Usual day...

The first day of the second week after the semester started and all i did for today was the same as usual, went to the class and then back to room after the classes ended.Hmm...Lifeless right?For me,nothing can be better than stay in my own room and listen to the songs that i like and of course missing someone that i like.I enjoy my everyday by doing so and that's why i don't really like to go out if there's no special reason for me to go out.Music is my life and i keep looking for a memorable song which is the most meaningful for me in order to make me remember something which i can't afford to forget.Every song tells a story of my life and i've used this kind of method to remember something special that happened in my life.So,i've got a lot of nice memories as well as sad memories.May be someday,someone who is special for me will have the chance to listen every single story behind every single song if she is interested.For me,music speaks a thousand words...Night!My life is so sick without you and i always tend to scream your name as loud as possible so that i can reduce the feeling of missing you.I am addicted to you and you will never know that kind of feeling.The feeling of want to see you,the feeling of want to protect you from every hurt,the urge of want to love you like no others and care for you for every single moment.I can never get all of these in reality because you just don't know how much i love you and how much i wish that you will be with me.I love you so deeply and i pray for every day and night that may be someday,you will tell me that you are mine.I am dreaming of it for every moment and this will only happen in my dream...Try to understand my feeling of my heart and you will know everything...

I'M YOURS BY JASON MRAZ

<吃醋.是因为我爱你>
<生气.是因为我在乎你>
<发呆.是因为我太想你>
<流泪,是因为我不想失去你>
<爱的结论>
我要我们一辈子在一起直到永远

Feeling strengthless...

It's raining now and it started since the afternoon and now the weather is freakin cold.Spending whole day in my room doing nothing and i don't feel well right at this moment.I feel like i will be getting sick soon and that's why i am having a cup of herbal tea with me now.Argh...I don't want to get sick within this week because Intiball will be held by the end of this week.Hmm...Have to rest earlier in order to prevent myself from getting sick.I will need to face Ah Liam Kor by tomorrow's first lecture because it's Chemistry again.Continuously 6 hours class from 10am-4pm tomorrow.Aikzzz...Have to suffer again with no choice.This is life...T.T It's been a long time that i didn't see you and i will just look at those O'night photos over and over again in order to ease my pain of missing you.Where have you been?You face keep playing in my mind over and over and over again the whole day and night,even into the next day.I know that my love to you is not blind and i am waiting for the miracle to happen.I always believe in miracles and i believe that there are no accidents.I am just simply like you and that explained why i was so sad when i can't excess into your blog while you were trying the security setting...=)

HAVE TO LOVE BY WILBER PAN

Can love you?
Like no one else can do...
Will you accept it?
If i tell you that i want to be with you...
Will you reply my message?
If i send a message to you telling you that i can't live without you...
It's all remain unknown....

Family day....

Just came back from Puchong after spending the whole day at outside shopping with my mum at Suria KLCC and also at my uncle's house.Surprisingly,i've spent around RM1000 for today's shopping for all the stuff that i need.I've bought a pair of leather shoes for the coming Intiball,a set of clinique happy which was the perfume for men and a sunglass.Wow!I never knew that i can spend so much in a single day and i just did it today.Lolx...Thanks a lot ya mum for buying those things for me.Ahaha...Hmm...My mum is going back next week,will miss her a lot but it's okay since it won't last for long because i am going to there for my vacation after my A2 and then will go to Sipadan after that which is the greatest place for snorkeling.Argh...Semester 4 still have a long way to go.Sad...Erm...Kinda tired,going to sleep now.Ciaoz...
So you were just testing the setting huh?Oh Gosh,you scared me.I thought that you will never open your blog again and it really made me sad.Thank GOD that you have unlocked it.You will never know the feeling of being declined from excessing into someone's blog that you like the most.I thought that you will never care anymore...Luckily...You are here again...=)
Thanks thanks...


POCKETFUL OF SUNSHINE BY NATASHA BEDINGFIELD

Thank you for coming back...
If not...
I don't know what will happen to me...

Busy weekend...

Just came back from the 'Pasar Malam' and i've bought a lot of FOOD and i am now eating the delicious 'nasi lemak' and drinking Yeo's green tea.Hmm...It's been a long time that i didn't go to this kind of night market because of laziness.Will need to rest after having my dinner because i have been busy the whole day of choosing the Prom King and Queen top 10 finalist and i am really tired now.Furthermore,i will have to go to KLCC by tomorrow morning to do shopping with my mum for the last time before she goes back to USA.Hope that everything will be fine on tomorrow and i will have to spend a lot of time in the KTM again.Aikz...Well,that's all for today and congratulations to the top 10 finalist of the Prom King and Queen candidates.May GOD bless you all...

