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Saturday, April 4, 2009

~Forgiven Heart~

After so many years she visited again her hometown. She’s excited yet nervous. She don’t know what she should do and she’s really shy because of her figure now. Finally, she saw again her grandparents and relatives, also her childhood friends.
One day she saw her one childhood friend in a store, that friend was courted her before. She don’t know if she will gonna greet him but she’s too shy that time so she chosen not to greet him and the guy didn’t greet him too. They always accidentally see each other in a store yet they didn’t greet each other.
Until one morning the girl got a message from unfamiliar number. So, she replied asking that number “who r u”. She was little bit shocked cause that unfamiliar number was him. Her childhood guy friend that courted her before. At first she’s not comfortable texting him.
The girl confronted her one friend for giving her number to that guy. Even if they are all friends she’s still not comfortable cause they are not really close even before...
One week of staying in her hometown ended. She returned to the City but their communication continue also to her other friends.
The guy showed his feelings for her through texting. The girl tried to ignore him and try not to believe him and she also tried not to think about it because she’s having a problem with her boyfriend . She shared it to that guy, and their good communication starts. The guy is really sweet telling about his feelings. And as time goes by the girl slowly can’t get him out of her mind. She’s starting to miss his text messages and wanting to talk to him always. They both being very vocal about their feelings.
Until one day demanded to the girl to fix everything between her and her boyfriend. The girl already have a decision before she went to her hometown and now she will gonna do it. She broke up with her boyfriend and they remain good friends.
The guy really happy when he heard the good news the girl too. Finally the girl admitted to herself that she loves the guy yet she’s afraid cause they are having a “Long Distance Relationship”. She’s afraid if its really ok to the guy.
The following day after that talked the girl needed to back to her hometown. They are both happy cause finally they gonna see each other. The girl day dream that she’s gonna introduce her boyfriend to her relatives their. But it’s not come true.
The girl stayed their for about three weeks yet she rarely see her boyfriend. The sweet moments that she imagined before never happened. Her relatives don’t like the guy not really don’t like it’s just a joke yet the girl really believe it. Her aunt don’t want to see that she’s gonna talk to the guy or even they are together. The girls heart turned into peices that time. Even the guy wanted to greet the girl he can’t even do that cause he knows that the girl’s aunt don’t like him.
One day the girl make a joke to her aunt that the guy will gonna visit her. She’s expecting that her aunt will be mad at her yet it’s not happen. Her aunt said “ok” and she’s really happy that time. She send a message to her boyfriend inviting him to go to her aunt house and in the end she only got disappointed cause there’s no reply from the guy. The girl tried to explain everything to the guy but the guy didn’t listen.
The guy changed he started to take her for granted. The girl always call him yet his not answering her call. He replied to her text messages only once in a blue moon. The girl kept all the pain in her heart. She’s trying to understand why the guy changed. The three weeks of staying there ended, and she returned to the city again.
The girl asking herself why the guy changed, yet she’s hoping that the sweet guy she knew before will be back one day. There are times that the girl wanted to give up cause of the pain. But she chosen to hold on and make excuses for the guy just to lessen the pain inside.
One day the guy texted her inviting her to his birthday celebration. He will gonna celebrate his birthday in his aunt house for about 2 days. The girl grab the opportunity to be with him even for about two days. And in that two days the girl felt that the guy really love her yet his not really showy at all. Although she got little bit disappointment but she ignored it. she knew something about him as well as the guy.
Although the girl don’t know what she should act infront of the guy she tried to be herself infront of him. They are both happy being together. That two days ended and the girl was really happy.
After few days of that beautiful day. The girl shared a problem to her boyfriend and the misunderstanding started. The girl got hurt in one of his message and she said bad words to the guy and it’s too late for her to realized that. The damage was totally done. The girl apologized to the guy but the guy didn’t accept it. he said the girl needs to change her childishness and act according to her age and he also needed time. The girls heart turn into pieces but she can’t do nothing. The misunderstanding last upto three weeks and every day the pain increasing to the girls heart. In the last day of that three weeks the guy send a message to the girl. The girl is really happy because finally the guy texted her but when she replied she don’t get any reply from a guy. She got confused she waited for a weeks yet the guy didn’t send any messages after that day. The girl is really sad and she can’t bear the pain anymore.
One day she tried to call the guy. She called him many times yet he didn’t answering her calls. The girl call him all over again and finally the guy texted him. She got hurt and disappointed. The guy was telling her to stop calling him. The girl replied and she didn’t control her emotions she tell to the guy what she really wanna tell him. She wanted to cry that time yet the tears don’t want to fall. Her heart is really paining cause of him. They talk through texting, and in the end of the talk through texting their relationship ended. The guy break up with her.
The girl get sad yet little bit happy. She didn’t cry maybe because she really accepted the fact that it will gonna happen. She really love the guy even though she got more pain than happiness. But it’s fine to her. The girl is not mad to guy. she’s just wishing that it will never happen again.
~By J@zz

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