Unexplainable feeling!!!

I was having a bad day today and the funniest thing was i don't even know the reason.It was all started after i finished reading something from the Internet.Angry?Upset?Sad?Afraid?I have no idea.I only know that if i didn't make it out of my mind and my heart as soon as possible,i am going to explode after that.Because of that,i went to play basketball for almost 2 hours.All of these weird feelings being released through my perspiration while i was playing basketball and i really felt better after that.Somehow,when i went back to my room and heard the song that is playing.I get all those feelings back once again.While i was taking shower in the bathroom,i keep thinking about the question which appeared in my mind after i read the stuff.It's been a long time that i didn't play the midnight basketball but i went for it at this morning.It was around 1am.The feeling was extremely nice.End of crap...Bye! Watching the sweat that keep dropping from my face,seems like i have made all my tears changed into sweat and let it rolled down from my face.The feeling really bad.I really need to let them get out from my body and since i really don't want to use the black box anymore and that's why i have chose to get off from that by playing basketball.After basketball,i felt extremely exhausted.I can't even hold a basketball and i felt like my body was totally boneless.May be it hurts me too bad and everything seems to be so heavy to hold.I really miss your smile and your adorable face.Although i can't see it everyday,but i can always imagine how happy you are when you are with your friends or may be HIM.You still love him,don't you?You still believe that he is going to get back to you after all right?Well,i wish you good luck then even though i don't really hope so.(Once again,ignore this.I really need to let them out from my mind and heart...)


I MISS YOU MOST BY ALEX TO


Just friend?
I love you more every day,

My name I long for you to say.

Do you know just how I feel?

Do you know this love is real?

Sometimes I wonder what you think.

When you hear my name,

do your cheeks turn pink?

Do you dream about me every night?

Wish to hug me and hold me tight?

Do you think we're meant to be?

Together forever, you and me?

These are the questions that run through my mind,

Your way into my heart,you did find.

It drives me crazy as to what I should do,

Should I risk a friendship and confess to you?

Or should I keep my feelings inside,

Keep them locked up, let them hide?

I just don't know what to do anymore,

My heart it aches, my heart it's sore.

I love you more than you could know,

And I don't want to ever let you go.

So even if I'm just a friend,

I'll always love you until the end.