE WALKS IN BEAUTY LIKE THE NIGHT!
She walks in beauty, like the night
Of cloudless climes and starry skies;
And all that's best of dark and bright
Meet in her aspect and her eyes:
Thus mellowed to that tender light
Which heaven to gaudy day denies.
One shade the more, one ray the less,
Had half impaired the nameless grace
Which waves in every raven tress,
Or softly lightens o'er her face;
Where thoughts serenely sweet express
How pure, how dear their dwelling place.
And on that cheek,
and o'er that brow,
So soft,
so calm,
yet eloquent,
The smiles that win,
the tints that glow,
But tell of days in goodness spent,
A mind at peace with all below,
A heart whose love is innocent!