Confusing...

I am still wondering whether want to go back hometown or not for this whole day although i have bought the air ticket that back to my hometown.Just quite worry about something and i have get the stay back form in order to get my room key back with me and i can always come back at any time as i want.I don't have enough sleep for this few days although i have no semester exam to worry about.Every night i will stay up to 1 or 2a.m. and i will sleep after that time.It had caused me skipped my statistic class for twice and i will receive a "LOVE LETTER" from Inti-UC if i skip it for the third time.>.<...Luckily tomorrow will be the last day of this semester and if i could attend the class for tomorrow,i not have any chance to get it again.
Having exam soon right?Wish you all the best and please do take care of yourself.It is just a simple test to you.Perhaps you shouldn't take it as an exam but an exercise and it will help you to reduce your nervous feeling so that you can perform better.Just don't push yourself too hard.A string will easily break if you pull it strongly.GOOD LUCK YA!!!
A TOUCHING LOVE STORY
10th Grade:-
As I sat there in English class,
I stared at the girl next to me.
She was my so called 'best friend'.
I stared at her long, silky hair,
and wished she was mine.
But she didn't notice me like that,
and I knew it.
After class,
she walked up to me and asked me for
the notes she had missed the day before.
I handed them to her.She said 'thanks'
and gave me a kiss on the cheek.
I want to tell her, I want her to know
that I don't want to be just friends,
I love her but I'm just too shy,
and I don't know why.

11th grade:-
The phone rang. On the other end,
it was her. She was in tears,
mumbling on and on about how
her love had broke her heart.
She asked me to come over
because she didn't want to be alone, So I did.
As I sat next to her on the sofa, I stared at her
soft eyes, wishing she was mine.
After 2 hours, one Drew Barrymore movie,
and three bags of chips,
she decided to go home.
She looked at me, said 'thanks'
and gave me a kiss
on the cheek..I want to tell her,
I want her to know that
I don't want to be just friends,
I love her but I'm just too shy,
and I don't know why.

Senior year:-
One fine day she walked to my locker.
"My date is sick" she said,
"hes not gonna go" well,
I didn't have a date, and in 7th grade,
we made a promise that
if neither of us had dates,
we would go together just as 'best friends'.
So we did.
That night, after everything was over,
I was standing at her front door step.
I stared at her as She smiled at me
and stared at me with her crystal eyes.
Then she said- "I had the best time, thanks!"
and gave me a kiss on the cheek.
I want to tell her,
I want her to know
that I don't want to be just friends,
I love her but I'm just too shy,
and I don't know why.

Graduation:-
A day passed, then a week, then a month.
Before I could blink, it was graduation day.
I watched as her perfect body
floated like an angel
up on stage to get her diploma.
I wanted her to be mine-but
she didn't notice me like that, and I knew it.
Before everyone went home,
she came to me in her smock and hat,
and cried as I hugged her.
Then she lifted her head from my shoulder
and said- 'you're my best friend,
thanks' and gave me a kiss on the cheek.
I want to tell her,
I want her to know
that I don't want to be just friends,
I love her but I'm just too shy,
and I don't know why.

Marriage:-
Now I sit in the pews of the church.
That girl is getting married now
and drive off to her new life,
married to another man.
I wanted her to be mine,
but she didn't see me like that,
and I knew it.
But before she drove away,
she came to me and said 'you came !'.
She said 'thanks' and kissed me on the cheek.
I want to tell her,
I want her to know
that I don't want to be just friends,
I love her but I'm just too shy,
and I don't know why.

Death:-
Years passed, I looked down at the coffin
of a girl who used to be my 'best friend'.
At the service, they read a diary entry
she had wrote in her high school years.
This is what it read:
'I stare at him wishing he was mine,
but he doesn't notice me like that,
and I know it.
I want to tell him,
I want him to know that
I don't want to be just friends,
I love him but I'm just too shy,
and I don't know why.
I wish he would tell me he loved me !
.........'I wish I did too...'

I thought to my self, and I cried.

(I am also not willing to miss the chance but i am just too shy to tell her)



I DON'T WANT TO MISS THING FROM AEROSMITH


TRUTH IS BY RANDOM GUY
I look to my Love for inspiration,
She's the reflection of my words,
my souls reparation,
my spirits destination is Her.

You're a world all on Your own,
& such a beautiful place it is,
You're the best part of me,
without You I'm never truly alone, my Love for You is forever, carved in stone.

Your names a song continuously playing in my head,
when I tell You I Love You, I leave nothing unsaid,
Your happiness is why I pray,
looking in Your eyes it seems Heavens only a day away.

My essence reached out for Life, and You held my hand,
in that hospital bed, I lied their a helpless man,
but You gave me strength to fight & live,
so no matter what happens between us, for You, I have all of me to give.