It's kinda weird feeling from getting disconnected from your everything.Every morning i woke up,i am still typing in your blog address first whenever i open my I.E.Even though i knew that it's locked and i am not invited,i still keep trying to login with my email address and hoping that may be one day i am invited to view it.Somehow,i got it disappointed everytime and i won't give up trying.It might be annoying to you,but i really really can't stop thinking of you and i look stupid with that since i knew that it's an impossible thing to be happened.Silly me...

HEART LIKE BEING CUT BY 5566(XIN RU DAO GE)

While looking at you,
I became the saddest person in the world.
Now
I hope that he can treat you well
I don't wish that you turn back to me
I will just let my tears roll down from my face for the last time.
After that,
We will never meet again.
Bye forever...

Getting better...

Thank God!My toe is getting better and is recovering.Went to donate blood by this evening and i just figured out that my blood circulation was quite good because i finished it quite fast,even faster than the two guys that went in before me.Lolx...However,i dropped my PSP while i was going to donate the blood and the LCD screen is now broken and i've sent it to repair and it costs me RM370.Aikz...Have to wait until monday and within this period of time,i am going to use my phone as the temporary music player.Sad...Life with no music is really bored.Well,tomorrow will only have 2 hours class from 8-10am and that's all for tomorrow.May be going out by this weekend to meet my mum for the last time before she goes back to USA.Mostly will be going to KLCC because my dearest mum really like to do her shopping around those area.Don't worry mum,i will be going to USA to meet you up soon.By the way,i would like to greet Mr. Justin Joel Thomas Happy 21st Birthday and hope that you like the surprise that we had prepared for you just now and hope that you enjoy the day.Kinda sleepy now,Good night!It's locked and i no longer can get to know your stuff anymore.Erm...I can't do anything since this is your choice and it's your blog.Perhaps you just want to let someone that you trusted the most to read your blog or may be you felt like it's better to keep it for yourself and as long as you are happy with it,you can just remain like that but if you still reading my blog,i am telling you that i won't stop blogging about my feeling to you because it's the real feeling from me to you.You are really really really special to me and you are the only one that i am not willing to give up.By the way,you can just ignore all the messages that wrote by my friend at the comment site.Keep blogging and have fun with it even though i can't view it anymore and you will be always in my heart...=)

BIG MISUNDERSTOOD BY 5566(Direct Translation)

Jason要去哪里搅合
在家我已经闷了太久
待会有什么搞头
麻烦记得call我
一切还不都same old same old
但是我最近有了女友
三天前开始热恋以后
一直无法入梦
她一定hot hot 超过你想象
照片借把把让你品香
她正在发烫酒红的头发
看完再来点品价
Wo整个夸张怎么会这样
长得一模样怎会是她
误会可大啦
难道说她名字叫做Selina
纸包不了火的那种挣扎
原来我们巧到刚好一样
角色立场开始就要荒唐
心里只有XXX
我的鱼被你的鱼钩钓上
不问清楚你就送入嘴巴
这样的鸟事太过轰炸
我们还是兄弟吗
我是真的太过失望
无法再和你继续对话
要我试着宽容遗忘
是你痴心妄想
为何你就是不肯原谅
了解事件的最后真相
难得你和我兄弟一场
就让时间淡忘
She's a liar
我们都太傻
没想到我们本是一双
你和我一样
Buddy Buddy 很棒
但当表兄弟就太瞎
会不会太巧
我们都碰上
红发的女孩 迷上了她
难道说她名字也是elina
你爱上了我也爱上的她
当然搞得我们无话可讲
这样的局面实在太僵
谁要放弃谁要抢
我们闹了个天大的笑话
怎么糊里糊涂驴子当马
Elina 不等于Se selina
我的天啊 Oh my God
一样的红发一样的香
一样让人盲目对她投降
这样事情实在太过几扎
凡事不能凭外貌
中间的误差实在是太大
怎么事情会演变成这样
这样的事情实在太过几扎
我们的爱闹双胞
Combine all the words that in red colour from the lyrics above and form a sentence.

It's hard for me to move around!!!

Sad!!!What happened to my toe?It's so hurt and it's really hard for me to move around whether to class or go other places.So inconvenience for me to attend my classes and i thought before to skip my classes but i just can't do it.Aikz...Really hope that i can recover as soon as possible so that i can go jogging again like last time and not sitting in my room doing nothing.Erm...Just came back from Intiball meeting and the OC briefed us about the programme flow and so on.By the way,had the photoshoot for all the organizing committees just now and it looks really S***ks.Hmm...One of my friends felt quite upset just now due to the event stuff and she asked me whether could i lend her my shoulder if she cries.Girl,of course i am willing to lend you my shoulder if you really need it.In the end,she didn't cry because i played her some of my favourite music and it's most likely to those kind of relaxing songs and she felt better after the batteries of the gadget ran out.This is the reason that i always have my music with me and i hope that may be someday i can play those songs to someone i like as well while she is stressed up.Well,it's about time to stop and i have to sleep earlier tonight because i am going to donate blood tomorrow.Night!Just pain for a while and you might have save someone's life...Viewed your blog and saw a message that left by someone to you.Hmm...To be honest,my heart don't really feel nice when i saw it but i am not going to make any stupid assumptions about that since you told me before not to do so.Hope that you are doing well in your everyday and i can see that you are quite busy with the coming O'night stuff.Just want to remind you to be careful with your bao bei and take care of yourself.In my blog,this is the only way that i can write out everything about you and i don't really care about others' comments besides yours.You are the one that special for me and no one can replace...=)

GIFT BY JACKY CHEUNG

Which one is the most painful???
Physical hurt or the hurt that in your hurt???

