Just Love: In Love or Not In Love?

Just came back dinner with my friend and it was a tiring day as well just like the normal days.Lolx...Woke up at 1130 and went to take care of the ticketing booth again and today i got 2 tables sold by me.Kind of sleepy right at this moment yet my family stuff still bugging me and it's so annoying.Erm...Decided not to care of it anymore...
Basically,i don't know how to define love.Is it just between 2 people who are in love with one another?How much does love worth?How long does it last?If i ever have infinite money,i wonder how much do i need to pay just to buy true love.The answer will be impossible.We can't buy love with our money and it's being replaced by care.Somehow,this does not work on me.I always make the wrong decision.Care for someone which i shouldn't care for and like someone which i shouldn't like.Did all kind of stupid stuff just to attract your eyesight.The more i do it,the more i feel how childish of me.Therefore,a final decision has been made and i am going to lock something up forever.I will throw the key into the sea and let it sink till the depth of the sea.Nothing can be used to open it and no one can retrieve the stuff from there again.That's it...Memorable day! Once upon a time,there was a fairy and she is just too pretty and clever and she made millions of people were trying their best in order to get her by their side.Everyone tried their very best to find her out and try to gain a chance to approach her and get to know of her and using the sweet words to lie on her.However,she knew that all those words were just lies yet she still pretending that it's all the sincere words that came out from their heart.One day,there was stupid guy who truly fell in love with the fairy.Out of caring,he told the fairy to becareful with the other people's words.Somehow,the clever fairy just think that it was just a trick that used by this stupid guy in order to get her and she don't really mind the words that said by the stupid guy.However,the stupid guy will get the fairy a flower everyday yet the fairy will just accept it and then throw it away after he left.Everyday he will do the same thing and it lasts for a period of time.All the stupid guy wants was just a smile from the fairy to him.Until 104 days,the fairy still never smile at him anyway.On the same day,the stupid guy passed away due to an accident after he sent the flower to the fairy.The fairy was then reliased that the stupid guy didn't send in the flower anymore just like he did for the past 104 days and she thought that the stupid guy had gave up and she don't even know that something had happened on the stupid guy.When the stupid guy was about to die,he was still happy because the fairy had accepted his flowers even though she never smile at him.Now he is dead and the fairy life will go on.A last wish of the stupid guy was hoping the fairy can find a man who truly loves her and will never lie on her... (stupid enough?)