Homework...

Gonna make this post real short because i am extremely sleepy right at this moment and i am going to bed soon.Just finished doing my first homework for this semester.It's Physics paper 5 excercise and i found it quite hard to do as well since i will need to consider a lot of things before you can write it out.Well,it doesn't matter though since i've finished it.Ahaha...So today i got Chemistry as first class as well and i just simply felt sleepy while the lecturer is giving lectures.It's so bored!!!However,something funny happened while we were having Chemistry class but i am not going to write it out here.=P Fortunately tomorrow i don't have any Chemistry class but i will have my Maths at 8am and then Physics at 12pm.By the way,my toe get twisted just now and now it's so painful and it's hard for me to walk.Argh...Hate it!!!Erm...That's all for today...Night Night!Dreamt of you yesterday and i really wish that i won't wake up forever because you were so sweet in that dream and that dream was showing everything that i've waited for long.Woke up in the early morning with a smile.I never felt like this before and i do hope that i can make the same dream whenever i went to sleep at night.I like you like no others...=) Take care!!!


SOMEDAY BY MLTR

The truth is that i always think of you and i am waiting you to say YES to me...

Back to class for the first day...

So yeah,today was the first day of my semester 4 and the first class for today was Chemistry that conducted by Ah Liam Kor.Well,he was still like last time,kept saying 'Ah yes yes yes yes' and 'this particular blah blah blah' and we just like last time,kept chating with friends and so on.Supposedly we will have Maths after Chemistry but don't know why it suddenly being cancelled by the lecturer.After that,i had my Physics class at 2pm to 4pm and the lecturer is the one that taught us for the first semester,Mr.Kumar.Thanks for coming back!I got no more class after Physics and then i received a call from my mum and she said that she will be going back to US soon and she wants to have dinner with me before she leaves.So,i went all the way down to Sri Petaling there to meet my mum and had visited my new born nephew.He is so cute!!!After i saw my little nephew,i went for dinner with my mum and my uncle.I spent about 3 hours there and started to get back to Inti at 10pm and arrived at Inti around 1130pm.Duh!Damn tired right at this moment and i am going to sleep soon because tomorrow i will have Ah Liam Kor's class at 8am...>.<...Night night!Patience and loyalty?Time will prove everything...I believe in myself and my unchangeable love to you.Erm...Still like you like always and this is my 120th post about you.Thanks for giving hope to me everyday and i will always pray that you are always healthy,happy and keep smiling for everyday.No one should make you cry...Like you as always.Have a nice day!!! =)

Meet my little new born nephew,BELVEN.
For those who can't understand english,here's the mandarin pronounciation for his name:不要问(Means don't ask!)

WHAT ABOUT NOW BY CHRIS DAUGHTRY

You are my everything and i don't want it to change to you were my everything...

Get back to normal life....

Holiday is now over and my class will start by tomorrow morning.The first class will be Chemistry on 10am and following by Maths then Physics,2 hours for each class.Sigh...Going to be busy soon.Just finished watching Kung Fu Panda.Oh man,it was so great and DreamWorks had produced a nice animation and i am pretty impressed by the story line as well.Laughed non stop with those funny scenes in that animation.After that,i tidy up all my stuff and get ready for tomorrow class.Aikz...I want holiday to be longer.Hmm...A friend of mine won't be studying at here anymore for this semester and our gang is now lack of a fella.Take care bro!Come back to visit us always and please don't control yourself even though there have more pretty girls than here.Lolx...Going to bed soon...Ciaozzz... Oh Gosh!If it wasn't because of the reason,i wouldn't have let you back out from the competition.Look at the photos,you look so gorgeous.Aikz...Keep updating myself with your news is now one of my daily duties.Whenever i open the internet explorer,the first address that i would type in will be your blog address and now i am thinking of changing my I.E. home page from friendster site to your blog.I am addicted to you...The first thing that i do for everyday after i woke up is check my monitor whether did you leave any messages to me or not and the last thing that i do for everyday before i go to sleep will be thinking of you.Even though you are online now,i just can't get a topic to chat with you and that's why everytime i will just look at your msn until it appeared offline.Sigh...



LOVE BY KELLY ROWLAND

I love you more than everything...
But i am just invisible for you...
Somehow,i'm glad that i know you...
Thanks for everything...=)

Lang Tengah Island...

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